Posted in Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Look into my Eyes

They tell a story of what

 I been through

shows my pain,frustration

They hide so many things,

but not the intensity of

my pain, that sends me away

from my love ones

Look Into My Eye’s

What do you see?

Do you see inside my soul?

Do you see my heart crying out?

Make sure you don’t stare,

just be honest and let me

know when they change.

Look Into My Eye’s

They betrays me at times

So many time’s

I had to cover up and push on

Look Into My Eye’s

Tell me what you see?

1/3-4/12

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The poem is inspired by my illness.  With Sickle Cell Anemia, my eye’s or normally yellow, but when I’m feeling bad there turns a little more yellow.  That is when I have to worry, and drink my liquid. Let me tell you feels like I’m drinking too much water. lol

Posted in God, poem, Poetry

Where were you

You promise me

You’ll never leave me

When I was in need

You betrayed my trust

I lost my way

My heart couldn’t forgive

You.

My love went downhill

Where were you

You promise me

You’ll stay by my side

Whenever I needed you

You betrayed me

Now you’ll missing me

& wanting me back

I kept my word

I was there

But you didn’t stay

True to me

Where were you

I’m glad you showed me

Your true colors

It gave me time to

Hear God speaking to me

So I’m thanking

You for betraying me

GOD

Kept his word

He never left my side

Where were you?

You was where you

 was supposed to be

You betrayed me

He heal me

I was lost

He found me

You broke me

He fix me

You knock me down

He lifted me up

My GOD

Is good

he never lets me down

12/1/11

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When everyone lets you down, GOD is always there for you even when you think you alone. Sometimes we go through different things in our life, so we can hear him speak to us.

Posted in 2012, God, poem, Poetry

Lay Your Worries Down

Lay your worries down

down

down

Yes,

Just

Lay them on down

Put your worries in

GOD hands

he will never let you down

So things not going your

way.

Listen

Listen

Listen

 there no reason to

Stress

no reason to

Cry

Just put them in

GOD hands

Who can you trust better

then him?

NOBODY

No…

Body…

Just lay your worries on

down.

Get on your knees & pray

Give it to him

Lay your worries

on down

7/20/11

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I usually stress and worry about situation that I’m going through in my life. I plan on stop stressing and just take it to GOD.  I always knew he could be the only person I could count on but I get in my panic mood and forget to take it to him. So this poem/song. I believe it would be more of a song than anything once I’m done with it. I plan on telling my story through my words. Such as songs/poetry and of course THE WORD OF GOD…. Do enjoy and let me know what you think of it, no not the finally copy just yet.I can see I have a lot of work to do on this one. lol!

God Bless and please Remember no matter what you going through take it to GOD, he have the whole World in his hands.

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry

Push Play

I’m constantly

thinking always influence

to write

 dream more,

This is my story

some is already

recorded

 so I’m just

rewinding it & pushing play

Majority of it is Whats

happening now, the present

Some I pause or rewind

I have to admit it,

I  have

fast forward some parts

I’m constantly

over thinking

stressing

When I should be relaxing

11/16/11

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Something I wrote when I had a lot on my mind and was struggling with school and my illness.  I havent really finish it, that’s all I could come up with at the time and not sure if I’ll add more to it. Not sure if I stick with that title, but thats what I came up with at the time. God Bless 🙂

Posted in Lord, poem, Poetry

Rude Awaken

Sleep was so good

I truly thought I was going

To be in the bed to late morning

Phone going off

Sleep so good

Thank GOD

The ringer is off

But the vibration driving me

Crazy

I roll over, it’s my mom

Sleep so good

Thought about sending her to

Voicemail 🙂

I answer, guess what I get

YOU UP?

A joke right?

Sleep so good

Rude Awaken

Finally back comfy & sleep

It’s so good

I feel someone tapping me

Guess Who?

My little lady

Sleep so good

I ask what she wants?

She looking for her Nana

I roll over some, so she could

Join me to la la land.

Rude Awaken

Sleep was so good

I Thank the LORD

For allowing me to see

Another day.

Rise & Shine

I so hate to let go of my bed

1/2/12

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Have you ever had Rude Awaken? Not good feeling right?

Posted in Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Defeat

I can’t sit here and wonda…
I can’t act like its cool when its not…
I can’t even focus….
I was going bak and forth…
Things right now looking real simple….
Who AM I..
To Question Defeat?
I done lost the battle with myself…
I done gave in… I done fought the last
fight..
So Who Am I…
To Question anything..
But all Im saying.. Is I can’t…
Only can be real…
Can you handle it?
Can you take wat I have to say…..
Move on…
I can’t sit here and not think…
Dang did he get away… ?
Did my Conflict hold me bak?
Dang…
You Is Who U R…
Im Who I Am…
Dang that…
Hell…
Did you notice how cold it got?
I can’t tell u…
U wrong.. cause your right…
But dont tell me…
Im wrong…
I Can’t walk without putting it out there…
But I can Do these..
Let you know..
Defeat is my name…
Defeat is the Game..
1.. 2..
Defeat…

11/21/09

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Another old one from my past, and wanted to share with you tonight. I’m actually have been working on a few things and still trying to tweak some of my post. I hate when I don’t think my work is good enough, so I have to truly debate with myself before sharing my work. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2012, God, Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, song

Change In Me

I’m ready for a change in me

I’m ready

Yes, I am

Either you with me or not

Choose who you for today

Because you can’t serve two

Masters

A change is coming

And I’m not talking about a

New Year

A change in me

Watch me Evolve into

Who GOD wants me to be

I’m ready

For a change

Hold On

To his hands and never

Let go

A change is coming

So be READY!

12/31/11

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As you can tell I’m not finish with it just yet. It’s a working process, after having a good talk with my cousin who did my hair today.  She open my eye’s up to different things that I have overcome, let me tell you without GOD I wouldn’t be here. I’m here because of him. Will be new stuff coming from me in the New Year so just stay tune and wait it out. The poem/song is my story. Lessons I have learned since I been on my JOURNEY &  the different people’s who have come and gone!  Okay enough of me talking your eyes off. Lol. God Bless and Welcome to 2012!

Posted in Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Oh Sweet

Sharing the second part before the New Year come in, I will have the link posted at the bottom . If you havent read Sweet Melodies https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/my-sweet-melodies/, you might want to read it first before jumping into this one. Its part of my Love JOURNEY..

I WANT TO HEAR YAH MELODIES…
I WANT TO HEAR U SCREAM MY NAME..
OH HOW SWEET DEM MELODIES…
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
THE WAY U MOVE..
UR LIPS..
TURNS ME ON..
OH DEM SWEET MELODIES..
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
OO RIGHT THERE…
STAY RIGHT THERE..
DONT MOVE..
DATS THE SPOT..
THAT MAKES MY EYES ROLL
TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD..
GOT MY TOES CURLING.
LET ME EASE UR MIND…
ONE FLOW AT A TIME..
ONE NOTE ON KEY…
SCREAM OUT UR NAME..
BABY DATS MY G SPOT..
OH HOW SWEET..
UR MELODIES..
MOVE ME..
FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOE..
SAY MY NAME..
SCREAM MY NAME..
MEAN IT LIKE U NEVER MEANT
IT B4..
SAVOR THE TASTE..
SO SWEET AS DA NOTES.
FROM UR LIPS..
MOVE IT ON DOWN…
OO OO YEA..
U DO IT LIKE A PRO..
HOW SWEET IS UR MELODIES..
TO MY EARS..

12/12/09

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Part 2 to My Sweet Melodies, click the link above if you never read it before, and you can choose which one you like the most. I like them both, the first one would probably be my favorite. This one well as you can tell its a good one, but hey its more work so of course I think its good. If you don’t like this type of thing then just love over it! If you haven’t had a chance to check out my Love Journey, do check it out. Starting next week should be more questions instead of poems, but if I get inspired to write then it will be both.

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE ! 🙂

Posted in Lord, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

My Heart

MY HEART!….
IS GOING THESE WAY AND THAT WAY..
IM FIGHTIN A LOSIN BATTLE WITH MYSELF…
MY HEART !!!!
IS SUFFERING …
IM REGRETTING EVERYTHING I DONE SAID…
I THOUGHT I COULD WALK AWAY…
THE TEARS HAVE TOOKN OVER ME…
IM DOWN ON MY KNEES….
LORD LORD LORD HELP ME….
I CANT KEEP GOING…
IM DYING.. SLOWLY..
MY HEART!!!
IS BEATING TO DIFF BEAT..
UP N DOWN..
DOWN N UP…
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
MY HEART..
IS STRUGGLING…
IM TIRED OF TRYING TO BREATH..
I CANT KEEP GOING ON  LIKE DIS..
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
DOWN N OUT..
OUT N DOWN
MY HEART..
IS BEATIN TO  MY DARN
FRUSTATION…

11/04/09

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Another old poem from my Love Journey!

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Time To Say Goodbye

I KNOW WE BEEN THROUGH THIS SO MANY TIME’S AND WE ALWAYS END UP BACK TOGETHER. BUT IM HERE TO SAY I DONT WANT YOU! I DONT GOT TIME FOR THE GAMES I WANT A MAN  GOING TO BE DOWN FOR ME AND TRYING TO BE SOMETHING IN LIFE. I WANT HIM TO LOVE AND RESPECT MY LORD. I KNOW SOMETIME IT GET ROUGH AND WE ARGUING AND NOT TALK FOR A FEW DAYS. I KNOW ITS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE EASY, BUT WHEN YOU SIT THERE AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON EVERY CHANCE U GET. I CANT TAKE IT NOMORE. SO IM SAYING GOODBYE. CAUSE IM READY TO BE ON MY OWN, I DONT NEED YOU NOMORE. I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU HEAR MY SONG ON THE RADIO I KNOW YOU THINKING OF ME CAUSE IM THINKING OF YOU! I USE TO TURN OFF THE RADIO EVERYTIME I HEARD OUR SONG CAUSE IT BROKE MY HEART. IM GLAD IM OVER YOU CAUSE I CAN DO WAT I DO AND NOT WORRY ABOUT A NO GOOD MAN LIKE YOU. I TRIED TO BE A GOOD WOMAN TO YOU CAUSE I KNOW YOU NEVER HAD ONE AND THATS ALL I STAND FOR, BUT AT THE SAME TIME A LOT OF PEEPS SAY I WANT SOMETHING GOOD BUT THEY BE LYING TO THERESELF. CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WAT YOU GETTING INTO. YES, IM WALKING AWAY CAUSE IM READY TO BE FREE. I DONT NEED YOU CAUSE YOU CANT BE A MAN AND TAKE CARE OF UR’S. I GAVE YOU MY HEART AND U WALK ALL OVER ME. IM NOBODY FOOL SO IM GLAD TO SAY GOODBYE. DONT STOP ME! DONT SAY NOTHING, JUST LET ME GO AND BE ON MY WAY! YOU KNOW WE BETTER OFF BEEN WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SO THIS IS MY LAST WORDS TO YOU! IMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU BUT I DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! IM GONE AND TILL THEN YOU STAY BLESS AND DO WAT YOU DO!

10/4/06

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I still have a lot of poems to move over from my other blog, so you may see new poems mixture wth old one’s. Trying to get the old poems move over!