Posted in Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Ups & Downs

Up & Down

Down & Up

My body can’t make up its mind

to stay on the up and up

Telling myself not to stress

and make it worse

Transfusion was pointless

blood pressure

playing with me

All I want to do is scream

That wouldn’t help me any

Up & Down

Down & Up

What’s really going on

Is my body betraying me

running through my mind

Up & Down

Down & Up

2/12/12

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So much was going through my head at the time I wrote this poem, actually did it while I was in hospital. I Thank God he didn’t leave my side, through all this. I’m truly Bless, I don’t know how much I can say that. Do Enjoy! God Bless 🙂

Not sure if I like the title, just yet. Still working process, do let me know what you all think!

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry

I’m Thankful

Your encouraging words truly

touch my heart

Reading your comments

made me all teary eye’s

I’m thankful

for each and everyone of

you

 Ole & New!

Sometimes I smile when

I read what you all left me

Sometimes I want to cry

because it shows me

I’m not alone.

I’m thankful

for all the prayers

I can never have enough of them

I never though I would touch so

many lifes through

MY JOURNEY

All I can say is

I’m Thankful

in more way then one

2/8/12

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Posted in Child Love, poem, Poetry

Sleeping beauty

such beauty & innocent

As she lay to dream

dreams of a perfect

world full of

everything nice

Dreams of butterflies,

flowers in perfect

harmony.

Don’t you dare kiss her

Sleeping Beauty

needs her rest

2/4/12

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This picture above was taking when she was younger and was in the process os getting potty train. Since I have new pc I can’t seem to find my flash drive to share new ones. I know it’s not finish, so bare with me. Do enjoy! God Bless 🙂

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Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Am I Wrong

for feeling  the way I do

My heart in one place

 & my head thinking of

someone else

Am I wrong?

I don’t like who I am

once it all done

I’m cheating myself

and losing who I used

to stand for.

How could something

be so much pleasurable

be so wrong.

It’s wrong because

My heart  not in it

My head just going through

the motions.

The other day I thought of

you.

Miss the hell out of you

but went another way

Since I can’t have you

I’m replacing you

with someone whose

close to my needs & body

I rather have you that’s

close to my heart

Am I wrong?

for feeling these way?

I miss you

haven’t heard from you.

I thought I was done with you

Months ago

But you ran across my heart

and I have the urge to pick up

the phone & reach out

to you

Instead I call boyfriend #2

I’m trying to move on but

my head saying otherwise

Am I wrong

for feeling lonely when I don’t

have to be by myself?

I’m missing you deeply

I know you not thinking

of me

I want you, but I choose him

Who am I hurting?

Answer is

I’m wrong for doing what I’m

doing

I’m losing myself

my standard are being tested

My heart trouble

Man #1

Where are you?

Do you feel me?

can you since me?

I’m in trouble

Am I wrong

for feeling these way?

7/24/11

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So many time’s we ask the  question Are we wrong or like the poem says Am I wrong. This is inspired by true events in my life and many others in my life. I get inspired to share not only one story but many others. Sometimes we tend to lose who with are when getting involve with someone. So before you jump in head first make sure you not losing who you are. Do enjoy poem. God Bless & Good Night

I dedicate this poem to my Love Journey, if you new at my blog or My Love Journey make sure to check the post and the questions out. Love Journey or My Love Journey! I will return to My Love Journey once I’m finish with the semester.

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Posted in God, poem, Poetry

Take hold of my hand

Take hold of my hand

Dont you dare let go

I have a message

for you to receive

I know you struggling

and you on the verge

of giving up

I’m here to let you know!

Take hold of my hand

and follow me

I know you think you

alone

I want you to know

You never alone

GOD is here

yes, he never left you

even when you turn

your back on him

Killed your body

with drugs & alcohol

No, No,No

Don’t let go just yet

Follow me & listen

so many times you had to

go hungry because

you didn’t want to live

right

you had to sit in the cold

because of your pride

Don’t you dare let go

of my hand

I’m not finish

Take heed to what

I’m saying

You fighting the wrong

person

You running the wrong way

GOD is everywhere

Don’t you ever think he

forgot you when you

think you alone

He loves you

Today choose him to

serve

Tomorrow not promise

Now let go of my hand

 & pray

1/31/12

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Actually true story in this poem here, I’m not happy with it because I feel like I’m missing something. But if you struggling and feel like you alone. Just remember you not. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

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Posted in Death, God, poem, Poetry

Sad News

Sad news around me

I heard you pass away

the way you left the world

is so heartbroken

God

Bless your soul

I wish you would’ve

thought and prayed to

God

before you took your life

Sad News

I’m sorry to hear

she lost the fight

I know it was her time

to go home to be

with her creator

I’m not going to say don’t

cry

I’ll be fool to tell you

not to mourn

Sad news

Can we all bow our heads

today and hold the one’s

in pain in our thoughts

Sad News

You left us

I pray you at peace

You left so many love one’s

behind.

Sad News

I lay in bed thinking

what could possess

him to choose the

cowards way out

Only God knows

The devil is busy

Sad News

she live a good & long

life.

I know she at peace

with our Dear Lord

2/2/2012

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Yesterday  I receive news someone had pass, I know if many reading the poem, you probably already know who I’m talking about. And not to long ago heard from a friend whose mother lost the fight. Do continue to keep them in your prayers. God Bless 🙂

Posted in God, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Judge Me Not

My story is not your story

so who are you to JUDGE

me!

You don’t have to like

or believe my

JOURNEY

I’m not doing it to

Please You

Walk a mile in my shoes

then come talk to me

You can not JUDGE

me.

You are not GOD

I don’t serve you

Who are you?

To question me?

Or

To tell me my story

doesn’t count

Do you know my Pain?

Do you?

My story is my story

JUDGE ME NOT

2/1/12

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sometimes many or looking in at us, and think they know our story or believe they have the right to judge us. If only they could walk a mile in our shoes, what looks good or perfect is not the case. I’m so thankful to know only GOD can JUDGE me and no one else. God Bless 🙂

 

 

Posted in God, Love, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Child Of God

Down on my knees crying out

Lord knows I felt like

it was the end of the

WORLD

with broken heart

He told me to get up

and wipe my tears

away

My love isn’t worthy

I’m not ready for Love

Please don’t cry

Baby

I never thought it would

get this far

Im not worthy of you

You have a heart of GOLD

and you deserve so much

more.

Everytime I look into your

eye’s.

I see the Worth of you

and I regret all the lies

I told you

Baby

Don’t cry

I’m not worth your tears

please dry your face and take heed

to the words coming from my

mouth

I’m sorry but you deserve

so much more than me

I came into this relationship

base on lies, only looking

for one thing

But I saw the real you,

and I knew you were protected

Stop right there

don’t cry

Dry your tears and listen

You don’t deserve to be

treated like your nothing

Your more than I can give you

Your A Child Of God

1/23/12

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 Thank Gabby & Everyone for helping me choose the title I have above! truly meant to a lot to me that so many have  help! God Bless 🙂

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Posted in God, poem, Poetry, Prayers

Thank You All

Lastnight I heard from a friend

I have been praying for

I knew deep down in

my heart

her mother had lost

the fight

I was praying

she would have more time

when I finally got

a reply she told me

her mother had

pass away Friday!

My heart broke

God

Be with them,

through the

trying times

My heart cried

she touch my heart

when she said my(our) prayers

help a great deal

All I could do was cry

Thank You all for praying for my friend, please do continue for them. God Bless You All

1/30/12

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I can’t add anymore,very emotional but wanted to let you all know I’m so thankfully for all of your prayers, but do continue to pray for her family and many of them in the same situation as my friend. Or maybe be in that same situation soon. I love when we pray, because I don’t have to put no names in it when all of you lovely people pray for so many that in need. God Bless

Posted in Love, My Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Questions

Does he love me?

his action and words

show me he does

Does he love me?

The way I love him?

I ask myself day after day

If we going to make it?

Does he love me?

The way I deserve to be

love?

He loves me not

I have the bruises

to prove it

I have pictures to

show for it

He loves me not

take a trip

through My Love Journey

read few of my pieces

and you be the judge

Does he love me?

he loves me not

Does he love me?

he loves me not

What a waste to destroy

such a beautiful

flower

When I know deep

down he doesn’t

love me like I

should be love

1/26/12

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Don’t really like the poem, but wanted to share it with you all, actually sort of got inspire by My Lovely Friend Gabby from a post she did http://autumnsunshineandgabrielleangel.wordpress.com/2012/01/26/he-loves-me-he-loves-me-not-by-gabby/. I believe this piece need so much work on it, but wanted to share!  I have so many questions and stories to share for my love journey. It’s not all about my life but some of the crazy but wonderful loving people in my life.