They call me Poet Afterthought
I’m liable to leave you hanging
to my after thoughts!
Join my JOURNEY,
I promise to leave a Poetic
thought to set you free!
They call me Gem because
I’m precious to the mind
and heart!
Read my life you’ll see
why, I’m call Poet!
1/6/12
PoeticJourney
I would say its finish but I lost the last little bit when working on it from my phone, little sad about it. The first time I have nothing to call a poem, 😦
WITHOUT U.. WHAT CAN I SAY.. WAT KIND OF LIFE WOULD I HAVE.. I CANT EVEN SAY… U MY INSPIRATION.. NOT HAVING U HERE IS KILLING ME SLOWLY.. IF I COULD REWIND THE TIME BACK LORD KNOWS I WOULD.. IF IT WOULD MAKE EVERYTHING AITEÂ WITH US.. NOT BN ABLE TO HEAR UR VOICE WHEN U GET EXCITED OR ANNOYED.. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HEAR IT NOW. I CANTÂ WALKÂ AWAY WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH.. DAMN ITS LIKE PART OF ME IS GONE.. IM MISSING U.. BUT ITS OBVIOUS U NOTÂ MISSING ME LIKE IM MISSING U.. MY INSPIRATION HAS LEFT ME DOWN N OUT.. MY SOUL IS DYING SLOWLY.. MY HEART HELL IDK WHERE IT WENT.. ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.. ITS LIKE IM BREATHING BUT NOT REALLY HERE… IM LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR EVERY CHANCE I GET AND I DONT SEE THE WOMAN I ONCE WAS.. IM ICE COLD.. SITTING OUTSIDE.. TRYING TO GET WARM.. WALKING AROUND LOST WITH NO PLACE TO GO… I CANT SLEEP.. SHOO I CANT EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT MY MORNING COFFEE… CRAZY RI? MISS HAVING U RI NEXT TO ME.. IM HALF A WOMAN.. I NEED TO FEEL U TO B THE WOMAN I USE TO BE…
11/3/09
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Another poem from my past that’s dedicated to my Love Journey. Do Enjoy! Its amaze how love can have you thinking you need that one person to get through one day at a time.
They tell a story of what
 I been through
shows my pain,frustration
They hide so many things,
but not the intensity of
my pain, that sends me away
from my love ones
Look Into My Eye’s
What do you see?
Do you see inside my soul?
Do you see my heart crying out?
Make sure you don’t stare,
just be honest and let me
know when they change.
Look Into My Eye’s
They betrays me at times
So many time’s
IÂ had to cover up and push on
Look Into My Eye’s
Tell me what you see?
1/3-4/12
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The poem is inspired by my illness. With Sickle Cell Anemia, my eye’s or normally yellow, but when I’m feeling bad there turns a little more yellow. That is when I have to worry, and drink my liquid. Let me tell you feels like I’m drinking too much water. lol
You promise me
You’ll never leave me
When I was in need
You betrayed my trust
I lost my way
My heart couldn’t forgive
You.
My love went downhill
Where were you
You promise me
You’ll stay by my side
Whenever I needed you
You betrayed me
Now you’ll missing me
& wanting me back
I kept my word
I was there
But you didn’t stay
True to me
Where were you
I’m glad you showed me
Your true colors
It gave me time to
Hear God speaking to me
So I’m thanking
You for betraying me
GOD
Kept his word
He never left my side
Where were you?
You was where you
 was supposed to be
You betrayed me
He heal me
I was lost
He found me
You broke me
He fix me
You knock me down
He lifted me up
My GOD
Is good
he never lets me down
12/1/11
PoeticJourney
When everyone lets you down, GOD is always there for you even when you think you alone. Sometimes we go through different things in our life, so we can hear him speak to us.
Lay your worries down
down
down
Yes,
Just
Lay them on down
Put your worries in
GOD hands
he will never let you down
So things not going your
way.
Listen
Listen
Listen
 there no reason to
Stress
no reason to
Cry
Just put them in
GOD hands
Who can you trust better
then him?
NOBODY
No…
Body…
Just lay your worries on
down.
Get on your knees & pray
Give it to him
Lay your worries
on down
7/20/11
PoeticJourney
I usually stress and worry about situation that I’m going through in my life. I plan on stop stressing and just take it to GOD. I always knew he could be the only person I could count on but I get in my panic mood and forget to take it to him. So this poem/song. I believe it would be more of a song than anything once I’m done with it. I plan on telling my story through my words. Such as songs/poetry and of course THE WORD OF GOD…. Do enjoy and let me know what you think of it, no not the finally copy just yet.I can see I have a lot of work to do on this one. lol!
God Bless and please Remember no matter what you going through take it to GOD, he have the whole World in his hands.
I’m constantly
thinking always influence
to write
 dream more,
This is my story
some is already
recorded
 so I’m just
rewinding it & pushing play
Majority of it is Whats
happening now, the present
Some I pause or rewind
I have to admit it,
I Â have
fast forward some parts
I’m constantly
over thinking
stressing
When I should be relaxing
11/16/11
PoeticJourney
Something I wrote when I had a lot on my mind and was struggling with school and my illness. I havent really finish it, that’s all I could come up with at the time and not sure if I’ll add more to it. Not sure if I stick with that title, but thats what I came up with at the time. God Bless 🙂
Sleep was so good
I truly thought I was going
To be in the bed to late morning
Phone going off
Sleep so good
Thank GOD
The ringer is off
But the vibration driving me
Crazy
I roll over, it’s my mom
Sleep so good
Thought about sending her to
Voicemail 🙂
I answer, guess what I get
YOU UP?
A joke right?
Sleep so good
Rude Awaken
Finally back comfy & sleep
It’s so good
I feel someone tapping me
Guess Who?
My little lady
Sleep so good
I ask what she wants?
She looking for her Nana
I roll over some, so she could
Join me to la la land.
Rude Awaken
Sleep was so good
I Thank the LORD
For allowing me to see
Another day.
Rise & Shine
I so hate to let go of my bed
1/2/12
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Have you ever had Rude Awaken? Not good feeling right?
I can’t sit here and wonda…
I can’t act like its cool when its not…
I can’t even focus….
I was going bak and forth…
Things right now looking real simple….
Who AM I..
To Question Defeat?
I done lost the battle with myself…
I done gave in… I done fought the last
fight..
So Who Am I…
To Question anything..
But all Im saying.. Is I can’t…
Only can be real…
Can you handle it?
Can you take wat I have to say…..
Move on…
I can’t sit here and not think…
Dang did he get away… ?
Did my Conflict hold me bak?
Dang…
You Is Who U R…
Im Who I Am…
Dang that…
Hell…
Did you notice how cold it got?
I can’t tell u…
U wrong.. cause your right…
But dont tell me…
Im wrong…
I Can’t walk without putting it out there…
But I can Do these..
Let you know..
Defeat is my name…
Defeat is the Game..
1.. 2..
Defeat…
11/21/09
PoeticJourney
Another old one from my past, and wanted to share with you tonight. I’m actually have been working on a few things and still trying to tweak some of my post. I hate when I don’t think my work is good enough, so I have to truly debate with myself before sharing my work. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂
I’m ready for a change in me
I’m ready
Yes, I am
Either you with me or not
Choose who you for today
Because you can’t serve two
Masters
A change is coming
And I’m not talking about a
New Year
A change in me
Watch me Evolve into
Who GOD wants me to be
I’m ready
For a change
Hold On
To his hands and never
Let go
A change is coming
So be READY!
12/31/11
PoeticJourney
As you can tell I’m not finish with it just yet. It’s a working process, after having a good talk with my cousin who did my hair today. She open my eye’s up to different things that I have overcome, let me tell you without GOD I wouldn’t be here. I’m here because of him. Will be new stuff coming from me in the New Year so just stay tune and wait it out. The poem/song is my story. Lessons I have learned since I been on my JOURNEY & the different people’s who have come and gone!  Okay enough of me talking your eyes off. Lol. God Bless and Welcome to 2012!
Sharing the second part before the New Year come in, I will have the link posted at the bottom . If you havent read Sweet Melodies https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/my-sweet-melodies/, you might want to read it first before jumping into this one. Its part of my Love JOURNEY..
I WANT TO HEAR YAH MELODIES…
I WANT TO HEAR U SCREAM MY NAME..
OH HOW SWEET DEM MELODIES…
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
THE WAY U MOVE..
UR LIPS..
TURNS ME ON..
OH DEM SWEET MELODIES..
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
OO RIGHT THERE…
STAY RIGHT THERE..
DONT MOVE..
DATS THE SPOT..
THAT MAKES MY EYES ROLL
TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD..
GOT MY TOES CURLING.
LET ME EASE UR MIND…
ONE FLOW AT A TIME..
ONE NOTE ON KEY…
SCREAM OUT UR NAME..
BABY DATS MY G SPOT..
OH HOW SWEET..
UR MELODIES..
MOVE ME..
FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOE..
SAY MY NAME..
SCREAM MY NAME..
MEAN IT LIKE U NEVER MEANT
IT B4..
SAVOR THE TASTE..
SO SWEET AS DA NOTES.
FROM UR LIPS..
MOVE IT ON DOWN…
OO OO YEA..
U DO IT LIKE A PRO..
HOW SWEET IS UR MELODIES..
TO MY EARS..
12/12/09
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Part 2 to My Sweet Melodies, click the link above if you never read it before, and you can choose which one you like the most. I like them both, the first one would probably be my favorite. This one well as you can tell its a good one, but hey its more work so of course I think its good. If you don’t like this type of thing then just love over it! If you haven’t had a chance to check out my Love Journey, do check it out. Starting next week should be more questions instead of poems, but if I get inspired to write then it will be both.
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE ! 🙂
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