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2014, AWARENESS, heart, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Posted on 8 Jan 20149 Jan 2014 by poeticjourney

Today wasn’t a good day! My pain has got worse since last post. I went to primary doctor, honestly didn’t do me no good! He treated me either kidney problems or either I got ulcer. I can’t sleep at night as it is. My sickle cell nurse told me if it get worse to go to hospital and get admitted! My primary wasn’t getting my sickle cell problem, I wasn’t worry about the problems he talking about! If I stress it kick my illness in worse 10 time worser! I can’t move or use both my arms to extent! My left side still bugging me. My second week of new term started today. So as you all know that been with me. This isn’t looking to good with stress. I have appointment with blood doctor tomorrow and I’m not even feeling him right now cause of all the pain I’m in. You can’t stick me! Nor check my blood pressure at this point in time. Now if they can get blood from my port that’s what’s up! But I ain’t having the abuse right now. To the next post. God Bless 🙂

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2014, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Posted on 5 Jan 20145 Jan 2014 by poeticjourney

Today isn’t a good day. I’m so not enjoying the weather. Taking one day at a time, is easy said then done, when your body is screaming pain every which way. The E.R did call and check up on me yesterday, asking if I was feeling better then then day before, I told them no. I’m trying hold out to Tuesday, since I see my blood doctor. I don’t know if I can do that right now. My labs may have came back good, but my body is telling me another story, I don’t know what more to say. I was glad I didn’t have a long wait Friday, only thing I didn’t like is the medicine they gave me. Seems my headaches are getting worse, migraine medicine not working anymore and I don’t want to up my doses to 100. Me and hospital seem to be at Whits in st the time been. My whole left back is either sore. I can’t lay on it, or touch it. I have pain shooting up. And my left arm is doing the most. Sighs… IMA love it when I have a day or even a week with of no pain. I’m on break to Wednesday, so thankful for that Blessing….

2013, Cancer, Death, family, God, poem, Poetry, prayer

Lets Pray

Posted on 26 Dec 201326 Dec 2013 by poeticjourney

This holiday so many are missing love ones.
I’m praying for the mother whose mourning and wishing she lost her life in car accident instead of her baby!
As I read her status it broke my heart.
I may not be a mother, but I know pain of losing someone close.
I’m praying for young lady fighting cancer alone and trying go on during holidays
As her mother fight to make it back to her.
Do bow your head with me …
So much pain when it should be joyful…
I know God got them covered and protected…
I pray as you all cherish the holidays, do enjoy it…
You never know when your last time or loves one’s …
Tell them you love them now while they can hear it!
I’m praying for my blogging family to continue to have a bless holiday and rest of 2013!
God Bless
12/26/13
Poeticjourney

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Spiritual, Wisdom, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Posted on 15 Dec 201315 Dec 2013 by poeticjourney

This Testimony that you are about to release will Upset every Hurt, Pain, Setback and enemy that Rendered you defeated! Arise, you are an OVERCOMER by the Blood of the Lamb and the Word of your Testimony! He’s building your Testimony!

Good Morning, Hope all is well with each and everyone of you on this lovely Sunday… God is truly good, hope you all enjoyed the message I have got Bless with. God Bless 🙂

2013, Blessed, Cancer, Friends, God, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Thankful

Real Friend

Posted on 8 Nov 201314 Nov 2013 by poeticjourney

What is a real friend?
someone to pick you up when you down
Someone that understands your pain
When words can’t be find
What is a real friend?
Is someone you can trust
I’m telling you a real friend is one in million
Its a unbreakable bond!
What’s a real friend
Someone that lends a ear
When your whole world
Comes crumbling down!
I’m Bless to have you
I thank God for you
He knew I was in need
When he gave me you
This is my thank you
For been you….
9/20/13
PJ

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Its been awhile since I wrote the poem, but I was waiting on her to find another picture to made her think of us. And she recently did. I know I recently wrote a prayer poem. Her cancer recently came back, so she is battling that, but receive news, she doesn’t have to do chemo this time around, which we are thankful of. Do enjoy the poem, and let me know what you all think. hopefully have time to do update post on her and her mom who had the stroke over the summer. God Bless each and everyone of you all.

Health, My Journey, Physical Therapy, Update

Physical Therapy /Weekend

Posted on 3 Nov 2013 by poeticjourney

I know I’m late with the post. I been trying recovering from Thursday! I seem to have trouble bending my knees since surgery. I don’t know if I’m scared. I just know when working the muscles its no joke, its going to take some while. Right now I’m in serious pain and worried cause I walk into stump root in the ground, yep the hip just had surgery on. I’m using my walker less and less when I’m home. I have went out shopping this weekend and brought it with me.Friday, I overdid it, so I crashed out soon as I got home. I’m hating how I have to depend on people to help with my socks, shoes. Not going to mention how many precautions I broke.

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My Journey, Physical Therapy, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Physical Therapy

Posted on 29 Oct 2013 by poeticjourney

Today was my second day, and let me tell you my body tired! I’m so ready to get back to been able to bend my knee. I haven’t got much sleep in the last two nights, so I’m praying tonight I get some. My first day at therapy did a number on me and I couldn’t sleep at all that night. Hurted so bad it felt like I was hit with ton on bricks. Tomorrow is the day I get staples out and let me tell you I’m scared its going hurt. Nope, I don’t like pain. My crisis I can tolerate enough to I can’t walk. Didn’t mean make the post so long, so on that note! I’m thankful for everyone who have join my journey and prayed for me! Truly means a lot to me! Thank for all the likes and comments as well! God Bless:)

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2013, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Sleep

Posted on 28 Oct 201328 Oct 2013 by poeticjourney

Why have you abandon me?
twisting and turning
Pain shoot thru me
Leave me wishing
For a pain free night
So I can sleep
Fluff my
Pillows
Move to foot
Of the bed
To see if it
Work
No justices
Take meds
Leave me weary
Sleep
Where have you
Gone?
No nap?
Sighs!
Homework
Went smoothly
Sleep deprived
Oh how I need
You
Please return
10/28/13
PJ

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2013, AWARENESS, Death, God, Health, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Fallen Fighter ( sickle cell)

Posted on 6 Sep 201330 Sep 2013 by poeticjourney

I just receive news you have pass away
I know we havent talk are seen each other in awhile
I use to hear how good you were doing
My heart aches
You have left a beautiful child and hubby behind
My heart is aching
You fought a good fight
I pray you rest in paradise
Only God knows our pain
Im thinking why, but i know he needed
You more.
Heartbreaking news
Hits so close to home
My tears want let me stay strong,

9/6/13
PJ

Dedicated to sickle cell fighter who has pass away. Sickle Cell Awareness month started five days ago.

I can’t finish poem just yet, bare with me while I get my head and heart together. God Bless Each And Everyone Of You!

Faith, God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Update ( doctor appointment)

Posted on 29 Aug 201329 Aug 2013 by poeticjourney

I’m still not feeling my best, but as of right now waiting on my blood work, so we can get things moving. My doctor appointment with primary doctor went very well to extent, I was glad to get off some medicine. And also got new poison to help me as we’ll. My headaches are getting worse, so we had to do something to help the process. I have been putting off doing update post for awhile, but with my hectic school schedule and days I’m not at my best, I wanted to share what I can. I know last year was worse then this year, the last two sickle cell episode took me back when I was younger and wouldn’t go to hospital. I haven’t had pain like that in long time, bring tears to my eyes, and no matter what they medicate me with me it wouldn’t work. I know I shared a post awhile back, I’m not been able to get transfuse, cause of warm antibiotics. I pray if it got lower then 5, they would transfuse even if it didn’t do much. Yes, I really had no reason to share post last time i was hospitalize since I know its a give or take, but I know God got me even when the doctors wanting to give me blood and I kept denied it. My blood count came up fast this time in the 8″s. I’m praying when I see my blood doctor next week it still be decent enough. I’m not going give up, I do get discourage at times, but im Bless with so many loving souls. God truly knew what he was doing when he created me , and when he place me here on WordPress to share my story. Thank you all for joining me and praying. I hope to have more share next week. God Bless 😉

No matter what you going through, never give up! Continue to fight and hold on to God hands!