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To Heal A Damage Soul

 I reach out to touch you, you run
When I see its time to exit, you stop me
When you going to let me fully heal you?
You always tell me you love me, but not enough to heal you
Your soul and body so damage it makes me sick!
You say I’m slipping! You right, because I’m on my way out the door.
I done toss and turn your heart, but its not ready for me
I’m the truth
Do you feel it? Do you since the frustration?
I’m tired of looking into your soul and fighting a losing battle
I don’t fight to lose I’m no quitter either but you hold the pass over my head something I’m not going to take from you. I been trying
To heal a Damage Soul

3/22/08
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Another poem dedicate to my Love Journey.

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You Got Me

How many time’s

can I fall in love

with you?

I keep telling

myself

I’m done & you

can’t me weak

But

Everytime I hear

you sing its like

you talking to my

heart.

You got me hypnotize

and under spell

Boy you got me

hook as your

lyrics pull me

in.

1/23/12

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This poem is dedicated to Love Journey, couldn’t make up which poem I wanted to share! It was time to share some new poems, didn’t want you all thinking I was just hurt all the time when it came to love. I should have the other part done sometime tomorrow.

Oh yea not sure If I keep the title of the poem, if you have ideal please do share! God Bless

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Shoulda,Coulda,Woulda

You my shoulda, coulda, woulda

hell.. you have become my

joy that I saw you for the real

person you…

To late to say…

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda..

When you had me you didn’t

appreciate me..

Now I done move on

I’m glad to be with someone….

to love and cherish me

You crying and saying she

wont love u like I did….

I pray she don’t love like you…

Your love poison my soul…

Your infidelity destroyed me

I’m glad I finally move on..

So to your Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

You shoulda

cherish me when you had me

I coulda bn the one to heal your

damage and sick soul..

I woulda bn your rock to the

day we died..

You made me..

Your hubby..

Your friend..

when you already gave that

to another man..

You told me it was over and

now you knock up with his baby…

Did you honestly think

I would be your man??

You lied…

broke me down..

I was a pimp and

half a man..

Now im a King and

have recovery the

rest of me..

Damn I see I really

didn’t know you…

The age of a woman…

A mind of a child…

Dats truly insult to the

ones who don’t act

the way you do…

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

Your obsession is an illness…

Cant you see I don’t give a damn for you…

It’s A shame you playing the fool that you

try so hard to replace me with…

You saying and Doing everything..

in your power to win me back…

Damn shame.. I don’t want you…

When will you get the picture and move

on…

Your stupidity is an Illness…

7/17/19/09
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Another poem dedicated to My Love Journey, its actually inspired by true events, but feel like I left something out, but could be wrong. You be judge and let me know.

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My Love Journey P.10

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Today my question is well you might laugh how I got inspired to ask this question, but hey don’t judge me. I was watching the movie LegallyBlonde, must admit it was one of my favorite movies. 🙂  Have you ever change to be with someone? If you seen the movie you know what exactly I’m talking about. So many time’s, different one’s made me feel like I had to change, but deep down I knew I was comfortable been who I was and not who they wanted me to be. Before I came to WordPress, I use to be on xanga. I read a few blogs with different one’s talking about how they had to change. Some change their looks, felt like they had to lose weight to be with someone, had to lose there V just so they could keep the person they wanted and believe that felt the way as they did. I believe the only person we need to change for is ourself and God and nobody else. I can understand you change when you finally see what they was saying but you just couldn’t grip the reality of it.

I love to hear from my fellow followers, so do share your opinion/thoughts on this situation. I surely can’t wait to hear from ya’ll. If I have forgotten something, I make sure to comment to your question.

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I hate the way you got me feeling

CANT EVEN GET U OFF MY MIND..

 THE NITE WE SAID BYE N YOU PISS ME OFF

 I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HATED U,

 FOR MAKING ME CARE FOR YOU SO DANG MUCH

 AND I CANT GET U OUT MY SYSTEM..

 I KNEW I COULD NEVER HAVE YOU, CAUSE

 U WAS SO FAR AWAY N I WOULD NEVER

 EASE UR PAIN OR HOLD YOU….

 I NEVER WANTED TO CARE FOR U….

 HELL I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO LOVE U…

 LOVE BRING NOTHING BUT PAIN N I HATE IT..

 WAT HAPPEN TO ME BEEN COLD HEARTED,

 U CHANGE ME IN SO MANY WAYS THEN ONE

 I THANK GOD FOR U…. N NOW IM THINKING

 WAT DA HELL WAS I THINKING WHEN I LET U IN..

 NOW U GOT ME LISTING TO GONE BY NSYNC…

I MISS U SINGING IT TO ME..

 IM TIRED OF CRYING…

I WANTED TO TELL U SO MANY THINGS

 N ITS TO LATE CAUSE I KNOW ITS OVER

 I DONT EVEN WANT TO TRY ANYMORE…

 2 PEEPS ALIKE CANT MAKE IT HAPPEN…

MY PROUD GOT ME…

SO I KNOW IM NOT STEPPING TO SAY I MISS U….

MY HEART GOT ME ALL MESS UP RI NOW…

RI NOW I WISH I NEVER MET U CAUSE I

WOULD BE STILL TOUGH AND SLEEPING EASY

AT NIGHT, NOT WORRYING BOUT NO MAN…

I KNOW IN DUE TIME IM GOING TO BE BACK THE SAME…

I PRAY FOR THAT DAY TO COME NOW…

 GOTTA GET U OUT MY SYSTEM….

 GOTTA TO GET MY GRIND BACK…

GOTTA GET MY I DONT GIVE A DAMN ATTITUDE BACK

 LOVE MAKES ME WEAK TO WATS NOT REAL…

 WATS LOVE?

 HELL IT AINT NOTHING…

 IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT… LOL..

 I THANK GOD I NEVER TOLD YOU I LOVE U.

 I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME FEEL IT AGAIN

 EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A MINUTE..

 HE WAS LETTING ME KNOW TO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE

 THANK GOD FOR SHOWING ME WAT I NEEDED TO SEE….

I THANK HIM FOR MELTING MY SOUL

 EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A SEASON…

U GOT MY HEART BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES…

 WOW…

 FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK TOGETHER THESE TIME.

 U WAS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A MAN…

 NOW I KNOW I DONT WANT IT…

IM GOOD BY MY DANGSELF….

DEUCE

3/10/08

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Another poem to add to my Love Journey, its like you get to learn a little bit more about my heart while growing up to who I am today. You get to see where my question comes from and how I came with the title My Love Journey!  Do enjoy! If you curious about the song I mention up above, this the same guy I say got voice of Angel. So don’t think nothing crazy because I choose that song. lol We actually have a lot of songs in common we like to sing to one another.

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Don’t Tell Me

You care if you only

here for a season…

 Dont tell me

 You want to be here

 if you only feel sorry

 I don’t need you Just,

Dont tell me

you love me,

 when u don’t mean it

 Dont tell me

 You care cause that’s what

 you think I want to hear

 Dont tell me

 You sorry,

 cause we both know da truth

 DOnt tell me

 something you think

I want to hear…

2/19/08

PoeticJourney

Another ole poem dedicated to my Love Journey!

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Day 2, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

I have been catching up on sleep,since I couldnt sleep lastnight! Right now im watching last episode One Life To Live, cant believe its not going to be on television. Rough nite, I be here over the weekend, got news my count drop to 7 something over the night! Major headache ever since 15 mins ago, the machine started beeping, so as you can see im up to the meds kick in so I cam relax! I have a lot of time to thibk, even got post for love journey,can you believe it? Cant do much posting since im right handed and guess where the evil iv at? So many wonderful nurses I have once again.Yep and not in good spot! Im so thankful for all the prayers,love! God Bless

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My Love Journey P.8

Even though it have been a long day for me, I do have a question to share with you all.I don’t feel right saying you all and not ya’ll! 😦 Yes, you may have seen this title before and guess what you’ll see it again but you’ll see it with numbers at the end. YAY! If you new to my blog make sure to check out the other post, and let me know what you think.

 

The question today is…. The quest for love? In other words have you ever went out just looking for it? I know many of us have and probably wont admit to it. But I was talking with my cousin and told her about my book ideal and she gave me this ideal. The Quest for love or My Quest for Love. Not sure which way to go with it.Okay back to the question at hand Have you ever went looking for love? it seems like when we go looking for it we tend to find something that’s a waste of our time.  Or to say it nicely something that wasnt meant for love. I know the ladies or not the only one’s to look for love. I have met a lot of guys who look for love the Mrs. Right! Seem like that Mr. Mrs. is nowhere out there. Not true, GOD will put that person in your life when he know you ready for them, and not before then. Who know that Mr/Mrs, may be in your life already and you havent open your eyes up, but you got to remember if he/she for you, he/she will be back.

 

I do love to hear from you all! All opinions or truly welcome 🙂  Hope Everyone Is Having A Bless Night! I hope I haven’t left anything out but if you bring it to my attention, I’ll make sure to respond in comment! 🙂

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Forget the Pain

I’m trying to forget the pain…
Dyin inside slowly…
weepin, lawd knows I never cried
like this over a man before…

So lets Forget the Pain…
I done shed my last tears of you…
I done stop my heart from lovin you..

Done remove you and threw
you out my life..
I done erase my feelings…

Forget the Pain…

Is like forgetn a part
of me…

That part of me, I never want to
feel again..
You broke my heart…

Im so ICY

Last time I cried..
my tears froze cause of
my coldness..

Ya’ll say Forget the Pain..
I see myself moving on, but not
sensin the love around me..
I walk into his life the other
day..
He scared me cause I walk
ri out..

I dont want to love
My heart still jumpn to the frustration
of my anger…

Im forgetn the pain..
Just like I forgot the day
I said I LOVE YOU..

I remember the day I said
I Never LOVE YOU…

The hardest day of my life but
it was the truth…

Forget me…
Forget you..
Done Deal…

Move me…
HELL NO…

Touch me…
I feel nothin but
the air …

You sing do you think of me..
like I think of you..

BOY…
I done forgot you

Pain?

Wats that?
Tease me
You cant even touch me..

Forget the Pain
Damn Ri..

I shut that part
of my life out..

6/22/09

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Another ole poem dedicated to Love Journey!

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