Posted in My Journey, Update

Update(Doctor Appointment)

I receive some good news, so I don’t have lupus and that’s real good to know. I’m not happy about how long t took my primary doctor to fax some information over that I needed to see the doctor. Last time I saw him was before Christmas I was back there and now have made it back to  the waiting room, while waiting for them to get with it. Lets just say I wasn’t happy about how everything was going. Have you ever wonder why doctor office are always cold? Well I have, I would think it be warm since its hella cold outside. Sound like they trying to send me back to E.R, but hey that’s just me over thinking the situations. What do ya’ll think? I finally left, so hopefully I wont get a bill talking about my insurance wont cover it and I have to pay whatever crazy amount. I know for a fact I have to act a fool. Another plus side of the situation is that the doctor was nice looking man. 🙂 I had to share that little info! He gave me pamphlet about Lupus, I’m just glad I don’t have it. THANK GOD FOR AMAZING GOD WE SERVE.  GOD IS TRULY GOOD ALL THE TIME. THANK EVERYONE WHO HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR ME! I never imagine my JOURNEY taking me through this, but I must say I’m so glad to have ya’ll  as a support system. I don’t know what I would do without ya’ll!

OAN: I’m feeling much better today, then yesterday. Thank God! Please do give me time to catch up on approving comments, and visiting blogs.  God Bless 🙂

Posted in Wisdom

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Choice- it allows you to start growing…Change- it allows you to keep growing…Climate- allows you to enjoy growing.

 

 

 

Good Morning, Another Bless Day! Thankful for everyone who have been praying for me and asking how I’m doing. Stilll not feeling my best today. Oh yea before I forget I’ll be moving  a little slow to visit blogs since my email is still acting up. I have it change probably by the end of today so I can see when all my favorite blogs have a new post. 🙂 I have doctor appointment this morning, YAY for me! NOT!  I shall do update about it later on. I Do Hope Everyone Have A Bless Wednesday! God Bless 🙂

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Forget the Pain

I’m trying to forget the pain…
Dyin inside slowly…
weepin, lawd knows I never cried
like this over a man before…

So lets Forget the Pain…
I done shed my last tears of you…
I done stop my heart from lovin you..

Done remove you and threw
you out my life..
I done erase my feelings…

Forget the Pain…

Is like forgetn a part
of me…

That part of me, I never want to
feel again..
You broke my heart…

Im so ICY

Last time I cried..
my tears froze cause of
my coldness..

Ya’ll say Forget the Pain..
I see myself moving on, but not
sensin the love around me..
I walk into his life the other
day..
He scared me cause I walk
ri out..

I dont want to love
My heart still jumpn to the frustration
of my anger…

Im forgetn the pain..
Just like I forgot the day
I said I LOVE YOU..

I remember the day I said
I Never LOVE YOU…

The hardest day of my life but
it was the truth…

Forget me…
Forget you..
Done Deal…

Move me…
HELL NO…

Touch me…
I feel nothin but
the air …

You sing do you think of me..
like I think of you..

BOY…
I done forgot you

Pain?

Wats that?
Tease me
You cant even touch me..

Forget the Pain
Damn Ri..

I shut that part
of my life out..

6/22/09

PoeticJourney

Another ole poem dedicated to Love Journey!

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My Love Journey P.7

Even though I’m late with the post because I’m not feeling my best. If you knew to the post, You’ll see this post more than once, but with number at the end of it. 🙂 If you havent read the other post with the same title, please do check them out.

So the question today is WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU KNEW THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR BESTFRIEND BETTER HALF? Would you keep it to yourself? I ask this question because I have been in this predicament a few times.  I lost a friend in the process because of the truth. I have had other friends tell me they would want to know whats what.  I never though I would lose a friendship over this, but sad to say I lost one and it’s not the same. Sad thing about it, we are related. I kept the truth to myself because she was so happy, but then it started eating me up and I finally decided to open my mouth. Guess I should’ve kept my mouth close huh?

I love to hear what you all think!

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Posted in God, Jesus, Wisdom

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

There’s no GOD like Jehovah..HE reign forevermore!!! For there is NO other name given among men whereby we must be saved. Jesus saves!!! NO LIMITS!!!

 

 

Sunday while I was out I saw a sign that says “We got to let the WORLD know that JESUS Saves” I shared that on twitter! So many people or lost and don’t believe that he can save them, no matter what you going through, you got to put it all in GOD hands. No LIMITS to what he can do! I THANK GOD for that!

 

 

 

Good Morning, Another Bless & Glorious Day! I must say I’m not feeling my best and probably wont be much active today in the blog world, we shall see how that go! I’m excited about my team winning last night! Couldnt really enjoy the game like I wanted to because of homework and not feeling good! I knew they would bring it home! Okay enough about the game, I know some of you may not like College Football!  I Hope Each & Everyone Of You Have A Bless Day!

 

 

p.s I’m still catching up with reading blogs, so bare with me hoping to be caught up over the weekend! 🙂

Posted in Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Lastnight

Wasn’t suppose to happen.. I was suppose to walk away and leave it as that…
I’m glad I know now to b honest… but it doesn’t change anything..
I’m still walking away… and you still with her..
Lastnight
bought to many memories back… When we first met, the day we took it further as friends.. and the day you ask me to be your wife..
Even the day you broke my heart..
To the times I hurt you and you left the room… You know  going our separate ways is for the best…
I hurt you.. You hurt me… You stay hurting me…
What A Night.. I’m mad to know I still love you But give me time.. Its going to be gone. . My soul is broken My heart is rip..
I can’t breathe I’m slowly dying. You said you don’t want to hurt anyone..
But hurt me every time I know where your heart really at and it’s not me..
Lastnight..
was suppose to happen.. slap some sense into me, and help me walk away.. with no regrets..
That night did something to me.. showed me my heart sill beats to you..
show me closing love out, hell its always there…
You push me away.. I haunt you, to you ready to accept and believe..
Lastnight…
U came to realize, can’t no other man touch me like you do, thats freaking crazy to me..
You work your way in my life left a mark on my heart

6/20,23/09

PoeticJourney

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Another old poem and wanted to share with ya’ll. Truly give you something to think about! I don’t know why the poem came out like this. Guess the way the other blog was set up!  Do enjoy

Posted in My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey P.6

Before I get all into my homework and go to doctor.  Do I truly need to repeat myself with this post every time. You’ll see the title more than once, but with a number after it. 🙂

My question for today is HOW CAN WE MAKE A RELATIONSHIP WORK THATS LONG DISTANCE?  Many reasons to have one, could be cause of your job or school or you could be fighting overseas. Lets not forget internet dating as well. Since my last two post had something to do with online dating. If you havent check them out, make sure to make your way to p.5 and Love Story Journey.

Every since I was younger.. cough 🙂 I have heard this so many times from a simple-minded person of course.  Thats it’s not right or possible to have long distance relationship.  In some cases it may be true, because some can’t stay faithful to save they life. No trust in relationship, no point in having one. I have heard many stories of people breaking up because their spouse/girl friend/boyfriend or away from them. I have seen & heard so many staying true to their relationship. When we away from the one’s we love we tend to miss out on a lot of things. If we have little one’s we don’t get to see them grow up, or be there for them when they come into the world.

So do tell me what you think on the topic at hand today. I love to hear what you all think 🙂 Something tells me I forgot something, but if someone bring it to my attention I’ll just answer it in comment or whatnot. God Bless 🙂

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Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

When GRACE meets CHAOS/CONFUSION—You get GOD’S ORDER…Wherever the ORDER of GOD is you get HIS PURE PRESENCE….NO LIMITS!!!

 

 

 

Good Morning, Tim to start the Week Over Once Again, and if last week wasn’t the best! Lets make this the week best ever! God Bless 🙂