Posted in 2012, God, Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, song

Change In Me

I’m ready for a change in me

I’m ready

Yes, I am

Either you with me or not

Choose who you for today

Because you can’t serve two

Masters

A change is coming

And I’m not talking about a

New Year

A change in me

Watch me Evolve into

Who GOD wants me to be

I’m ready

For a change

Hold On

To his hands and never

Let go

A change is coming

So be READY!

12/31/11

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As you can tell I’m not finish with it just yet. It’s a working process, after having a good talk with my cousin who did my hair today.  She open my eye’s up to different things that I have overcome, let me tell you without GOD I wouldn’t be here. I’m here because of him. Will be new stuff coming from me in the New Year so just stay tune and wait it out. The poem/song is my story. Lessons I have learned since I been on my JOURNEY &  the different people’s who have come and gone!  Okay enough of me talking your eyes off. Lol. God Bless and Welcome to 2012!

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Oh Sweet

Sharing the second part before the New Year come in, I will have the link posted at the bottom . If you havent read Sweet Melodies https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/my-sweet-melodies/, you might want to read it first before jumping into this one. Its part of my Love JOURNEY..

I WANT TO HEAR YAH MELODIES…
I WANT TO HEAR U SCREAM MY NAME..
OH HOW SWEET DEM MELODIES…
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
THE WAY U MOVE..
UR LIPS..
TURNS ME ON..
OH DEM SWEET MELODIES..
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
OO RIGHT THERE…
STAY RIGHT THERE..
DONT MOVE..
DATS THE SPOT..
THAT MAKES MY EYES ROLL
TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD..
GOT MY TOES CURLING.
LET ME EASE UR MIND…
ONE FLOW AT A TIME..
ONE NOTE ON KEY…
SCREAM OUT UR NAME..
BABY DATS MY G SPOT..
OH HOW SWEET..
UR MELODIES..
MOVE ME..
FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOE..
SAY MY NAME..
SCREAM MY NAME..
MEAN IT LIKE U NEVER MEANT
IT B4..
SAVOR THE TASTE..
SO SWEET AS DA NOTES.
FROM UR LIPS..
MOVE IT ON DOWN…
OO OO YEA..
U DO IT LIKE A PRO..
HOW SWEET IS UR MELODIES..
TO MY EARS..

12/12/09

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Part 2 to My Sweet Melodies, click the link above if you never read it before, and you can choose which one you like the most. I like them both, the first one would probably be my favorite. This one well as you can tell its a good one, but hey its more work so of course I think its good. If you don’t like this type of thing then just love over it! If you haven’t had a chance to check out my Love Journey, do check it out. Starting next week should be more questions instead of poems, but if I get inspired to write then it will be both.

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE ! 🙂

Posted in Lord, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

My Heart

MY HEART!….
IS GOING THESE WAY AND THAT WAY..
IM FIGHTIN A LOSIN BATTLE WITH MYSELF…
MY HEART !!!!
IS SUFFERING …
IM REGRETTING EVERYTHING I DONE SAID…
I THOUGHT I COULD WALK AWAY…
THE TEARS HAVE TOOKN OVER ME…
IM DOWN ON MY KNEES….
LORD LORD LORD HELP ME….
I CANT KEEP GOING…
IM DYING.. SLOWLY..
MY HEART!!!
IS BEATING TO DIFF BEAT..
UP N DOWN..
DOWN N UP…
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
MY HEART..
IS STRUGGLING…
IM TIRED OF TRYING TO BREATH..
I CANT KEEP GOING ON  LIKE DIS..
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
DOWN N OUT..
OUT N DOWN
MY HEART..
IS BEATIN TO  MY DARN
FRUSTATION…

11/04/09

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Another old poem from my Love Journey!

Posted in Goodbye, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Time To Say Goodbye

I KNOW WE BEEN THROUGH THIS SO MANY TIME’S AND WE ALWAYS END UP BACK TOGETHER. BUT IM HERE TO SAY I DONT WANT YOU! I DONT GOT TIME FOR THE GAMES I WANT A MAN  GOING TO BE DOWN FOR ME AND TRYING TO BE SOMETHING IN LIFE. I WANT HIM TO LOVE AND RESPECT MY LORD. I KNOW SOMETIME IT GET ROUGH AND WE ARGUING AND NOT TALK FOR A FEW DAYS. I KNOW ITS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE EASY, BUT WHEN YOU SIT THERE AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON EVERY CHANCE U GET. I CANT TAKE IT NOMORE. SO IM SAYING GOODBYE. CAUSE IM READY TO BE ON MY OWN, I DONT NEED YOU NOMORE. I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU HEAR MY SONG ON THE RADIO I KNOW YOU THINKING OF ME CAUSE IM THINKING OF YOU! I USE TO TURN OFF THE RADIO EVERYTIME I HEARD OUR SONG CAUSE IT BROKE MY HEART. IM GLAD IM OVER YOU CAUSE I CAN DO WAT I DO AND NOT WORRY ABOUT A NO GOOD MAN LIKE YOU. I TRIED TO BE A GOOD WOMAN TO YOU CAUSE I KNOW YOU NEVER HAD ONE AND THATS ALL I STAND FOR, BUT AT THE SAME TIME A LOT OF PEEPS SAY I WANT SOMETHING GOOD BUT THEY BE LYING TO THERESELF. CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WAT YOU GETTING INTO. YES, IM WALKING AWAY CAUSE IM READY TO BE FREE. I DONT NEED YOU CAUSE YOU CANT BE A MAN AND TAKE CARE OF UR’S. I GAVE YOU MY HEART AND U WALK ALL OVER ME. IM NOBODY FOOL SO IM GLAD TO SAY GOODBYE. DONT STOP ME! DONT SAY NOTHING, JUST LET ME GO AND BE ON MY WAY! YOU KNOW WE BETTER OFF BEEN WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SO THIS IS MY LAST WORDS TO YOU! IMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU BUT I DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! IM GONE AND TILL THEN YOU STAY BLESS AND DO WAT YOU DO!

10/4/06

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I still have a lot of poems to move over from my other blog, so you may see new poems mixture wth old one’s. Trying to get the old poems move over!

Posted in family, Friends, God, poem, Poetry

~Prayers~

I  just got text from a friend I have known for a few years now. We met on another site, another poet, and strong woman who has been there for me through a lot of stuff when I wanted to just go COLDHEARTED!

I was finna get up from my pc and do some cleaning with little lady. I have been wanting to do a post on Prayers for a while now.

Dear God

I come to you for my friend and her mother.

I know you already know whats going on

but I pray you watch over them.

So many people’s around me need

your touch, need to be healed or just

set free

I come to you whole heartily

Please watch over them,

I know if anything happen to her mother,

it may destroy her.

I pray she come to you

whole heartily, to serve you

and accept you.

Dear Lord

I prayed for Christmas Prayer

for another friend, and I hope they

doing okay.

I have always been told No News

is Good News.

I know in my heart if something was

wrong I would feel it.

I Thank You for sending so many

of your children in my life

who believes in praying

for one another, even strangers.

Dear God

Watch over them all during the

Holidays, protect them

and bring them out of

whatever they going through

Amen

12/30/11

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Happy New Years to each and every one of you, stay bless and safe! God Bless 🙂

Posted in Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Broken Soul

You know his soul…
cried out..
He scream my name…
warning me to not
to leave him..
I couldn’t feel nothing..
cause of my soul
had died..
and I kill his soul..
I couldn’t even cry, cause…
my heart wouldn’t let me feel…
I saw his pain..
but did I care..
I wanted him so bad..
cause he touch my heart..
in more ways than one..
I thought I was ready..
but I was wrong…
He never hurted me..
he kept his word..
I was the one that..
broke his spirit..
He had my soul on fire…
Gave me the world…
What did I do?
I left..
Walk out in the rain..
Felt no regret..
No remorse..
I knew I was doing the right thing..
My soul was at peace…

7/29/07

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Another poem from my past and wanted to share with ya’ll. Its part of my Love Journey, things I learn about myself. I believer every relationship show us things, even if we dont understand at the time. Wow is all I can say after reading the poem, I really wasn’t at a good place when I wrote it. I have come along way. Thank God for that! 🙂

Posted in Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Fragile Heart

Fragile Heart: easily broken as or damaged, vulnerable delicate in appearance

Foolish: resulting from or showing a lack of sense, unwise. 2. Lacking forethought or caution.

You seem to keep going backwards & not forward.

You seem not to see whats good in front of you.

You pushing me away & you don’t know it.

You seem to want to do good, but your past

is keeping you from going forward.

Your Fragile Heart

Has been broken by the same person

over & over

And  you wont let no other person have a

chance to mend what has been damage

I call it been FOOLISH at the same time

Fragile Heart

You seem to see the good in one

person & that keeps hurting you

I haven’t even known you that

long, but from what I can see,

you can give a woman much happiness.

You seem to not care what I say & that

hurts me the most.

Fragile Heart

I see the good in your pa.

6/13,18/05

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I was supposed to share the poem the same day I wrote the new one. Check the link https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/fragile-heart/ if you havent read it  and you can be the judge of the one you like the most. Trying to do a little catch up with some of my post before the NEW YEAR & before classes  starts back next week.

Posted in family, God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Learning to Forgive

I know I have written on Forgiving a few times, its part of my JOURNEY!  This post is sorta like update on how I have come long way and what I have learned through it all.

I never knew how much it could

destroy me, holding so much

angry in my heart!

Learning to Forgive

hasn’t been easy

Now

I can honestly look at

the person I was so hurt with

 without anger

in my heart.

You know I tried to understand his

pain, but the way he act destroyed

my compassion I once had for

my own flesh & blood

Maybe it was me been sick

and laying in the hospital

that truly got me thinking.

Or maybe it was me working

on a better relationship with

GOD

That showed me how

Learning to Forgive

could be healing process

for the soul

as well  as for the body

 It hasn’t been easy!

but so worth the JOURNEY

to overcome.

it truly does make you feel good

on the inside

Learning to Forgive

12/28/11

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After taking a break from the post and coming back to it. Before Christmas I saw something in me, I had started to forgive my brother, and saw how much I needed to learn to forgive the other person I was mad with. I shouldnt’ have so much animosity in me, when I’m struggling with trying to make it day by day with my illness.  having talk with my mother by somethings and I realize how my body felt when I talk about certain person. I let myself get the best of me and felt like I was choking. That was a sign to let it go and end the conversation. The post is about Learning to Forgive and how  I’m a working process.

Posted in Child Love, family, poem, Poetry

Curls

~Mr.Man~

~Lil Lady~

I once knew a little boy

who had a head full

of curls

Mixture of black,

hint of red & brown

The thing he did

would pull his beautiful

curls.

Wouldn’t let you touch

them curls

with comb or brush

Mr. Man Man didn’t play

Born with no hair

to head full of beautiful

curls.

You could lay your face

on them soft curls.

12/24/11

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If you wondering if I have kids, no I don’t. I only have niece & nephew and they or like my own. I love to write about them when I do my post. They both have curls to tell you the truth, but this one is dedicated to my little guy! I will have pictures posted up a little later today, right now camera battery is low. I actually post two different pictures of him with hair and no hair. And I post a picture of his sister as well. I might have to wait to move to my old computer and load pictures that way. The point of the poem is we recently got his hair cut for the first time, so he totally look like a new little boy. I actually video tape the whole ordeal and was thinking about doing a poem on that once I got the inspiration. I must say he surprise us all no crying or nothing. He was actually a good little guy! Made us so proud of him. I know I promise awhile back when I wrote https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/11/26/babies-attack/ I would share pictures so I’m so late with them but here or a few. Will post more once I get to my other pc or load pictures on this pc.

Posted in Love, poem, Poetry

What you scared of

Or you worry about

your old feelings returning

Or you scared he may

feel the same for you

You didn’t know

you hurt him back

in the day.

Years have past

And here is your chance

again

And you have found one

another all over again.

What you scared of?

Dont let your opportunity

pass you by.

These could be your second & only

chance.

What are you scared of?

Is your heart

betraying

you right now?

Do you want him?

Are you just that confuse

because your heart is

playing with you.

What you scared of?

he could be the one

and you letting your heart

get the best of you

What you scared of?

These may be your only chance

Open your heart,move

your lips to the beating of your

heart.

Tell me..

What are you scared of?

Tell him just how you feel

Tell him now, not later.

What you scared of?

It’s now or later.

Make the right choice & and

let it be known.

Shoo…

Just make the first move

Tell him what you been feeling

so tell me

What you scared of?

7/18/11

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I know awhile back you read a poem I wrote that my friend http://colorfulperspectives.wordpress.com/(Risqué), inspired me to write about her situation, well I wrote this one first and since it was little too much to type up at the time. When me and her was in a chat I came up with the one I shared called https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/11/17/one-chance/.