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My Journey, poem, Poetry

Push Play

Posted on 2 Jan 2012 by poeticjourney

I’m constantly

thinking always influence

to write

dream more,

This is my story

some is already

recorded

so I’m just

rewinding it & pushing play

Majority of it is Whats

happening now, the present

Some I pause or rewind

I have to admit it,

I have

fast forward some parts

I’m constantly

over thinking

stressing

When I should be relaxing

11/16/11

PoeticJourney

Something I wrote when I had a lot on my mind and was struggling with school and my illness. I havent really finish it, that’s all I could come up with at the time and not sure if I’ll add more to it. Not sure if I stick with that title, but thats what I came up with at the time. God Bless 🙂

Lord, poem, Poetry

Rude Awaken

Posted on 2 Jan 2012 by poeticjourney

Sleep was so good

I truly thought I was going

To be in the bed to late morning

Phone going off

Sleep so good

Thank GOD

The ringer is off

But the vibration driving me

Crazy

I roll over, it’s my mom

Sleep so good

Thought about sending her to

Voicemail 🙂

I answer, guess what I get

YOU UP?

A joke right?

Sleep so good

Rude Awaken

Finally back comfy & sleep

It’s so good

I feel someone tapping me

Guess Who?

My little lady

Sleep so good

I ask what she wants?

She looking for her Nana

I roll over some, so she could

Join me to la la land.

Rude Awaken

Sleep was so good

I Thank the LORD

For allowing me to see

Another day.

Rise & Shine

I so hate to let go of my bed

1/2/12

PoeticJourney

Have you ever had Rude Awaken? Not good feeling right?

Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Defeat

Posted on 1 Jan 20121 Jan 2012 by poeticjourney

I can’t sit here and wonda…
I can’t act like its cool when its not…
I can’t even focus….
I was going bak and forth…
Things right now looking real simple….
Who AM I..
To Question Defeat?
I done lost the battle with myself…
I done gave in… I done fought the last
fight..
So Who Am I…
To Question anything..
But all Im saying.. Is I can’t…
Only can be real…
Can you handle it?
Can you take wat I have to say…..
Move on…
I can’t sit here and not think…
Dang did he get away… ?
Did my Conflict hold me bak?
Dang…
You Is Who U R…
Im Who I Am…
Dang that…
Hell…
Did you notice how cold it got?
I can’t tell u…
U wrong.. cause your right…
But dont tell me…
Im wrong…
I Can’t walk without putting it out there…
But I can Do these..
Let you know..
Defeat is my name…
Defeat is the Game..
1.. 2..
Defeat…

11/21/09

PoeticJourney

Another old one from my past, and wanted to share with you tonight. I’m actually have been working on a few things and still trying to tweak some of my post. I hate when I don’t think my work is good enough, so I have to truly debate with myself before sharing my work. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

2012, God, Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, song

Change In Me

Posted on 31 Dec 201131 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I’m ready for a change in me

I’m ready

Yes, I am

Either you with me or not

Choose who you for today

Because you can’t serve two

Masters

A change is coming

And I’m not talking about a

New Year

A change in me

Watch me Evolve into

Who GOD wants me to be

I’m ready

For a change

Hold On

To his hands and never

Let go

A change is coming

So be READY!

12/31/11

PoeticJourney

As you can tell I’m not finish with it just yet. It’s a working process, after having a good talk with my cousin who did my hair today. She open my eye’s up to different things that I have overcome, let me tell you without GOD I wouldn’t be here. I’m here because of him. Will be new stuff coming from me in the New Year so just stay tune and wait it out. The poem/song is my story. Lessons I have learned since I been on my JOURNEY & the different people’s who have come and gone! Okay enough of me talking your eyes off. Lol. God Bless and Welcome to 2012!

Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Oh Sweet

Posted on 31 Dec 201131 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Sharing the second part before the New Year come in, I will have the link posted at the bottom . If you havent read Sweet Melodies https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/my-sweet-melodies/, you might want to read it first before jumping into this one. Its part of my Love JOURNEY..

I WANT TO HEAR YAH MELODIES…
I WANT TO HEAR U SCREAM MY NAME..
OH HOW SWEET DEM MELODIES…
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
THE WAY U MOVE..
UR LIPS..
TURNS ME ON..
OH DEM SWEET MELODIES..
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
OO RIGHT THERE…
STAY RIGHT THERE..
DONT MOVE..
DATS THE SPOT..
THAT MAKES MY EYES ROLL
TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD..
GOT MY TOES CURLING.
LET ME EASE UR MIND…
ONE FLOW AT A TIME..
ONE NOTE ON KEY…
SCREAM OUT UR NAME..
BABY DATS MY G SPOT..
OH HOW SWEET..
UR MELODIES..
MOVE ME..
FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOE..
SAY MY NAME..
SCREAM MY NAME..
MEAN IT LIKE U NEVER MEANT
IT B4..
SAVOR THE TASTE..
SO SWEET AS DA NOTES.
FROM UR LIPS..
MOVE IT ON DOWN…
OO OO YEA..
U DO IT LIKE A PRO..
HOW SWEET IS UR MELODIES..
TO MY EARS..

12/12/09

PoeticJourney

Part 2 to My Sweet Melodies, click the link above if you never read it before, and you can choose which one you like the most. I like them both, the first one would probably be my favorite. This one well as you can tell its a good one, but hey its more work so of course I think its good. If you don’t like this type of thing then just love over it! If you haven’t had a chance to check out my Love Journey, do check it out. Starting next week should be more questions instead of poems, but if I get inspired to write then it will be both.

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE ! 🙂

Lord, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

My Heart

Posted on 30 Dec 201130 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

MY HEART!….
IS GOING THESE WAY AND THAT WAY..
IM FIGHTIN A LOSIN BATTLE WITH MYSELF…
MY HEART !!!!
IS SUFFERING …
IM REGRETTING EVERYTHING I DONE SAID…
I THOUGHT I COULD WALK AWAY…
THE TEARS HAVE TOOKN OVER ME…
IM DOWN ON MY KNEES….
LORD LORD LORD HELP ME….
I CANT KEEP GOING…
IM DYING.. SLOWLY..
MY HEART!!!
IS BEATING TO DIFF BEAT..
UP N DOWN..
DOWN N UP…
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
MY HEART..
IS STRUGGLING…
IM TIRED OF TRYING TO BREATH..
I CANT KEEP GOING ON LIKE DIS..
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
DOWN N OUT..
OUT N DOWN
MY HEART..
IS BEATIN TO MY DARN
FRUSTATION…

11/04/09

PoeticJourney

Another old poem from my Love Journey!

Goodbye, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Time To Say Goodbye

Posted on 30 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I KNOW WE BEEN THROUGH THIS SO MANY TIME’S AND WE ALWAYS END UP BACK TOGETHER. BUT IM HERE TO SAY I DONT WANT YOU! I DONT GOT TIME FOR THE GAMES I WANT A MAN GOING TO BE DOWN FOR ME AND TRYING TO BE SOMETHING IN LIFE. I WANT HIM TO LOVE AND RESPECT MY LORD. I KNOW SOMETIME IT GET ROUGH AND WE ARGUING AND NOT TALK FOR A FEW DAYS. I KNOW ITS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE EASY, BUT WHEN YOU SIT THERE AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON EVERY CHANCE U GET. I CANT TAKE IT NOMORE. SO IM SAYING GOODBYE. CAUSE IM READY TO BE ON MY OWN, I DONT NEED YOU NOMORE. I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU HEAR MY SONG ON THE RADIO I KNOW YOU THINKING OF ME CAUSE IM THINKING OF YOU! I USE TO TURN OFF THE RADIO EVERYTIME I HEARD OUR SONG CAUSE IT BROKE MY HEART. IM GLAD IM OVER YOU CAUSE I CAN DO WAT I DO AND NOT WORRY ABOUT A NO GOOD MAN LIKE YOU. I TRIED TO BE A GOOD WOMAN TO YOU CAUSE I KNOW YOU NEVER HAD ONE AND THATS ALL I STAND FOR, BUT AT THE SAME TIME A LOT OF PEEPS SAY I WANT SOMETHING GOOD BUT THEY BE LYING TO THERESELF. CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WAT YOU GETTING INTO. YES, IM WALKING AWAY CAUSE IM READY TO BE FREE. I DONT NEED YOU CAUSE YOU CANT BE A MAN AND TAKE CARE OF UR’S. I GAVE YOU MY HEART AND U WALK ALL OVER ME. IM NOBODY FOOL SO IM GLAD TO SAY GOODBYE. DONT STOP ME! DONT SAY NOTHING, JUST LET ME GO AND BE ON MY WAY! YOU KNOW WE BETTER OFF BEEN WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SO THIS IS MY LAST WORDS TO YOU! IMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU BUT I DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! IM GONE AND TILL THEN YOU STAY BLESS AND DO WAT YOU DO!

10/4/06

PoeticJourney

I still have a lot of poems to move over from my other blog, so you may see new poems mixture wth old one’s. Trying to get the old poems move over!

family, Friends, God, poem, Poetry

~Prayers~

Posted on 30 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I just got text from a friend I have known for a few years now. We met on another site, another poet, and strong woman who has been there for me through a lot of stuff when I wanted to just go COLDHEARTED!

I was finna get up from my pc and do some cleaning with little lady. I have been wanting to do a post on Prayers for a while now.

Dear God

I come to you for my friend and her mother.

I know you already know whats going on

but I pray you watch over them.

So many people’s around me need

your touch, need to be healed or just

set free

I come to you whole heartily

Please watch over them,

I know if anything happen to her mother,

it may destroy her.

I pray she come to you

whole heartily, to serve you

and accept you.

Dear Lord

I prayed for Christmas Prayer

for another friend, and I hope they

doing okay.

I have always been told No News

is Good News.

I know in my heart if something was

wrong I would feel it.

I Thank You for sending so many

of your children in my life

who believes in praying

for one another, even strangers.

Dear God

Watch over them all during the

Holidays, protect them

and bring them out of

whatever they going through

Amen

12/30/11

PoeticJourney

Happy New Years to each and every one of you, stay bless and safe! God Bless 🙂

Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Broken Soul

Posted on 29 Dec 201129 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

You know his soul…
cried out..
He scream my name…
warning me to not
to leave him..
I couldn’t feel nothing..
cause of my soul
had died..
and I kill his soul..
I couldn’t even cry, cause…
my heart wouldn’t let me feel…
I saw his pain..
but did I care..
I wanted him so bad..
cause he touch my heart..
in more ways than one..
I thought I was ready..
but I was wrong…
He never hurted me..
he kept his word..
I was the one that..
broke his spirit..
He had my soul on fire…
Gave me the world…
What did I do?
I left..
Walk out in the rain..
Felt no regret..
No remorse..
I knew I was doing the right thing..
My soul was at peace…

7/29/07

PoeticJourney

Another poem from my past and wanted to share with ya’ll. Its part of my Love Journey, things I learn about myself. I believer every relationship show us things, even if we dont understand at the time. Wow is all I can say after reading the poem, I really wasn’t at a good place when I wrote it. I have come along way. Thank God for that! 🙂

Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Fragile Heart

Posted on 29 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Fragile Heart: easily broken as or damaged, vulnerable delicate in appearance

Foolish: resulting from or showing a lack of sense, unwise. 2. Lacking forethought or caution.

You seem to keep going backwards & not forward.

You seem not to see whats good in front of you.

You pushing me away & you don’t know it.

You seem to want to do good, but your past

is keeping you from going forward.

Your Fragile Heart

Has been broken by the same person

over & over

And you wont let no other person have a

chance to mend what has been damage

I call it been FOOLISH at the same time

Fragile Heart

You seem to see the good in one

person & that keeps hurting you

I haven’t even known you that

long, but from what I can see,

you can give a woman much happiness.

You seem to not care what I say & that

hurts me the most.

Fragile Heart

I see the good in your pa.

6/13,18/05

PoeticJourney

I was supposed to share the poem the same day I wrote the new one. Check the link https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/fragile-heart/ if you havent read it and you can be the judge of the one you like the most. Trying to do a little catch up with some of my post before the NEW YEAR & before classes starts back next week.