I came home just in time for Christmas! Christmas Eve was my release date to spend with the love ones. The babies open there gifts lastnight and I’m so thankful for all the prayers and comments as we’ll. I would have posted more but I was doing a lot of resting and making sure not to stress. My blood is good! 🙂 I have doctor appointment in two weeks basically check up! I’m not happy about my Sickle Cell doctor appointment which has been puss back to March! Actually had call them before I went to ER! I do another post little later! Merry Christmas and God Bless:)
Category: My Journey
Day 1, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello Everyone,
I’m in the hospital, I have been here since yesterday afternoon. I started feeling bad Tuesday. I felt my legs going out on me while I was out grocery shopping, but I just shook it off. SO yesterday, I started feeling bad and decided to come to E.R. Honestly I didn’t think I would get put in the hospital, I was trying to hold out to January to be honest. I’m in need of transfusion, I have to get 2 units as of right now. I never been in hospital over Christmas Holidays, so if I’m still here, this be the first time. I done had some great nurse, who I done had before. Well really don’t have much to say as of right now, hope to have more to say in next post. I hope everyone have a good Christmas, and Happy Holidays! God Bless 🙂
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello Everyone, I bn trying to post from my cell for awhile and bn having problems. Glad to see I can finally post from it today. I end’d up had to get a transfusion today, but I was out-patient this time around. I havent bn feeling my best, so he didn’t like that my blood count was in the 7’s, this coming from my blood doctor. I have so many doctors to keep up with. I’m on a break from my studies to Wednesday, with new classes, which of course I’m so glad about. I was so tired of the math it was kicking my butt. I’m glad it’s not hot anymore, and thankful for the cooler weather, just not the cold weather. I do hope everyone else is doing good. I pray everyone is recovering from Sandy, and my heart goes out to you all. I hope and pray you all make it through the other storm which is a cold one coming your way. I hope to make it back to blogging soon, right now I’m taking a break to im fully 100%, I do miss blogging and reading your posts. Well I do read, I just don’t get to comment or like. I haven’t forgotten you all. I’m thankful for all the likes and prayers and comments and followers, thank you very much. Hope you enjoy my journey. God Bless Each & Everyone Of You:)
Forgot to really mention how the transfusion went, I only had to get unit. That all I got for now.
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Will be short post, haven’t bn feeling my best for three weeks now! Trying to stay on top of my studies, and praying not to get sick. I truly hate this time of the year, not good for my body. Actually made doctor appointment today for my headaches, they have got worse making it hard to focus. I’m in crisis as of now, but blood count is holding its own. Honestly if I tend to be in pain I may have to do some hospital time. Its taking a lot out if me to do the post, so ill end it here and pray all is well! God Bless:)
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Here I Am
Standing Still
I had my moments
I done struggle and fell
At one point of time I had lost
my FAITH
But
Here I Am
Still Standing
I’m not going to let Go
I have Release it all into
his hands
I know my GOD loves
me unconditionally
so Here I stand
10/8/12
~PJ~
Fall
Welcome me with a warm breeze…
A hug from God to start a new
season..
A reminder without him…
I’m not able to move, or do any
of the simple things in life..
A smile from God
on a sunny day
as I continue my walk with him..
9/18/12
~PJ~
Doctor Appointment (update)
I had doctor appointment on Wednesday since I got since I got some lab work done! I must say that I’m thankful for the prayers because I receive some good news back! Only one thing was low,but so what long as it wasn’t a 21, that’s when they and I have to worry! I believe I do the most worrying! I actually did some Tuesday when the nurse took to long! Makes you wonder what I have port for if they move slow as tropical Issac that’s coming my way may be! I provably should had said coming to U. S right? I can’t tell you what’s more stressful doctor visits or math problems? I hate math as much as the doctor office! Lol! Oh yea back to the nurse taking her time, you would think hospitals have ton of them that know how to access port right? NO! WELL enough on my update, be on the lookout in a few weeks! I so wish I had twin to step in my place, I hate needles, any takers? Just playing I’m just thankful for who all go out and give blood for me and so many others in need! God Bless & Goodnight!
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Day 3-5,Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello and Welcome to my World, at this point of time. I’m still in the hospital, the last time I posted I ended up getting my transfusion Friday night. It actually took to about 5 or 6 the next morning. A long night. I was glad to hear they find my blood. I was so out of it by the time my doctor made it around to see me and talk to me before I got the transfusion, he was like I was hoping to make it over to see you before you got the meds. All I could do was laugh at him. I got some good sleep that night, believe that’s the first night I actually got some good sleep since I been in the hospital. I’m still hurting but not as much as I was hurting when I first came here. The same morning after the transfusion I was surprise to with x-rays at 7 in the morning, can you believe that?? I can’t! I was cold and still sleepy. They could’ve waited to I had some coffee in me before they got me in my bed, but they tech who came to get me was cool. I had her once before. We talked about school and whatnot. Today is Father’s day, I call me dad and told him Happy Father’s Day early this morning, he have been calling me all morning to check up on me and to see when I was coming home. As of right now I don’t know when I’m coming home. Maybe tomorrow. I havent seen the doctor yet, I’m pretty sure his spending time with his son and father today. I believe I don’t bored you all enough. Oh yea my blood count is looking oh so good right now, its 9.9. I hope and pray it stay that way. Seems my calcium is little low so I have to take pills for that and of course iron pills and I’m not feeling that if you know like I know. This morning when I woke up for them to take my bp, it wasn’t looking so good. they was low, she even double-check them to see if it would be differently. No can do. Ty for all the prayers and kind words you all bn leaving me. God Bless 🙂
How can you
How can you love me
when you not willing
to open your heart
you complain about me
not expressing myself
Once I do
you choose to play
with my emotions.
This my last chance
I choose to love you
I choose to shut down
and walk away.
You broke me
so I want to say
THANK YOU
How can you care
but still betray
yourself from
happiness
I tried & tried
over & over
I can’t do it
anymore
I betrayed my heart
to love
I betrayed my heart
every time I open
up to you.
5/14/12
~PJ~
The poem will be dedicated to my Love Journey, do enjoy! God Bless 🙂
Mix Emotion
Running through my head
I have been at the point
To just give up on you
My heart says I need you
My head says
I want you but I can’t
Trust you
Is your love real?
Mix emotions
Driving me insane
I’m starting to question
My sanity
I have been at the point
of walking away
Mix Emotions
Is my love real?
How is my sanity?
How to be sure?
Does he love me?
Do I love him?
Why can’t I come to
turns with my
emotions.
They driving me crazy
making me doubt my heart
Mix Emotions
4/20/12
~PJ~
I actually started the post early in the month and finish it just recently. Will be dedicating it to Love JOURNEY! Do Enjoy! God Bless 🙂
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