Posted in 2013, God, Jesus, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Prayers

Prayers

thumbnailprayerLets bow our heads and pray…

I never thought my life was more difficult than anyone else.

I’m touch by so many kind and loving souls who prays/prayed for me.

Even for nurses who fighting difficult illness as well.

My God Is Good…

If you Believe..

then lets pray..

My heart goes out to a young woman

whose fighting to hold on while battling demons..

My heart goes out to her mother

whose Just had a stroke and fighting to overcome.

My heart goes out to all of you whose reading this prayer

and struggling right now.

God got your situation taking care of already…

As I end this prayers.

I like to take the time and thank you all for joining

my Journey and been a Blessing to my life..

May God continue to Bless you all..

In Jesus Name..

~Amen~

4/28/13

~PJ~

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Posted in 2013, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Vice Versa

How would you feel if I treated you the same way?
Would you get the picture?
Or just brush it off?
If you don’t want the same treatment, then I believe you should get it together asap!
I’m tired!
No,
I’m fed up with your ways of thinking I’ll always be here since I haven’t left and we hitting our 6 year mark!
Its getting crazy but my heart is tired of the foolishness and knows ill have walk 2 weeks before it got this far!
So before I walk away , why don’t you be like 702 and GET IT TOGETHER!

4/29/13
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Posted in 2013, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Don’t say a word…

I’m not ready to hear…

When I was ready

you spoke lies to my

mourning soul..

Don’t say a word..

I’m not ready to take heed…

I gave chances and chances..

and your betrayed me..

Don’t say a word

My heart is done

I don’t see you the same..

Don’t say a word..

I’m done listening to you

whine about how sorry you are…

I’m stronger than your lies,

Don’t say a Word…

3/4/10/13

~PJ~

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Will be dedicated to love Journey, took me awhile to get it just right, you know me I love to make sure its just right before I share with you all. Do let me know what you all think. Enjoy and God Bless 🙂

Posted in AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, School, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia…

thumbnailSCDI’m so thankful for all the prayers and comments and even the likes, truly touch my heart. I had been sick for over a month,and trying to stay strong while in school, but got to the point I just couldn’t take it anymore. Ended up at the E.R Monday afternoon,let me tell you, that was the longest time I ever had to wait to be seen. If I was in the mood to  write a story on E.R, that would be one of them, with so many lovely and not so lovely stories to share with you all around the world. Lets just say, I didn’t get seen to about 7:30 that night, yep you read correctly and yes I type correctly. I was not a happy person, let me tell you. I got admitted but didn’t get put on the floor to the next morning. I was blessed with kind doctor and lovely nurses, and some cute male nurses if I do say so myself 🙂 I had transfusion, only one unit, which I’m thankful for. My doctor is smart now, he starts ahead of time to look for my blood. Whew, because you know I be still in their waiting, so im home, with the love one’s. I really wasn’t in the mood to post from hospital. I basically just got some rest, because I havent been sleeping since I havent been feeling good. I was my first hospital stay since the new year, so that’s truly a Blessings. If you was with me last year, you know how much that means to me and where I’m coming from. Right now, I’m doing some catch up with my studies, so hopefully soon as I’m caught up or when the term is over I can give blogging some more of my attention. I have read all the comments, just haven’t had time to approve them. I can honestly say my hemoglobin was good before I got put in but my retic count wasn’t because I was in so much pain, it end up dropping and he though I would need 2 units of blood. I know I’m everywhere with this post, sorry about that. I try to do another one real soon to keep you all updated. I do have doctor appointed in a few days, to see how everything going on. I pray all is well with each and every one of you. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2013, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Broken Woman…

You broke me baby

I don’t want to be broken

I’m ready to feel complete

What happen to me?

I feel like I’m outside looking in

as I move from day-to-day..

I’m a broke woman trying to get

out this hell hole…

If you feel my pain..

why don’t you lend a hand and pull

me out…

I’m broken..

What am I to do?

I’m trying to come to terms

of been a broken woman

fighting to be complete/free…

2/8/13

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Poem is dedicated to Love Journey, do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless 🙂

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Posted in 2013, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Caution Love….

My heart runs heavy

I lose myself..

I have to learn how to breath

Caution Love….

Where has my voice gone…

I don’t want to fall

JUST YET…

Please breathe…

JUST BREATHE…

Cautions Love…

My heart…

feels heavy..

I never had a man to make..

me feel this way…

I’m happy & its wrong…

Cautions Love

Seems to just

Go in the wind…

When it comes to you…

Cautions Love…

2/2/13

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Posted in 2013, Lord, My Journey, poem, Poetry

I knew It….

I knew it was the Lord on my side

I thank God for him

stepping in fighting my battles…

Where would I be without him..

I knew it was the Lord..

The way he heal me…

how he brought me out…

The way he protected me..

When I was near death…

I’m so thankful how he

Watches over my love one’s

When I couldn’t do it on my own..

I knew it was…

The Lord On My Side…

2/1/13

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So thankful how God keep watching over each and every one of you. Do bare with me, I may tweak the poem some more and change the title, the title came to mind while listening to music. Hope each and every one of you is all and well. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2013, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

I’m through

You think I’m wrong for feeling the way I do….

When all I know is I’m tired of the back and forth…

It took me months to move on…

I got you out my system…

I remove every lil bit of you…

here you go bringing up the past..

Do I look like a yo-yo that you can

play with?

You think I’m wrong for feeling the way I do..

But I’m here to say I don’t care…

I don’t care…

about the way you feel..

My emotions are in check..

My heart done stop beating to you..

Boy..

You nothing to me…

Do me a favor, and lose every lil memory of me….

Because I’m done been your fool…

1.30-31-13

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Dedicated to Love Journey, do enjoy and let me know what you think. My Brother actually came up with the title. God Bless 🙂

Posted in Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Never Again

You taught me how to love
And turn around and broke me.
You truly showed me you wasn’t worthy of my love!
How could I have been stupid to turn my back on him?
He was here before you!
I was fool by a man in sheep clothing!
I have to give it to you
You knock down walls, that nobody could destroy.
Now that there back,

stronger than ever

my heart went cold.

 I was stupid for you, when he was what I needed!
Never Again
Will I betray myself for you
Here comes a new me, with new understanding
Never Again

12/16/12

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Poem is dedicated to my love journey, I still have a lot of catching up with posted from last year, but do bare with me and enjoy my love journey as I continue it. So thankful for the many lesson, I have went through, I can’t complain 🙂

Posted in 2012, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

You showed me

You showed me love
The same way you showed me heartache.
You showed me trust
The same way you showed me how heart less you can be
You showed me all of you
You destroyed me
I was willing to give you all of me
You showed me that you wasnt worthy
But most of all you showed me I could love

12/15/12
PJ

Actually wrote it last month while going though somethings and dealing with health and studies. Truly dedicated to my love journey and perfect for the new year! Do enjoy and God Bless 😉