Love Journey – Page 12 – Poets Afterthought

Broken Soul

Posted on 29 Dec 201129 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

You know his soul…
cried out..
He scream my name…
warning me to not
to leave him..
I couldn’t feel nothing..
cause of my soul
had died..
and I kill his soul..
I couldn’t even cry, cause…
my heart wouldn’t let me feel…
I saw his pain..
but did I care..
I wanted him so bad..
cause he touch my heart..
in more ways than one..
I thought I was ready..
but I was wrong…
He never hurted me..
he kept his word..
I was the one that..
broke his spirit..
He had my soul on fire…
Gave me the world…
What did I do?
I left..
Walk out in the rain..
Felt no regret..
No remorse..
I knew I was doing the right thing..
My soul was at peace…

7/29/07

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Another poem from my past and wanted to share with ya’ll. Its part of my Love Journey, things I learn about myself. I believer every relationship show us things, even if we dont understand at the time. Wow is all I can say after reading the poem, I really wasn’t at a good place when I wrote it. I have come along way. Thank God for that! 🙂

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Fragile Heart

Posted on 29 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Fragile Heart: easily broken as or damaged, vulnerable delicate in appearance

Foolish: resulting from or showing a lack of sense, unwise. 2. Lacking forethought or caution.

You seem to keep going backwards & not forward.

You seem not to see whats good in front of you.

You pushing me away & you don’t know it.

You seem to want to do good, but your past

is keeping you from going forward.

Your Fragile Heart

Has been broken by the same person

over & over

And you wont let no other person have a

chance to mend what has been damage

I call it been FOOLISH at the same time

Fragile Heart

You seem to see the good in one

person & that keeps hurting you

I haven’t even known you that

long, but from what I can see,

you can give a woman much happiness.

You seem to not care what I say & that

hurts me the most.

Fragile Heart

I see the good in your pa.

6/13,18/05

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I was supposed to share the poem the same day I wrote the new one. Check the link https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/fragile-heart/ if you havent read it and you can be the judge of the one you like the most. Trying to do a little catch up with some of my post before the NEW YEAR & before classes starts back next week.

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My Sweet Melodies

Posted on 22 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I want to hear yah sing to me…..

I want to hear the sweet melodies…….

Baby…

Sing me a lullaby….

Baby… move your lips..

To my beating heart…

Let your lyrics pull me close….

Sing to me…..

I want to hear yah sing to me….

Let the melodies touch..

My soul..

Let me hold on to u everlasting..

ooooooo….

Sing your melodies

And I show u my heart…

Hold on its going to be a bumpy ride…

Sing me a melody…

I want to hear yah soul

reaching out, crying for me…

Let me be your music sheet….

and let my body be your instrument..

Sing me that sweet melody…

To my beating heart…

Let my moans…

release you in more ways than one…

My soul…

on fire..

Sing me a lullaby…

and move to my hips…

speak to my yearning body…

Sweet Melodies…

How sweet is the beat

of our sweating bodies..

To the sound our

own slow jam..

My Sweet Melodies….

9/15/09

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Poem is dedicated to My Love Journey, after reading a few of my favorite bloggers pieces I finally decided to go head and share one of my pieces like this. I have part (2), don’t know if I will share it yet. I have a love for music, and as ya’ll know I love to write poetry. I write music and I sing as well. I have actually wrote a song for someone and maybe some more in the near future. Never know its all in GOD hands. I only write GOSPEL music if you wondering. Anyways this piece got inspired by the guy I was with at the time. I was in love with musician who I believe sing like Angel, yes I said Angel. so I just put two and two together and that’s what came up. Enjoy!

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Fragile Heart

Posted on 22 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I tried loving him

Showing him a different side

He was a fragile man

Every time he had one foot.

Out the door

The other one was still with

His ex.

Loving him was rough

When all she did was play with

His emotions & mind

~Fragile Heart~

The poor foolish man was torn

I didn’t fight because to fight

Would’ve been pointless

I’m known as cold less

So I know the way the heart works

I had to keep my mouth shut

I have been told

I kill with my tongue

Loving a Fragile soul

Has shown me many things

You can’t heal what don’t

Want to be complete

You can’t mend a broken heart

If they still stuck in the past

Loving that Fragile Man

Showed me things and mad me stronger

I didn’t let him break me or make me bitter

I THANK GOD for having me through it all

Without him I couldn’t make it

All I could do is pray for

That Fragile Heart

And many more like him

12/22/11

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Once I get the chance I will share my first copy of Fragile Heart and you can pick whichone you like the most. I try and have it up later tonight! God Bless

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Ice Cold

Posted on 19 Dec 201119 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Left me standing in the rain alone…

Told me I love you, but not enough
to walk away from the pass

You got me so Ice Cold…..
I been trying to warm myself
next to a warm body….

All I seem to do is freeze
’em, because I’m so Ice cold…

I had let you in….
You came to hurt me…
You succeeded..

Why you had to leave me
in the rain….

Why you couldn’t accept
me for me…

I was so cold, and you warm
me up….

Now I’m so Ice Cold…
Shivering….

When I see you,
my soul, heart, body, mind
turns Ice Cold

Might as well be dying
because I’m alive but feel
so helpless

I’m so Ice Cold
please call 911…
I’m not going to make it…

Breathe…
up and down…
in and out…
up and down…
in and out…

Move slowly now…
up…..
down….
in….
out…

I’m gone….
SO Ice Cold!

7/13/09

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Another poem from my past I wanted to share… Part of my Love Journey and lets just say I have learned a lot while on my JOURNEY.

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Missing You

Posted on 9 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

You the one that got away

You the only one for me

You the one that complete me

The love of my life

My angel

My shoulda, coulda, woulda

You need to know how deep

Is my love for you?

All my life

I prayed for a man like you

Without you

I’m nothing

You my future

The love of my life

My Best friend

The one to knock me down

When it gets rough

You My Everything

My sun on a rainy

Day

My heart

My back bone

What would I do without you?

I’m missing you

Every hour, second, minute

You the one for me.

11/1/10

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I’m working on a title if anyone have ideal I would love to hear it. I have a few but for some odd reason it doesn’t fit it, or maybe I’m overthinking it all.

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Honestly Don’t Matter

Posted on 29 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

I’m gone…
U did it…
I walk…
U messed up…
It don’t matter….
I already said bye
u said whatever…
It don’t matter…
I’m a G…
N I know its killing you cause I don’t care…
I tried to care, but all I saw was you doing yo thing…
So I bounce & I’m good on my own…
I don’t care cause I never really love you…
I don’t care, I know you can tell now..
Everytime we talk it’s whatever n however..
And you like it wasnt even like that…
What we had wasnt anything serious
it was a journey & now its over…
I’m walking away…
Trust I’m never coming back…
I promise you these…
U had me once & now you lost me…
I died the night you screwed me over…
Did u see the blood in your hands…?
it was my soul…
Did you hear the screams in the back of you head?
It was me but you was so caught up you didn’t even give
a care…
I’m not mad… I’m just over it & I’m so gone…
It honestly don’t matter n
I honestly don’t care about you

3/10/10

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As you can see this poem was writen a few years ago, and since I’m on a JOURNEY I wanted to share it. I may go back and forth and share poems from the past present and whatnot. I learn to deal with things a little differntly I can honestly say I’m glad I got a better understanding and relationship with GOD.

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To be or not to be

Posted on 26 Nov 201119 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

To be or not to be

To be love & cherish or not

To be

That’s the true question

To be someone worthy

Of your love

Not to be a door mat

To my beckon call

To be the man of my dreams

Not to be the man of my

Nightmares

Who are we to ask?

To be or not to be

Looking into your soul & and you

Shall find your desire

To be the one

To deserve R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Not to be the one to envy

To be of greatness of

Privilege

To not be seen as

THE QUEEN & KING

You are is a mistake

To mourn the truthness is

To be the fool you were

Born to be.

To not be is to know

What’s real & and what

You can handle

Don’t wait to doors or close

Wait to every eye is on you.

9/22/10

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Dont Believe

Posted on 29 Oct 201129 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

I mention I was going to share this poem last night, from when I was younger and I was questioning many things in my life. In case you havent checked out my love journey(category) or read the poem Finally. You might want to check them both out before you jump in and be like how and huh? Its part of my Journey. Where I being and where I’m at now and where I’m going.

Don’t Believe

In love

Once when I was young I gave him my heart, but he walked all over it in return.

We talk the other day and he asked for another chance but I Don’t Believe in love for a lifetime, I believe it’s a Journey and a Joke.

Lastnight I laid in bed tossing and turning because I’m confused. I’m at the point to say bump it because I know he going to do it again.

So No, I Dont Believe

In Love

My heart aches from the last time I gave you my heart and you return it with no remorse.

He says he ready but I Dont Believe. I say I Love him, that’s because I really want to, but my heart is filled with ice and hurt. So what do I do?

No, I Dont Believe

I said ……

My heart is ice

I bleed Ice

I cry Ice

I feel nothing, because I’m giving up on love and us.

Hell

I gave him my heart, and I put everything on the line, and for what? I want him to hurt. I want him to feel my pain.

I said I Dont Believe

So why people giving me a hard time because I don’t care and I don’t want ’em in my life.

Why do they cry? When I walk away and never look back.

Why do they go their way and I do the same because I’m thru.

Ha!

I Dont Care

I’m like Mya if you die tonight I’m not going to cry, so do the same for me and bounce fool.

Why you holding me back, all I want is to be free.

Yes, my heart cold as Ice and so what?

Yes, I’m hard and I know what you thinking right now and guess what I don’t care.

So for the last time

I Dont Believe

So let it go and walk away.

I’m already gone from your mind and heart!

2/2/07
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I’m Done

Posted on 12 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

You seem to keep goin bak and forth…
Not sure where you want to be…You see the pass and dont ever want
to get go…I cant Do It!You playn games and yourself….All I see now is a hurt
young man…stuck in the passThe future hold so much opportunity
you not willin to take it.

All i have to say Is Im Done

I tried to heal your pain
you let me n and let me
walk out as quickly as
I came….

Yes, Im Done!!!!!!!!

I cant make you see there
are good in peeps…

One mistake from a woman got
your mind gone…

If you love like you say you
do…
You would fight to overcome the
pain and to hold on to real love…

I can only give lil of it,
because Im not walkn into a
trap of unforgivness over
my head…

You see me as the enemy…

When you goin to wake up and
see a Strong Woman?

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