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I hate the way you got me feeling

CANT EVEN GET U OFF MY MIND..

 THE NITE WE SAID BYE N YOU PISS ME OFF

 I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HATED U,

 FOR MAKING ME CARE FOR YOU SO DANG MUCH

 AND I CANT GET U OUT MY SYSTEM..

 I KNEW I COULD NEVER HAVE YOU, CAUSE

 U WAS SO FAR AWAY N I WOULD NEVER

 EASE UR PAIN OR HOLD YOU….

 I NEVER WANTED TO CARE FOR U….

 HELL I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO LOVE U…

 LOVE BRING NOTHING BUT PAIN N I HATE IT..

 WAT HAPPEN TO ME BEEN COLD HEARTED,

 U CHANGE ME IN SO MANY WAYS THEN ONE

 I THANK GOD FOR U…. N NOW IM THINKING

 WAT DA HELL WAS I THINKING WHEN I LET U IN..

 NOW U GOT ME LISTING TO GONE BY NSYNC…

I MISS U SINGING IT TO ME..

 IM TIRED OF CRYING…

I WANTED TO TELL U SO MANY THINGS

 N ITS TO LATE CAUSE I KNOW ITS OVER

 I DONT EVEN WANT TO TRY ANYMORE…

 2 PEEPS ALIKE CANT MAKE IT HAPPEN…

MY PROUD GOT ME…

SO I KNOW IM NOT STEPPING TO SAY I MISS U….

MY HEART GOT ME ALL MESS UP RI NOW…

RI NOW I WISH I NEVER MET U CAUSE I

WOULD BE STILL TOUGH AND SLEEPING EASY

AT NIGHT, NOT WORRYING BOUT NO MAN…

I KNOW IN DUE TIME IM GOING TO BE BACK THE SAME…

I PRAY FOR THAT DAY TO COME NOW…

 GOTTA GET U OUT MY SYSTEM….

 GOTTA TO GET MY GRIND BACK…

GOTTA GET MY I DONT GIVE A DAMN ATTITUDE BACK

 LOVE MAKES ME WEAK TO WATS NOT REAL…

 WATS LOVE?

 HELL IT AINT NOTHING…

 IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT… LOL..

 I THANK GOD I NEVER TOLD YOU I LOVE U.

 I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME FEEL IT AGAIN

 EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A MINUTE..

 HE WAS LETTING ME KNOW TO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE

 THANK GOD FOR SHOWING ME WAT I NEEDED TO SEE….

I THANK HIM FOR MELTING MY SOUL

 EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A SEASON…

U GOT MY HEART BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES…

 WOW…

 FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK TOGETHER THESE TIME.

 U WAS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A MAN…

 NOW I KNOW I DONT WANT IT…

IM GOOD BY MY DANGSELF….

DEUCE

3/10/08

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Another poem to add to my Love Journey, its like you get to learn a little bit more about my heart while growing up to who I am today. You get to see where my question comes from and how I came with the title My Love Journey!  Do enjoy! If you curious about the song I mention up above, this the same guy I say got voice of Angel. So don’t think nothing crazy because I choose that song. lol We actually have a lot of songs in common we like to sing to one another.

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Don’t Tell Me

You care if you only

here for a season…

 Dont tell me

 You want to be here

 if you only feel sorry

 I don’t need you Just,

Dont tell me

you love me,

 when u don’t mean it

 Dont tell me

 You care cause that’s what

 you think I want to hear

 Dont tell me

 You sorry,

 cause we both know da truth

 DOnt tell me

 something you think

I want to hear…

2/19/08

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Another ole poem dedicated to my Love Journey!

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Say Goodbye

Is one of da hardest things to do…
But here it goes….
Im done tryn to give u a chance…
It was fun while it lasted…
Ima do me n u da same…
Time will tell….
Give it time to move on…
Not goin to happen overnight
I know…
Saying Goodbye…
Hurts like hell…
We all have to go thru it once
In our life..
Your heart gets the best of u
My close heart helps me move
on… so Im saying Goodbye….
These hurt u more then me
I feel nutn inside…
Nutn but joy n pleasure…
A kiss on ur cheek …
A whisper in ur ear…
Goodbye….

2/21/08

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Another ole poem dedicated to  Love Journey

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Forget the Pain

I’m trying to forget the pain…
Dyin inside slowly…
weepin, lawd knows I never cried
like this over a man before…

So lets Forget the Pain…
I done shed my last tears of you…
I done stop my heart from lovin you..

Done remove you and threw
you out my life..
I done erase my feelings…

Forget the Pain…

Is like forgetn a part
of me…

That part of me, I never want to
feel again..
You broke my heart…

Im so ICY

Last time I cried..
my tears froze cause of
my coldness..

Ya’ll say Forget the Pain..
I see myself moving on, but not
sensin the love around me..
I walk into his life the other
day..
He scared me cause I walk
ri out..

I dont want to love
My heart still jumpn to the frustration
of my anger…

Im forgetn the pain..
Just like I forgot the day
I said I LOVE YOU..

I remember the day I said
I Never LOVE YOU…

The hardest day of my life but
it was the truth…

Forget me…
Forget you..
Done Deal…

Move me…
HELL NO…

Touch me…
I feel nothin but
the air …

You sing do you think of me..
like I think of you..

BOY…
I done forgot you

Pain?

Wats that?
Tease me
You cant even touch me..

Forget the Pain
Damn Ri..

I shut that part
of my life out..

6/22/09

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Another ole poem dedicated to Love Journey!

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Lastnight

Wasn’t suppose to happen.. I was suppose to walk away and leave it as that…
I’m glad I know now to b honest… but it doesn’t change anything..
I’m still walking away… and you still with her..
Lastnight
bought to many memories back… When we first met, the day we took it further as friends.. and the day you ask me to be your wife..
Even the day you broke my heart..
To the times I hurt you and you left the room… You know  going our separate ways is for the best…
I hurt you.. You hurt me… You stay hurting me…
What A Night.. I’m mad to know I still love you But give me time.. Its going to be gone. . My soul is broken My heart is rip..
I can’t breathe I’m slowly dying. You said you don’t want to hurt anyone..
But hurt me every time I know where your heart really at and it’s not me..
Lastnight..
was suppose to happen.. slap some sense into me, and help me walk away.. with no regrets..
That night did something to me.. showed me my heart sill beats to you..
show me closing love out, hell its always there…
You push me away.. I haunt you, to you ready to accept and believe..
Lastnight…
U came to realize, can’t no other man touch me like you do, thats freaking crazy to me..
You work your way in my life left a mark on my heart

6/20,23/09

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Another old poem and wanted to share with ya’ll. Truly give you something to think about! I don’t know why the poem came out like this. Guess the way the other blog was set up!  Do enjoy

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So Gone

WITHOUT U.. WHAT CAN I SAY.. WAT KIND OF LIFE WOULD I HAVE.. I CANT EVEN SAY… U MY INSPIRATION.. NOT HAVING U HERE IS KILLING ME SLOWLY.. IF I COULD REWIND THE TIME BACK LORD KNOWS I WOULD.. IF IT WOULD MAKE EVERYTHING AITE WITH US.. NOT BN ABLE TO HEAR UR VOICE WHEN U GET EXCITED OR ANNOYED.. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HEAR IT NOW. I CANT  WALK  AWAY WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH.. DAMN ITS LIKE PART OF ME IS GONE.. IM MISSING U.. BUT ITS OBVIOUS U NOT MISSING ME LIKE IM MISSING U.. MY INSPIRATION HAS LEFT ME DOWN N OUT.. MY SOUL IS DYING SLOWLY.. MY HEART HELL IDK WHERE IT WENT.. ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.. ITS LIKE IM BREATHING BUT NOT REALLY HERE… IM LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR EVERY CHANCE I GET AND I DONT SEE THE WOMAN I ONCE WAS.. IM ICE COLD.. SITTING OUTSIDE.. TRYING TO GET WARM.. WALKING AROUND LOST WITH NO PLACE TO GO… I CANT SLEEP.. SHOO I CANT EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT MY MORNING COFFEE… CRAZY RI? MISS HAVING U RI NEXT TO ME.. IM HALF A WOMAN.. I NEED TO FEEL U TO B THE WOMAN I USE TO BE…

11/3/09

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Another poem from my past that’s dedicated to my Love Journey. Do Enjoy! Its amaze how love can have you thinking you need that one person to get through one day at a time.

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Defeat

I can’t sit here and wonda…
I can’t act like its cool when its not…
I can’t even focus….
I was going bak and forth…
Things right now looking real simple….
Who AM I..
To Question Defeat?
I done lost the battle with myself…
I done gave in… I done fought the last
fight..
So Who Am I…
To Question anything..
But all Im saying.. Is I can’t…
Only can be real…
Can you handle it?
Can you take wat I have to say…..
Move on…
I can’t sit here and not think…
Dang did he get away… ?
Did my Conflict hold me bak?
Dang…
You Is Who U R…
Im Who I Am…
Dang that…
Hell…
Did you notice how cold it got?
I can’t tell u…
U wrong.. cause your right…
But dont tell me…
Im wrong…
I Can’t walk without putting it out there…
But I can Do these..
Let you know..
Defeat is my name…
Defeat is the Game..
1.. 2..
Defeat…

11/21/09

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Another old one from my past, and wanted to share with you tonight. I’m actually have been working on a few things and still trying to tweak some of my post. I hate when I don’t think my work is good enough, so I have to truly debate with myself before sharing my work. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

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Oh Sweet

Sharing the second part before the New Year come in, I will have the link posted at the bottom . If you havent read Sweet Melodies https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/12/22/my-sweet-melodies/, you might want to read it first before jumping into this one. Its part of my Love JOURNEY..

I WANT TO HEAR YAH MELODIES…
I WANT TO HEAR U SCREAM MY NAME..
OH HOW SWEET DEM MELODIES…
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
THE WAY U MOVE..
UR LIPS..
TURNS ME ON..
OH DEM SWEET MELODIES..
MUSIC TO MY EARS..
OO RIGHT THERE…
STAY RIGHT THERE..
DONT MOVE..
DATS THE SPOT..
THAT MAKES MY EYES ROLL
TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD..
GOT MY TOES CURLING.
LET ME EASE UR MIND…
ONE FLOW AT A TIME..
ONE NOTE ON KEY…
SCREAM OUT UR NAME..
BABY DATS MY G SPOT..
OH HOW SWEET..
UR MELODIES..
MOVE ME..
FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOE..
SAY MY NAME..
SCREAM MY NAME..
MEAN IT LIKE U NEVER MEANT
IT B4..
SAVOR THE TASTE..
SO SWEET AS DA NOTES.
FROM UR LIPS..
MOVE IT ON DOWN…
OO OO YEA..
U DO IT LIKE A PRO..
HOW SWEET IS UR MELODIES..
TO MY EARS..

12/12/09

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Part 2 to My Sweet Melodies, click the link above if you never read it before, and you can choose which one you like the most. I like them both, the first one would probably be my favorite. This one well as you can tell its a good one, but hey its more work so of course I think its good. If you don’t like this type of thing then just love over it! If you haven’t had a chance to check out my Love Journey, do check it out. Starting next week should be more questions instead of poems, but if I get inspired to write then it will be both.

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE ! 🙂

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My Heart

MY HEART!….
IS GOING THESE WAY AND THAT WAY..
IM FIGHTIN A LOSIN BATTLE WITH MYSELF…
MY HEART !!!!
IS SUFFERING …
IM REGRETTING EVERYTHING I DONE SAID…
I THOUGHT I COULD WALK AWAY…
THE TEARS HAVE TOOKN OVER ME…
IM DOWN ON MY KNEES….
LORD LORD LORD HELP ME….
I CANT KEEP GOING…
IM DYING.. SLOWLY..
MY HEART!!!
IS BEATING TO DIFF BEAT..
UP N DOWN..
DOWN N UP…
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
MY HEART..
IS STRUGGLING…
IM TIRED OF TRYING TO BREATH..
I CANT KEEP GOING ON  LIKE DIS..
OUT N IN..
IN N OUT..
DOWN N OUT..
OUT N DOWN
MY HEART..
IS BEATIN TO  MY DARN
FRUSTATION…

11/04/09

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Another old poem from my Love Journey!

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Time To Say Goodbye

I KNOW WE BEEN THROUGH THIS SO MANY TIME’S AND WE ALWAYS END UP BACK TOGETHER. BUT IM HERE TO SAY I DONT WANT YOU! I DONT GOT TIME FOR THE GAMES I WANT A MAN  GOING TO BE DOWN FOR ME AND TRYING TO BE SOMETHING IN LIFE. I WANT HIM TO LOVE AND RESPECT MY LORD. I KNOW SOMETIME IT GET ROUGH AND WE ARGUING AND NOT TALK FOR A FEW DAYS. I KNOW ITS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE EASY, BUT WHEN YOU SIT THERE AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON EVERY CHANCE U GET. I CANT TAKE IT NOMORE. SO IM SAYING GOODBYE. CAUSE IM READY TO BE ON MY OWN, I DONT NEED YOU NOMORE. I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU HEAR MY SONG ON THE RADIO I KNOW YOU THINKING OF ME CAUSE IM THINKING OF YOU! I USE TO TURN OFF THE RADIO EVERYTIME I HEARD OUR SONG CAUSE IT BROKE MY HEART. IM GLAD IM OVER YOU CAUSE I CAN DO WAT I DO AND NOT WORRY ABOUT A NO GOOD MAN LIKE YOU. I TRIED TO BE A GOOD WOMAN TO YOU CAUSE I KNOW YOU NEVER HAD ONE AND THATS ALL I STAND FOR, BUT AT THE SAME TIME A LOT OF PEEPS SAY I WANT SOMETHING GOOD BUT THEY BE LYING TO THERESELF. CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WAT YOU GETTING INTO. YES, IM WALKING AWAY CAUSE IM READY TO BE FREE. I DONT NEED YOU CAUSE YOU CANT BE A MAN AND TAKE CARE OF UR’S. I GAVE YOU MY HEART AND U WALK ALL OVER ME. IM NOBODY FOOL SO IM GLAD TO SAY GOODBYE. DONT STOP ME! DONT SAY NOTHING, JUST LET ME GO AND BE ON MY WAY! YOU KNOW WE BETTER OFF BEEN WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SO THIS IS MY LAST WORDS TO YOU! IMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU BUT I DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! IM GONE AND TILL THEN YOU STAY BLESS AND DO WAT YOU DO!

10/4/06

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I still have a lot of poems to move over from my other blog, so you may see new poems mixture wth old one’s. Trying to get the old poems move over!