Posted in 2017, God, Health, My Journey, My Life, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Today isn’t a good day, I have been hurting since Tuesday.  I haven’t seen inside hospital e.r since the beginning of the year. Some days are better than the others.  I may be going to the hospital later today, but let me tell you, that’s the last thing I want to do be honest. But the meds aren’t working, I haven’t had pain meds that hospital give it a long time.  I have been taking nerve meds to relax, but it’s not working. So I know what  I need to do… It’s the idea of ignorant doctor knowing more about my illness that’s turns me off on going to be treated. I truly believe some doctors are out to kill a lot of us with this illness.. Oh, your blood count looks fine, so we not going to do anything. The last time I went. My retic was high, did the idiot check my counts nope just retic. Did he give me any meds that I was suppose to get. Nope, he gave me something I never had before and it made me feel worse. Did he give a damn, nope.   They truly believe giving us fluids should help without proper care. I just hope when I do go to the hospital I don’t have to deal with idiot doctor.  My whole body is betraying me in the worse way. sighs…Do keep me in your prayers, I’ll be cutting these post short, because hurting too bad to focus properly. I pray all is well with each and every one of you. God is truly good all the time,

no matter what we go through. He got us.

Posted in 2017, Cancer, Faith, family, God, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Update

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Hey and welcome to my world. It has been awhile since I posted an update on what’s going on. I had doctor appointment Friday morning, and miss it due to a blowout. But thankful we didn’t get hurt.  We got someone to help us change the tire, and then the spare was flat. We had to put air in it and made out a way to tire place, to get the two front ones replace. I was two hours late, and they were gone from the clinic. I was so ticked off since I hadn’t been feeling my best whatsoever. I was glad to get my labs when I call the number they gave me. My counts were so so. I was surprised it was high as she said, but she said it was low for the type of  Sickle Cell, but retic was high. Now I know why I been having the darn headaches I hate. What a way to start your birthday.  I know I mention in few update post on finding a new primary doc, well I have and can’t wait to meet her. I have never had a woman doctor. I had them while in hospital but not as primary or sickle cell doctor. I shall keep you’ll post. My dad had a test the same day I had a doctor appointment to see if the treatments are helping and he just find out Tuesday when he went back for his treatment. Let me tell yall God is truly good all the time. Not just cause he got good news but just cause it has made me realize not to take love ones for granted.  I hope everyone is doing good and in good spirits. Remember to let your loved one’s know you love them before it’s too late.  I know it’s not much of update since my thoughts are everywhere.

 

 

Many Blessings to you all… God Bless:)

Posted in 2017, Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Wisdom, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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Good Evening, I hope all is well with each and every one of you all. God is truly good all the time. I had to share this message with you all because of its true. I pray it touch someone heart and soul. I’m enjoying my birthday weekend, a lot of resting and spending time with family. Nothing else like it to be honest. God Bless:)

Posted in 2017, Christian, Christianity, God, Heart, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

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God give us a heart of compassion instead of a mouth of criticism!!!

 

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. I have so many things to be thankful for today. Today is my birthday, so thankful to see another day/year. Lately, I have bn scheduling my post since I haven’t been feeling my best… Lots of rest for me as of lately. I pray this message speak to someone soul/heart today. God Bless:)

Posted in 2017, Bless, God, Lord, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word Of Wisdom

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Check Your Motives

Don’t “bless” someone and go around bragging about the “blessing” you gave, then say the Lord told me to “bless” them. He might have said bless them, but I doubt He told you to brag about what you did.

Motives are EVERYTHING!!!

 

 

Good Evening, I pray all is well with each and every one of you all. God is truly good all the time. Got blessed with a powerful message and wanted to share it with you all.

Posted in 2017, Children, family, God, Love, My Life, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Happy Birthday

 

Today is your day.

We are celebrating you…

I hope you enjoy your day

God has made for you.

I can’t believe you not a baby

anymore..

Today you turn 9,

where has the time gone?

I remember when I use

to wake up in the middle of

the night, when you’re cried….

You are my love…

Today is your day…

We are celebrating you…

Your day is today…

Happy Birthday baby girl

Auntie loves you…

~PJ~

5/14/17

Every year since she been born, I try to write a poem dedication to her. Time truly flies.