No news is good news so I have been told growing up
I’m waiting on phone call from my doctor nurses about my blood count. Trying to stay positive, I done already had my weak moment & broke down. I’m feeling okay, can’t say I’m at my best. I’m hoping for good news, normally I would have heard back in same day, but never went in on Friday or when it was so busy. And it’s holidays around the corner, not helping the stress. I’m praying for good news. Long as it’s not 6 or low 7 I’m good. Okay you probably thinking that’s not good, normally it’s not but if you new on my journey I have Sickle Cell Disease. I just want some good news. No news is good news Right? I was always told that growing up but its doesn’t help me feel better.
Dear God
I need you
I know I been coming to you
A lot lately & have so many
Wonderful peoples praying for me.
I’m coming to you for myself.
I’m struggling
I’m scared & and letting it all get
The best of me
GOD
I truly need you
I know we seem to have this talk
A lot lately.
I’m struggling
So many times I though
You abandon me (us)
I thought I was a mistake (illness)
Sometimes I still wish you left him & took
Me.
I know you did the right thing,
GOD
I’m asking for a lot
I really want good news about my
Health
I’m struggling on my JOURNEY
If I have to crawl I will
My pride may let me ask for help
Be the last thing I do
I’m working on changing completely
I’m struggling with Forgiving,
It’s holding me down
GOD
I’m so sorry!
Why is it so hard to let go all the angry
It’s eating me up so unhealthy for me.
DEAR GOD
It’s me PJ
I’m standing here, ready
To fall down at your feet
Sometimes feels like the weight of the
World is on my shoulders.
Master,
I need you
I’m walking holding my arms out
To be closer to you.
I know with you everything going
To be alright.
You’re Loving Child,
PJ
Fighting to make it to the rightful place.
11/21/11
PoeticJourney
I still haven’t heard anything and I had talk with GOD, brought me at ease. So many people’s praying for me I knew it was my time to go come to him with everything. I know he knows my heart, but It feel so much better to have it off my chest. As I said so many times before, I’m not perfect. I’m having a battle, but not giving up. I have been through too much to give up now. That’s with my health and getting where I need to be with GOD!
Poets Afterthought 
I’m in awe, feeling your emotions and I hope you received good news, but I have to check for current posts! Hugs and prayers coming your way! 🙂
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Hey Lauren, I have touch screen so me and lil lady all into Christmas movie and bump screen and comment went thru! Ha! Ty for your kind words and prayers! God Bless U:)
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Dear God
Its me. Because i know you as my pillar of cloud by day and my pillar of fire by night, i call on your because you are my refuge and what ever partition i ask of you, you grant.
You have taught me to love my brothers, to care for others and to always remember others before myself. Lord i ask that you help PJ right now. I ask that you may give her strength to endure through this season that is in her life. Lord, you are all strength, and i pray that you make make strength to overcome this season available for PJ. Make new grace her portion so that she can see the goodness of your hand.
Lord you are the Lord God strong and mighty, you are my refuge and i call upon you today in all confidence, asking that through your holy spirit you may give PJ comfort and allow her to shed away the anger she is experiencing. Lord i know you can do this because you did it with me and i am confident you can do it for her because i know you hear me when i ask. Give her comfort and joy in this moment so that worry may not grip her.
Father lastly i ask that you give her good news. I ask that you may bring back good tidings to her about her blood count Lord. I ask you knowing you are more than capable of doing this Lord and i praise you because you are mighty. Lord give her good news Lord, build a good testimony from this season Lord, let your hand that is mighty in saving show itself here Lord so that all men may know of how good you are.
Father i ask this of you in the Name of Jesus, knowing full well you will grant this petition. Thank you for your grace and mercy that allows us to call upon your name.
Amen
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Amen! Ty for praying for me, it means a lot! God Bless U 🙂
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Amen to that PJ! God is never asleep! …
Have a Happy Thanksgiving weekend! 🙂
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Eliz Im so glad he nevr sleeps! God Bless U:
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