Posted in Child Love, family, Love, poem, Poetry

Babies Attack

Babies Attack

I must warn you

Of a beautiful love,

Fill with sweet kisses

One on my right

One on my left

Joy of laughter fills

The room

Mothers, Fathers, Aunts

Grandparents

BEWARE

They attack

Me with sweet kisses

It’s the thing they do

To change my mind

And spread joy

You have been warn

On how they attack

11/27/11

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I have two lovely little’s in my life. I will be posting a picture of them shortly,probably tomorrow since I’m fighting sleep. They always do this thing to any of us to get out of trouble and its a beautiful thing so I decided to share it with ya’ll. Do enjoy! God Bless 🙂

Posted in Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

To be or not to be

To be or not to be

To be love & cherish or not

To be

That’s the true question

To be someone worthy

Of your love

Not to be a door mat

To my beckon call

To be the man of my dreams

Not to be the man of my

Nightmares

Who are we to ask?

To be or not to be

Looking into your soul & and you

Shall find your desire

To be the one

To deserve R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Not to be the one to envy

To be of greatness of

Privilege

To not be seen as

THE QUEEN & KING

You are is a mistake

To mourn the truthness is

To be the fool you were

Born to be.

To not be is to know

What’s real & and what

You can handle

Don’t wait to doors or close

Wait to every eye is on you.

9/22/10

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Thankful

 

The month to be thankful

I’m thankful all the same

I’m thankful of so many wonderful

Peoples who took the time to join

My journey and pray for me

~THANKFUL~

There encouraging words that

Lift my spirit to keep me

Moving

I’m so…

~THANKFUL~

I never would have thought of

Blogging about my illness

If it wasn’t for a nurse some months

Ago…

I’m so…

~THANKFUL~

 He encourage me

Without him putting the ideal into

My head…

I wouldn’t have met so many great peoples

Who believe in praying for a stranger?

Who truly needed it?

Ya’ll gave me the courage

To push on

It has been rough

I been dealing with my illness

For over twenty years.

It doesn’t get easy.

But it does help when I have so many

Good peoples on my team praying

For me…

~THANKFUL~

 Ya’ll have been a blessing

To me

11/12/11

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It’s the day before THANKSGIVING, and wanted to share the poem. I actually wrote it the day I got out the hospital but I’m also behind on some of my post always getting inspired so I leave one and move to the next. I’m so THANKFUL I never imagine I would touch so many people’s on my JOURNEY. It’s like having another family. I HOPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU HAVE A GOOD THANKSGIVING. I KNOW SOME MAY NOT CELEBRATE IT SO I’M STILL SENDING LOVE YOUR WAY. AND FOR THE ONE’S IN CANADA THAT HAD THERES ALREADY. LIKE NIGHTSHADE130 SAID IT SHOULDN’T BE JUST ON ONE DAY AND SHE IS SO RIGHT. WE SHOULD BE THANKFUL EVERYDAY OF OUR LIFE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE LAST DAY ON EARTH. LET YOUR LOVE ONE’S KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I’M ALWAYS SAYING THANK YOU LORD EVEN WHEN THINGS OR GOING BAD/GOOD.

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I’m Thankful

There is always, always, always something to be thankful for.
— Author Unknown

Oh Lord

My GOD

I want to say

I’m Thankful

You allowed me

To see another day

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

For your many

BLESSINGS

You heal my body

You allowed me to

Touch someone life

On my JOURNEY

As well as open my EYES

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

I could a been dead & gone

You allowed me another day/month/.year

To be with the one’s I love

To open my eyes and come to you.

Oh GOD,

I’m SO THANKFUL

I ask myself why you do the things

You do for me, but I know deep

Down, you in control, you do things for a reason

To show us. Even when we at our weakest, we or never alone

I’m THANKFUL

OH LORD

11/22/11

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Dear God Letter

No news is good news so I have been told growing up

I’m waiting on phone call from my doctor nurses about my blood count. Trying to stay positive, I done already had my weak moment & broke down. I’m feeling okay, can’t say I’m at my best. I’m hoping for good news, normally I would have heard back in same day, but never went in on Friday or when it was so busy. And it’s holidays around the corner, not helping the stress.  I’m praying for good news. Long as it’s not 6 or low 7 I’m good. Okay you probably thinking that’s not good, normally it’s not but if you new on my journey I have Sickle Cell Disease. I just want some good news. No news is good news Right? I was always told that growing up but its doesn’t help me feel better.

Dear God

I need you

I know I been coming to you

A lot lately & have so many

Wonderful peoples praying for me.

I’m coming to you for myself.

I’m struggling

I’m scared & and letting it all get

The best of me

GOD

I truly need you

I know we seem to have this talk

A lot lately.

I’m struggling

So many times I though

You abandon me (us)

I thought I was a mistake (illness)

Sometimes I still wish you left him & took

Me.

I know you did the right thing,

GOD

I’m asking for a lot

I really want good news about my

Health

I’m struggling on my JOURNEY

If I have to crawl I will

My pride may let me ask for help

Be the last thing I do

I’m working on changing completely

I’m struggling with Forgiving,

It’s holding me down

GOD

I’m so sorry!

Why is it so hard to let go all the angry

It’s eating me up so unhealthy for me.

DEAR GOD

It’s me PJ

I’m standing here, ready

To fall down at your feet

Sometimes feels like the weight of the

World is on my shoulders.

Master,

I need you

I’m walking holding my arms out

To be closer to you.

I know with you everything going

To be alright.

You’re Loving Child,

PJ

Fighting to make it to the rightful place.

11/21/11

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I still haven’t heard anything and I had talk with GOD, brought me at ease. So many people’s praying for me I knew it was my time to go come to him with everything. I know he knows my heart, but It feel so much better to have it off my chest. As I said so many times before, I’m not perfect. I’m having a battle, but not giving up. I have been through too much to give up now. That’s with my health and getting where I need to be with GOD!

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Betrayal

I tried to stand strong and not care

I quit thinking of you

I lost all sense of you

Had one second to reminisce

And I remember my heart

Long for you so long ago

Who do I bother?

I prefer you send me text

Don’t Call

I’m not longing for your voice

Only want to if you well & alive

My heart betrayed me

His sweet melodies spoke

To me

Oh how I miss him singing

~betrayal~

In the worse possible way

I don’t understand why he toys

With me

I’m the yo-yo & he have the string

Up & down we go even

Sometimes around

Year ago I thought I had

To fight for you

I was wrong

Months ago I knew you was

Against me

As I lay in hospital bed

On oxygen

Did I ever hear from you?

~Betrayal~

I’m ashamed I’m the only

One to blame.

11/16/11
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Posted in God, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Thankful

No Limits

NO LIMITS

To what God can do

For me

Why Am I

Freaking out & and letting

The devil win

NO LIMITS

THANK GOD

For NO LIMITS

No matter what I’m going

Thru, I can always

Give it to him

NO LIMITS

To what he can do

I let myself break down

I been thru so much

And he hasn’t left me

THANK GOD

NO LIMITS

11/18/11

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I had a weak moment yesterday, but have been working on this title for a while but I went through ordeal yesterday had got snap back in reality. Thank y’all for your encouraging words and prayers. Truly Blessing. God Bless 🙂

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Depression(Doc.Update)

Depression

I’m losing my mind

And maybe the battle

To FIGHT

I never felt like I couldn’t

Just keep going

I’m Down

Crying

Voices in my head

Questioning me,

They know I’m better then this

Riding in the care on the

Ride home

I cried

Only GOD know my pain

And saw my tears.

I plan on balling up in

Bed and sleeping the day

Away.

THANK GOD

For creating paper & pen

Ima need it more now

I’m losing it

I’m scared

I should wait for confirmation

Depression has move in and

I believe coldness has return to

Replace my joyful soul.

Depression

Lives here now

11/18/11

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More update to my doctor visit, didn’t go so well. Yes I had to get stuck, so I’m waiting on my blood count that’s not why I wrote the poem. I’m really trying not to go into depression. Me and GOD have/is/will be talking. Its always good to talk with him. My doctor wants to know why I have so many different antibiotics and want to check to see if I have any of disease like lupus or whatever. I sort of went deaf ear when he was naming them. I was crush. I’m trying to stay strong. I being through a lot so I can know I can overcome this right?  Also talk about getting a port, still up for debate since I so didn’t know it was surgery. But he said I would be sleep, Okay so I ask him would I be sleep. Lol

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One Chance

All I want is

Once Chance

Prove to me

You care

Show me

I’m the one

Let me know

No other person is

Here but me

Only one Chance

Love me

As I love you

Move me as I touch

You

Wake me as I shake

Something

All I want

Is that Chance

11/17/11

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Inspiration: http://colorfulperspectives.wordpress.com/(Risqué), she is my friend so you might want to check her out. She is new at blogging. We were having a chat about well as you read the poem you will know. Someone was having guy problems. 🙂

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Falling Soldier

I came across a friend’s facebook page

Which is dedicated to him?

My heart was broken as the tears

Roll down my face.

All I could remember was

The fun and good times we

Had in High School

Every time we saw each other

In the hallway he would hug me

            Falling Soldier

He lost his leg fighting for us

They gave him a purple

Heart.

He returns home a different man

It’s been over a year since he left us.

I’m missing him every day

The day of the news crush me

I find out on facebook.

I had to make sure they was talking

About the same guy I grew

Up with.

~Crying Now~

I know God had to call him home

It was his time.

It just hurt so many people

And broke their hearts.

A mom still in mourning

A sister still longing for

A hug from big brother

A little brother

Lost without his brother

Anymore.

            ~Falling Soldier~

I miss you

Wish you was still here

On EARTH with us

You’ll always be in my heart.

I’m longing for one of your hugs

Wish I had said goodbye the

Correct way.

I wasn’t ready to say bye

            ~Falling Soldier         ~

10/14/11

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I know recently Veteran Day pass and I was in the hospital so I’m dedicating the poem.  Right now I’m speechless so I can’t really say much. Took a lot to write and actually took a lot out of me to share. I’m so THANKFUL for the men and women who FIGHT for us. Many Blessings 2 Them God Bless 🙂

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