Posted in God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Pain

My pain,

you can’t see

Do they not

understand,

I hurt in

the same way?

Why must I suffer

because of stupidity

I know they thinking

nothing wrong, she

here for the meds.

The pain

I have, they should

walk a mile

in my shoes

Are we not the

same?

Look pass my outer

Laying here

tossing & turning

Praying

The pain

I have is driving me

crazy

Do they not understand

I hate this place

Don’t I tense up

every time a needle

is mention.

I know they got

to be tired of seen me

trust it goes both ways.

My pain

they don’t understand

nor believes.

Oh your blood count is good

and everything else is fine

Lets send her home.

I swear they love seen

me coming back

to this EVIL PLACE

I wish they could

understand and treat me

with RESPECT..

GOD

I know you in Control

and you know my pain

Praise God

for a doctor

who understands,

a friend

who always there

a nurse

who never forsake me

Praise GOD

he knows My Pain

1/19/12

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I’m so thankful for everyone kind and encouraging words, and letting me know you still praying for me. Yesterday morning I woke up around 12 and my whole body was hurting, I couldn’t move. I got up and fell back down on my bed. Took me turning and tossing in my bed for like 4 hrs to get back right so I could sleep. I still wasnt feeling my best when I did my post yesterday. The poem is inspired about what happen and etc…

 

 

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Laying In Bed

Laying In bed

tossing & turning

Trying to get right

Laying quietly in

my room

I heard babies crying,

while some are playing.

Poor littles one in pain

Pain so intense

I couldn’t sleep.

Praying just to get

some Zzzz’s

I.V in  sore spot

driving me crazy

As my pain intense

so does the I.V

Laying in bed

Tossing & Turning

Thanking

GOD

 for never leaving me!

Morning came

new nurses arrived

he showed me to never

lose FAITH

Laying in bed

oxygen on point

blood pressure

not looking so good

Tossing & Turning

praying to be able to

go home soon and

be pain-free

1/17/12

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As you can see I had a lot on my mind. I know for a fact I will be adding more to it, if I don’t get to busy with homework.

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Say Goodbye

Is one of da hardest things to do…
But here it goes….
Im done tryn to give u a chance…
It was fun while it lasted…
Ima do me n u da same…
Time will tell….
Give it time to move on…
Not goin to happen overnight
I know…
Saying Goodbye…
Hurts like hell…
We all have to go thru it once
In our life..
Your heart gets the best of u
My close heart helps me move
on… so Im saying Goodbye….
These hurt u more then me
I feel nutn inside…
Nutn but joy n pleasure…
A kiss on ur cheek …
A whisper in ur ear…
Goodbye….

2/21/08

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Another ole poem dedicated to  Love Journey

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Forget the Pain

I’m trying to forget the pain…
Dyin inside slowly…
weepin, lawd knows I never cried
like this over a man before…

So lets Forget the Pain…
I done shed my last tears of you…
I done stop my heart from lovin you..

Done remove you and threw
you out my life..
I done erase my feelings…

Forget the Pain…

Is like forgetn a part
of me…

That part of me, I never want to
feel again..
You broke my heart…

Im so ICY

Last time I cried..
my tears froze cause of
my coldness..

Ya’ll say Forget the Pain..
I see myself moving on, but not
sensin the love around me..
I walk into his life the other
day..
He scared me cause I walk
ri out..

I dont want to love
My heart still jumpn to the frustration
of my anger…

Im forgetn the pain..
Just like I forgot the day
I said I LOVE YOU..

I remember the day I said
I Never LOVE YOU…

The hardest day of my life but
it was the truth…

Forget me…
Forget you..
Done Deal…

Move me…
HELL NO…

Touch me…
I feel nothin but
the air …

You sing do you think of me..
like I think of you..

BOY…
I done forgot you

Pain?

Wats that?
Tease me
You cant even touch me..

Forget the Pain
Damn Ri..

I shut that part
of my life out..

6/22/09

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Another ole poem dedicated to Love Journey!

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Lastnight

Wasn’t suppose to happen.. I was suppose to walk away and leave it as that…
I’m glad I know now to b honest… but it doesn’t change anything..
I’m still walking away… and you still with her..
Lastnight
bought to many memories back… When we first met, the day we took it further as friends.. and the day you ask me to be your wife..
Even the day you broke my heart..
To the times I hurt you and you left the room… You know  going our separate ways is for the best…
I hurt you.. You hurt me… You stay hurting me…
What A Night.. I’m mad to know I still love you But give me time.. Its going to be gone. . My soul is broken My heart is rip..
I can’t breathe I’m slowly dying. You said you don’t want to hurt anyone..
But hurt me every time I know where your heart really at and it’s not me..
Lastnight..
was suppose to happen.. slap some sense into me, and help me walk away.. with no regrets..
That night did something to me.. showed me my heart sill beats to you..
show me closing love out, hell its always there…
You push me away.. I haunt you, to you ready to accept and believe..
Lastnight…
U came to realize, can’t no other man touch me like you do, thats freaking crazy to me..
You work your way in my life left a mark on my heart

6/20,23/09

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Another old poem and wanted to share with ya’ll. Truly give you something to think about! I don’t know why the poem came out like this. Guess the way the other blog was set up!  Do enjoy

Posted in poem, Poetry, Woman

Strong Woman

She carry the weight of

the world on her shoulders

Have you ever came across

A Strong Woman?

She never complains

always doing what she got

to do, to take care of home

Going to Work

Getting an Education

to show their little ones

MOMMY may be doing it

alone

but to never give up

when seem like the

WORLD

is talking about you being

alone

I may be a single mother

but I’m doing what I

need to do to get by

Can you say the same?

A Strong Woman

1/8/12

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This poem got inspired by a few ladies I know and some I had a chance to get to know when I was so addicted to playing the games on Facebook. It was longer poem, but I’m thinking about breaking it down! Do Enjoy it and let me know what you think! I must say feel like I left something out.

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry

Untitle

They call me Poet Afterthought

I’m liable to leave you hanging

to my after thoughts!

Join my JOURNEY,

I promise to leave a Poetic

thought to set you free!

They call me Gem because

I’m precious to the mind

and heart!

Read my life you’ll see

why, I’m call Poet!

1/6/12

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I would say its finish but I lost the last little bit when working on it from my phone, little sad about it. The first time I have nothing to call a poem, 😦

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

So Gone

WITHOUT U.. WHAT CAN I SAY.. WAT KIND OF LIFE WOULD I HAVE.. I CANT EVEN SAY… U MY INSPIRATION.. NOT HAVING U HERE IS KILLING ME SLOWLY.. IF I COULD REWIND THE TIME BACK LORD KNOWS I WOULD.. IF IT WOULD MAKE EVERYTHING AITE WITH US.. NOT BN ABLE TO HEAR UR VOICE WHEN U GET EXCITED OR ANNOYED.. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HEAR IT NOW. I CANT  WALK  AWAY WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH.. DAMN ITS LIKE PART OF ME IS GONE.. IM MISSING U.. BUT ITS OBVIOUS U NOT MISSING ME LIKE IM MISSING U.. MY INSPIRATION HAS LEFT ME DOWN N OUT.. MY SOUL IS DYING SLOWLY.. MY HEART HELL IDK WHERE IT WENT.. ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.. ITS LIKE IM BREATHING BUT NOT REALLY HERE… IM LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR EVERY CHANCE I GET AND I DONT SEE THE WOMAN I ONCE WAS.. IM ICE COLD.. SITTING OUTSIDE.. TRYING TO GET WARM.. WALKING AROUND LOST WITH NO PLACE TO GO… I CANT SLEEP.. SHOO I CANT EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT MY MORNING COFFEE… CRAZY RI? MISS HAVING U RI NEXT TO ME.. IM HALF A WOMAN.. I NEED TO FEEL U TO B THE WOMAN I USE TO BE…

11/3/09

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Another poem from my past that’s dedicated to my Love Journey. Do Enjoy! Its amaze how love can have you thinking you need that one person to get through one day at a time.