Posted in My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey P.10

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Today my question is well you might laugh how I got inspired to ask this question, but hey don’t judge me. I was watching the movie LegallyBlonde, must admit it was one of my favorite movies. 🙂  Have you ever change to be with someone? If you seen the movie you know what exactly I’m talking about. So many time’s, different one’s made me feel like I had to change, but deep down I knew I was comfortable been who I was and not who they wanted me to be. Before I came to WordPress, I use to be on xanga. I read a few blogs with different one’s talking about how they had to change. Some change their looks, felt like they had to lose weight to be with someone, had to lose there V just so they could keep the person they wanted and believe that felt the way as they did. I believe the only person we need to change for is ourself and God and nobody else. I can understand you change when you finally see what they was saying but you just couldn’t grip the reality of it.

I love to hear from my fellow followers, so do share your opinion/thoughts on this situation. I surely can’t wait to hear from ya’ll. If I have forgotten something, I make sure to comment to your question.

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Posted in God, poem, Poetry

Prayer

This prayer isn’t for me

it’s for anyone who is going

through hard times

Thinking that GOD

has abandon them

This prayer is a cry

to reach them and

bring them closer to

GOD

This prayers

is for change

So much is going on

around us.

Either get down on your knees

or just pray where you at

We have so many that’s in need

of prayer today & everyday

My friend mom is not looking

good right now, they waiting

for her to die.

Pray for anyone who is going

through a lost of a love one

Pray for someone who is crying

out for attention

This prayer is

for you, you,you

Today take a few minutes

out your day and pray for the

one’s who truly in need.

This prayer

is for lost son

who have lost his way

A prayer for a mother

in need.

Someone in need of a breakthrough

This Prayer is

YOU

God Bless

1/20/12

PoeticJourney

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I may not be feeling my best, but I know I’m not the only one in need of a prayer, so I’m praying for everyone around me. I hope you all do the same as well.

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

I hate the way you got me feeling

CANT EVEN GET U OFF MY MIND..

 THE NITE WE SAID BYE N YOU PISS ME OFF

 I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HATED U,

 FOR MAKING ME CARE FOR YOU SO DANG MUCH

 AND I CANT GET U OUT MY SYSTEM..

 I KNEW I COULD NEVER HAVE YOU, CAUSE

 U WAS SO FAR AWAY N I WOULD NEVER

 EASE UR PAIN OR HOLD YOU….

 I NEVER WANTED TO CARE FOR U….

 HELL I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO LOVE U…

 LOVE BRING NOTHING BUT PAIN N I HATE IT..

 WAT HAPPEN TO ME BEEN COLD HEARTED,

 U CHANGE ME IN SO MANY WAYS THEN ONE

 I THANK GOD FOR U…. N NOW IM THINKING

 WAT DA HELL WAS I THINKING WHEN I LET U IN..

 NOW U GOT ME LISTING TO GONE BY NSYNC…

I MISS U SINGING IT TO ME..

 IM TIRED OF CRYING…

I WANTED TO TELL U SO MANY THINGS

 N ITS TO LATE CAUSE I KNOW ITS OVER

 I DONT EVEN WANT TO TRY ANYMORE…

 2 PEEPS ALIKE CANT MAKE IT HAPPEN…

MY PROUD GOT ME…

SO I KNOW IM NOT STEPPING TO SAY I MISS U….

MY HEART GOT ME ALL MESS UP RI NOW…

RI NOW I WISH I NEVER MET U CAUSE I

WOULD BE STILL TOUGH AND SLEEPING EASY

AT NIGHT, NOT WORRYING BOUT NO MAN…

I KNOW IN DUE TIME IM GOING TO BE BACK THE SAME…

I PRAY FOR THAT DAY TO COME NOW…

 GOTTA GET U OUT MY SYSTEM….

 GOTTA TO GET MY GRIND BACK…

GOTTA GET MY I DONT GIVE A DAMN ATTITUDE BACK

 LOVE MAKES ME WEAK TO WATS NOT REAL…

 WATS LOVE?

 HELL IT AINT NOTHING…

 IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT… LOL..

 I THANK GOD I NEVER TOLD YOU I LOVE U.

 I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME FEEL IT AGAIN

 EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A MINUTE..

 HE WAS LETTING ME KNOW TO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE

 THANK GOD FOR SHOWING ME WAT I NEEDED TO SEE….

I THANK HIM FOR MELTING MY SOUL

 EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A SEASON…

U GOT MY HEART BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES…

 WOW…

 FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK TOGETHER THESE TIME.

 U WAS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A MAN…

 NOW I KNOW I DONT WANT IT…

IM GOOD BY MY DANGSELF….

DEUCE

3/10/08

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Another poem to add to my Love Journey, its like you get to learn a little bit more about my heart while growing up to who I am today. You get to see where my question comes from and how I came with the title My Love Journey!  Do enjoy! If you curious about the song I mention up above, this the same guy I say got voice of Angel. So don’t think nothing crazy because I choose that song. lol We actually have a lot of songs in common we like to sing to one another.

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Posted in God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Pain

My pain,

you can’t see

Do they not

understand,

I hurt in

the same way?

Why must I suffer

because of stupidity

I know they thinking

nothing wrong, she

here for the meds.

The pain

I have, they should

walk a mile

in my shoes

Are we not the

same?

Look pass my outer

Laying here

tossing & turning

Praying

The pain

I have is driving me

crazy

Do they not understand

I hate this place

Don’t I tense up

every time a needle

is mention.

I know they got

to be tired of seen me

trust it goes both ways.

My pain

they don’t understand

nor believes.

Oh your blood count is good

and everything else is fine

Lets send her home.

I swear they love seen

me coming back

to this EVIL PLACE

I wish they could

understand and treat me

with RESPECT..

GOD

I know you in Control

and you know my pain

Praise God

for a doctor

who understands,

a friend

who always there

a nurse

who never forsake me

Praise GOD

he knows My Pain

1/19/12

PoeticJourney

 

I’m so thankful for everyone kind and encouraging words, and letting me know you still praying for me. Yesterday morning I woke up around 12 and my whole body was hurting, I couldn’t move. I got up and fell back down on my bed. Took me turning and tossing in my bed for like 4 hrs to get back right so I could sleep. I still wasnt feeling my best when I did my post yesterday. The poem is inspired about what happen and etc…

 

 

Posted in God, Lord, The Word Of God/Bible, Woman

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

NO weapon that is FORMED against YOU shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against YOU in judgment thou shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness which is of me, saith the LORD. Isaiah 54:17…NO LIMITS

Good Morning, I Do Hope Everyone Have A Bless & Glorious Day/Night! God Is Good! God Bless 🙂

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Laying In Bed

Laying In bed

tossing & turning

Trying to get right

Laying quietly in

my room

I heard babies crying,

while some are playing.

Poor littles one in pain

Pain so intense

I couldn’t sleep.

Praying just to get

some Zzzz’s

I.V in  sore spot

driving me crazy

As my pain intense

so does the I.V

Laying in bed

Tossing & Turning

Thanking

GOD

 for never leaving me!

Morning came

new nurses arrived

he showed me to never

lose FAITH

Laying in bed

oxygen on point

blood pressure

not looking so good

Tossing & Turning

praying to be able to

go home soon and

be pain-free

1/17/12

PoeticJourney

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As you can see I had a lot on my mind. I know for a fact I will be adding more to it, if I don’t get to busy with homework.

Posted in My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 4, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Hello Everyone,

Time to share some of my day with you. Still in the hospital, have seen the doctor. I have finally saw the doctor and right now at 5 I’ll be getting my blood check and praying It still good or even better. I’ll let you all know how that goes. I’m ready to start feeling better so I can go home and enjoy the craziness of my family. Trying to do my homework but its hard with only one hand to use. I can’t use my right hand because of the I.V been in an uncomfortable spot for me. And I’m not trying to get stuck again. If things don’t go well with my blood count, then maybe I’ll have to get another I.V thats for another post! I have great nurse who I met years ago. It’s good to see a familiar face when you in unpleasant place. I actually miss doing some poetry, I have been thinking of a few pieces to write but havent had the strength to type, I wouldn’t dare write since I wouldn’t be able to understand.

before I end the post I would love TO THANK EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU FOR PRAYING, KEEPING ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS, AS WELL ENCOURAGEMENT! GOD BLESS EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU 🙂

GOD TRULY BLESS ME WITH EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU

Posted in God, Jesus, Wisdom

Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of The Day)

There is an old saying: Don’t put the cart before the horse. Think before you DO…Did you pray about It? What would Jesus do? Have God given you the answer? Obedience is Better than sacrifice…A.S.K( Ask, Seek, Knock). NO LIMITS!!!

 

 

Good Morning, Another Bless Sunday! Still in hospital so bear with me, I have an update in another post after I see the doctor. God Bless

 

Thank you all for praying & encouragment to be strong through all this