YOUR CURRENT CONDITION SHOULD NEVER CAUSE YOU TO FORFEIT YOUR RIGHTFUL POSITION. #Fight
Good Morning, Another Bless & Glorious Day! God Is Truly Good. I hope everyone is having a Bless Weekend 🙂 Christmas is almost here, so I hope everyone is been careful while they get there last minute shopping done. I wish everyone a safe and lovely holiday. God Bless. I hope this message speak to someone heart and soul.
My heart has been paralyzed by emotion from my past
I believe he done played my strings as if I was yo yo
I’m bitter
Torn
Cold
And down right
Broken
How could I been so stupid?
So many signs!
My heart may never be the same
The past knows how to destroy you and bring uproar
His web of deceit
May have won this fight
I be damn if he win the battle
I may be broken
Bitter and down right ice cold
But a love of a good man hasn’t left me….
11/15/13
PJ
I’m not sure on title just yet, so it may get change. Do let me know what you think. Enjoy and God Bless… of course its another one dedicated to my love journey.
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I’m still not feeling my best, but as of right now waiting on my blood work, so we can get things moving. My doctor appointment with primary doctor went very well to extent, I was glad to get off some medicine. And also got new poison to help me as we’ll. My headaches are getting worse, so we had to do something to help the process. I have been putting off doing update post for awhile, but with my hectic school schedule and days I’m not at my best, I wanted to share what I can. I know last year was worse then this year, the last two sickle cell episode took me back when I was younger and wouldn’t go to hospital. I haven’t had pain like that in long time, bring tears to my eyes, and no matter what they medicate me with me it wouldn’t work. I know I shared a post awhile back, I’m not been able to get transfuse, cause of warm antibiotics. I pray if it got lower then 5, they would transfuse even if it didn’t do much. Yes, I really had no reason to share post last time i was hospitalize since I know its a give or take, but I know God got me even when the doctors wanting to give me blood and I kept denied it. My blood count came up fast this time in the 8″s. I’m praying when I see my blood doctor next week it still be decent enough. I’m not going give up, I do get discourage at times, but im Bless with so many loving souls. God truly knew what he was doing when he created me , and when he place me here on WordPress to share my story. Thank you all for joining me and praying. I hope to have more share next week. God Bless 😉
No matter what you going through, never give up! Continue to fight and hold on to God hands!
Do love suppose to be fair?
We have no control on
who we love.
No matter how we fight it
Either by being to scared
to love again.
To me loving you isn’t fair
I’m the one hurting and
you not.
I’m trying to snap out
of stupidity.
but you still hold my heart
I know you don’t feel the
same.
it shouldn’t be so hard to stop
my beating heart.
it;s not fair
to love again and
get rejected.
You make walking away
easy
You make giving up easy
You make loving you
hard.
Through all the b.s
I fell in love,
when I should have protected
my
heart.
5/20/12
~PJ~
The poem will be dedicated to my Love Journey, do enjoy! God Bless 
Sad news around me
I heard you pass away
the way you left the world
is so heartbroken
God
Bless your soul
I wish you would’ve
thought and prayed to
God
before you took your life
Sad News
I’m sorry to hear
she lost the fight
I know it was her time
to go home to be
with her creator
I’m not going to say don’t
cry
I’ll be fool to tell you
not to mourn
Sad news
Can we all bow our heads
today and hold the one’s
in pain in our thoughts
Sad News
You left us
I pray you at peace
You left so many love one’s
behind.
Sad News
I lay in bed thinking
what could possess
him to choose the
cowards way out
Only God knows
The devil is busy
Sad News
she live a good & long
life.
I know she at peace
with our Dear Lord
2/2/2012
PoeticJourney
Yesterday I receive news someone had pass, I know if many reading the poem, you probably already know who I’m talking about. And not to long ago heard from a friend whose mother lost the fight. Do continue to keep them in your prayers. God Bless 🙂
Devil take your hand off of me
I want to be free
GOD
I know you see the different struggles
I been going through
I done seen my share of doctors and hospitals
And nurses
GOD
I feel like my body is losing the battle
I’m questioning my health
But I know you have the last say so
I done experience Depression for awhile
I done wanted to give up and walk away
Devil let go of me
I may be struggling but I’m not ready
To lose the fight
I have been fighting all my life
GOD
I know you have a plan for me
I’m a living testimony
Your son JESUS didn’t have it easy
So why would I?
I’m holding on but sometimes
It feels like I’m holding on
To my last string of HOPE
Devil takes your hand off of me
You can’t have me
12/24/11
PoeticJourney
Still working process
He doesn’t care what you going through, he know when you having a rough time and know when the right time to attack you when you at your lowest! 2011 is almost over and it hasn’t been easy for me or my family, but I;m speaking from my eyes right now. I been struggling with a lot and still have a long way to go to I accomplish what need to be done. I Hope Everyone Have A Bless Christmas!
When we walk in holiness, undefiled by the systems of the world, we stand as altars erected strategically throughout the land, draped and dripping with the blood of Christ. The presence of our lives then, as altars, tells the enemy that we will not hand over this space or territory without a fight. We are altars erected in our homes, our places of work, our cities and our nation. NO LIMITS!!!Â
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Good Morning, I Hope Everyone Having A Bless Day! I’m Thanking GOD For Another Day! What A Mighty GOD We Serve! No Limits to what he can do for you today and any other day! God Bless You:)
It took me a minute to get here…
Someone once ask me did I know
What I want…
The turn around and told
Me I didn’t know what I want…
Funny thing is they were right…
I never in my life
Wanted to fight for anything but
My rights
As a black woman
I find myself lately…
Thinking about
Fighting for love…
I thought love didn’t need
No fighting
If it was meant to be…
It would be…
I hate that saying…
Big time…
Then I find myself thinking…
Could any man have me wanting
To fight for love…
I’m still a little confused on it…
And been doing a debate in my head
For awhile now…
I don’t want to fight..
I want to give up!
I want to walk away…
Deep down…
All I want
Is you
Next to me…
Holding me down
Staying true to
What’s right…
I fell for you a long time ago
I thought I could
Fall out of love
With you with so many
Miles between us…
I thought no man
Could get me to change my
Ways when it came to that…
Boy was I wrong…
I thought I was solid as a rock…
I’m working on finding my way back
There!
It’s been rough!
I never been one
To stay still for one person…
I can’t even wait…
But I know I should…
That person is everything…
I need right now…
I don’t know about
Tomorrow!
Or next year
Or later on…
But right now
I know!
I’m not trying to think about the future without
You…
I’m not trying to picture my life
Without you…
I’m trying to dream it
Imagine it…
And while I’m at it
Pray about it!
I’m trying to make this right…
It’s hard when that person won’t acknowledge
You when they still in their own ways…
Something got to give…
It’s got me going both ways…
I always wanted to have someone that’s
Irreplaceable….
In more ways then one…
Always wanted someone that
Could complete me in more ways then one
If I throw it at them…
They are going to throw it back…
Stubborn as a mule…
Mean as a snake…
But gentle to the touch
And love in his ways…
Seems like I ask for a lot…
When a lot of peeps can’t even attempt
To stay true to themselves
I’m finally…
Admitting it to myself…
Took long enough
Going on 4 yrs in May…
Well it’s been a long time and a long
Journey!
Like to say Thank God for you!
DONT EVER GIVE UP!
NO MATTER WAT GET THROWN ATCHA..
DONT EVER….
LOSE THE BATTLE OF FAITH…
TODAY…
IS A BLESSING…
TOMORROW U COULD B LAYIN ON UR DEATH BED..
I CAN HONESTLY SAY.
IMÂ TRUELY….
A BLESSING..
AND I CAN LOOK UP TO HEAVEN..
AND THANK GOD..
EVERY CHANCE I GET..
I’M SAYIN…
FIGHT…
FIGHT…
FIGHT…
FOR UR LAST BREATH..
MAKE SURE U READY..
WHEN HE COMES…
TO CALL U HOME…
DONT LET IT GET U DOWN…
DONT LET IT MAKE U…
U MAKE IT..
AND KEEEP ON MOVIN…
KEEP FIGHTN..
ITS UR LIFE..
MAKE IT COUNT…
ONE MORE TIME..
FIGHT..
FIGHT..
FIGHT..
LIKE ITS UR LAST TIME..
DON’T EVER GIVE UP…
FIGHT FOR YOUR
FAITH..
FIGHT TO
BELIEVE..
IN GOD…
JUST…
FIGHT….
DONT GIVE UP!…
JUST FIGHT!
1/15/2010
Poetic
With my illness,I being through so much,so no matter what you going through make sure to FIGHTt! God Bless!:)
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