All I want is
Once Chance
Prove to me
You care
Show me
I’m the one
Let me know
No other person is
Here but me
Only one Chance
Love me
As I love you
Move me as I touch
You
Wake me as I shake
Something
All I want
Is that Chance
11/17/11
PoeticJourney
Inspiration: http://colorfulperspectives.wordpress.com/(Risqué), she is my friend so you might want to check her out. She is new at blogging. We were having a chat about well as you read the poem you will know. Someone was having guy problems. 🙂
“A journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step.”
– Lao-Tzu
Good Morning!!! HE saw the BEST in YOU. When EVERYONE else around you could only SEE the worst in YOU..Aren’t YOU glad GOD is not like man. HE is not a man that HE should lie. NO LIMITS!!!
Hope Everyone Having A Bless Day/Night! God Bless 🙂
I came across a friend’s facebook page
Which is dedicated to him?
My heart was broken as the tears
Roll down my face.
All I could remember was
The fun and good times we
Had in High School
Every time we saw each other
In the hallway he would hug me
Falling Soldier
He lost his leg fighting for us
They gave him a purple
Heart.
He returns home a different man
It’s been over a year since he left us.
I’m missing him every day
The day of the news crush me
I find out on facebook.
I had to make sure they was talking
About the same guy I grew
Up with.
~Crying Now~
I know God had to call him home
It was his time.
It just hurt so many people
And broke their hearts.
A mom still in mourning
A sister still longing for
A hug from big brother
A little brother
Lost without his brother
Anymore.
~Falling Soldier~
I miss you
Wish you was still here
On EARTH with us
You’ll always be in my heart.
I’m longing for one of your hugs
Wish I had said goodbye the
Correct way.
I wasn’t ready to say bye
~Falling Soldier ~
10/14/11
PoeticJourney
I know recently Veteran Day pass and I was in the hospital so I’m dedicating the poem. Right now I’m speechless so I can’t really say much. Took a lot to write and actually took a lot out of me to share. I’m so THANKFUL for the men and women who FIGHT for us. Many Blessings 2 Them God Bless 🙂
It dawn on me
No matter, how many times
I tell myself I don’t need this,
My body tells my other words.
Dose of Reality
2 Dose in morning
Sometimes 3 or 4
Depends on pain
Another Dose 2 hour later
Dose of Reality
Is starting to settle in
3 Doses before I call it a night
Sometimes 2 or 4
Dose of Reality
Isn’t looking good to me
11/16/11
PoeticJourney
I was starting to get use to the face I was only taking one medication a day. Matter of fact I was loving it. A few months ago crush my little world of happiness. 😦 Oh yea do not think by any mean thats all I take, that the nice side of it all.
God did not promise sun without rain, light without darkness or joy without pain- God only promised us strength for the day when darkness comes our way…
Hope Everyone Is Having A Bless Day/Night! God Bless Eacn And Everyone Of You On My Journey As I Grow Closer 2 God! God Bless 🙂
“We must BE the change we wish to see in the world.”
Ghandi
Good Morning!! Remember to J.U.M.P.( Jesus Understands My Problems)… God has NOT forgotten about YOU…As a matter of Fact..YOU are on HIS mind right NOW!! NO LIMITS!!!
HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A BLESS DAY. NO LIMIT TO WHAT GOD CAN DO FOR YOU! I’M LIVING PROOF TO THAT. 🙂
I’m laying in bed
Catching up on facebook status
So many losing someone they love
Time is not promise to no one
I think of the song by
MJ: Gone to SOON
We ask ourselves
Why they leave us
I didn’t tell them I love them
One more time
If only I could just touch them
See they smiling faces
I know life isn’t promises to anyone
It breaks my heart to read about
How someone choose to
End another person life
One person waiting on
Confirmation on a
Love one
They know they not going to make it
All they have is memories, pictures
Death Is All Around Us
Make me think back
When I was in the hospital
The nurse told me she lost a patient
It hurts to lose someone
Another young lady just lost her
Grandfather, just told my friend
Sorry for her lost and she in my prayers
And that we love her
Death Is around Us
11/13/11
PoeticJourney
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
SENSE ME..
DO YOU..
FEEL ME..
AS I FLOAT THRU
UR VEINS?
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
TAKE ME HIGHER?
IM GOING THRU YOU
I KNOW YOU FEEL ME..
SO..
REACH OUT AND GRAB
HOLD AND NEVER LET GO..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
FEAR MY MASTER
DOWN ON MY KNESS..
PRAYN..
MY HEART..
BEATN..
DO YOU..
FEEL IT..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU…
NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU
I NEED YOU LIKE ITS MY LAST
DAY ON EARTH..
SO..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
SEE WAT IM GOING THRU..
MY BATTLES ARE ALMOST DONE..
MY HEART CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE..
MY SOUL..
ON FIRE..
MY MIND..
IS GONE..
DO YOU..
FEEL MY PAIN…
DONT TORTUE ME..
ANYMORE..
YOU HAVE WON..
SO TAKE IT AND
WALK AWAY..
WHISPERS..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
GIVE A CARE THAT..
IM DYIN..
TAKE MY HAND
HEART..
AND LEAD THE WAY..
AND LET ME GO..
YOU CAN’T LIVE..
TAKE MY EYES AND SEE…
TAKE MY JOURNY
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
UNDERSTAND?
Before you continue: let me apologize, it’s long, I got carry away sorry 🙂
At first it was a poem, but I decided to make it song. I have or had two guys making me beats for it. Let me first say how Thankful I am for Everyone that go out and donate blood. I’m so Thankful for Everyone that have it on their license to be donor. Ya’ll or a Blessing for so many people’s. I recently had a tranfusion and only could get one unit. I can’t even tell you the last time I really got one of them. Okay maybe I can it was a few months ago before I got into blogging. My hemoglobin wanted to be on the safe side, I guess he saw something that I was feeling but wasn’t feeling it was that necessary. Anyways its getting real hard for them to find my blood type. I have never being worry about going to the hospital and not coming back home. In my about me im working on getting a closer relationship with GOD, I’m not perfect, I’m not giving up either. One day I may go in and they may not find my blood, it going to take GOD his self to heal me. It actually happy back in May. I’m a GEMINI baby and little lady if you havent read ADDICTION Or MY EYE”S OPEN is TAURUS. Our birthday is a week a part. I was sick and when I say sick I mean sick. I made appointment to my doctor. My hemoglobin doctor. I have to say his the best. I love a man that loves GOD. don’t get me wrong, you don’t hear to many doctors talking about GOD. I went in because I had a fever, if you touch me I wasn’t normal, then what’s normal about GEMINI right? 🙂 but serious. I was burning up. I was hot and everything. So the doctor did what I hate, get his nurses to take my blood.. 😦 I’m a hard person to stick . So i left the doctor and went to meet my little lady great grandmother I was hosting her birthday party that was in a few days. We was doing last minute birthday shopping. Thats when my mom get the call on her cell that I need to rush to hospital 😦 Umm if you wondering do I have one of them lovely talky things. Yep! I just write small and they couldnt read my handwritting, thats why I ask people’s can you read that so if they can’t and I’m not hurting to bad enough I will repeat it to them. Anyways she hands me the phone and I listen to what the nurse tells me. Let me tellyou I wasn;’t happy and I wasn’t going to the hospital. Yes I’m Very Stubborn Person. I had plans for my little lady and I wasn’t going let nothing get in the way. So I walk into WALMART with my mother and I was telling her I can’t get sick, I got to do this for little lady and she was like if I hace to stand in to host I will. Yea she wasn’t helping the matter at hand to be honest. Later that evening I had to go to E.R. My tempterature was 103.something and it wouldnt go down for a hour. I got there lucky me it still wasnt going down and it was 103. something. They ran test and let me tell you. I’m so getting tired of typing. lol.. The doctor on call came in and was like Ms. P everything looks okay your blood count looks fine. I was so happy. THE BEST NEWS EVER! GOD KNOW HOW TO MAKE A WAY FOR HIS PEOPLE’S!:) I got carry away once again, I’m really trying to work on that, but the point I’m truly making. Oh yea I almost forgot, I never thought about the fact I may never come back home leaving the hospital. I always went in believing in GOD will bring me out. Don’t get me wrong I know we all have to leave the EARTH one day, but we just don’t know when exactly. So lying in hospital bed I was thinking, and then look back over the poem/song I was ready to share with word press. I have actually read/sing it to a few people and let’s just say it broke they heart because well no one wants to talk about living the world. My goal is to touch someone life while I’m alive and when I’m not here anymore to do the same. The poem/song is not just from my perspective it’s from anyone perspective that go through the ordeal I go through or anyone else. It’s for the coma patients that can’t talk to us, but want to talk, scream, and yell. It’s for the little ones that don’t know what’s going on because they too young to tell us. It’s for someone that’s leaving us and wishes they had the chance to say it. Okay away from that. I do have another post after this one.
P.S I’m thankful for anyone who go out donate blood for me and anyone else in my shoe. I told Wandering Mind he was Blessing when I came across a post he did about donating blood or Blood Drive. I have a friend who daughter needed some blood a month ago, so I know she is thankful and they still trying to figure out what’s wrong with her.
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