“There is no reality other than the one you create for yourself. As the architect of your own reality, it is you who decides your own failure or success. Belief has everything to do with it; if you know you can, you can!”
– J.Sewell Perkins
Up & Down
Down & Up
My body can’t make up its mind
to stay on the up and up
Telling myself not to stress
and make it worse
Transfusion was pointless
blood pressure
playing with me
All I want to do is scream
That wouldn’t help me any
Up & Down
Down & Up
What’s really going on
Is my body betraying me
running through my mind
Up & Down
Down & Up
2/12/12
PoeticJourney
So much was going through my head at the time I wrote this poem, actually did it while I was in hospital. I Thank God he didn’t leave my side, through all this. I’m truly Bless, I don’t know how much I can say that. Do Enjoy! God Bless ๐
Not sure if I like the title, just yet. Still working process, do let me know what you all think!
I know I mention I receive good news yesterday ๐ The good news was I went home, so I spent the rest of the day with my family. I was so glad to see my little lady , her little face lit up. She was so upset about leaving school that she was crying, she stop when she saw me. It truly made my day coming home, I must admit. I told the doctor I was ready to go home either way if I was hurting or not. Let me tell I meant it. A week in the hospital was long enough for me. I must admit I did have cute doctor, the man I saw the first night I was put in. I was excited to hear my blood count went up a little bit more. Thank God. It didn’t get check the night before, and I was off the fluid the day before for four hours, so who knows it might have made a difference. I must admit I did have a good Valentine, going home and being with the one’s I love. Nothing is better thanย that. In my book thatย the perfect Valentine. ๐ For the first time since I have been in hospital I haven’t really been in the mood to post or comment through my ordeal. I must admit it has been one of my not so good experience in a long time. That truly says a lot. I’m not going to bore you with long story, I know you all getting tired of reading about my experience in the hospital. SO I leave it as that. Thank you all for your encouraging words and prayers, truly meant/means a lot to me. Kept me going! God Bless ๐
Another day in the hospital, I’m hoping to hear some good news tomorrow about going home. My blood count is still the same as yesterday. Hasn’t gone back up or down. I’m still a little concern that it drop so quickly. I still have some pain but not as bad as the pain I had when I came here. I’m hoping to receive some good news later tonight or early morning when they come do some lab work on me. I don’t really have much to post about. I have been in bed most of the bed. Little homesick, suppose you can say I miss the little one’s. I wasn’t there when my little lady went to daycare for the first time. I hope it went good for her, guess I find out tomorrow when I go home. I’m so thankful for all the prayers & encouraging words, truly means a lot to me. I see the shift is changing, with more new nurses tonight. I actually got to know the young lady last night, she is a few years younger thanย me who recently just move from here. I thought she didn’t talk.but she was just worry about bothering me and making sure I got plenty of rest.
I know it was the BLOOD..I know it was the BLOOD save me one day when I was lost Jesus died upon the cross and I know it was the BLOOD saved me. It was my Savior Blood…Jesus!!! Give the blood of Jesus a voice TODAY…NO LIMITS!!!
Good Morning, Another Bless Day! Time to start the week all over again, and hopefully better than the week before. I do hope everyone had a bless weekend! God Bless ๐
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Good Morning, Another Lovely Day and still stuck in the hospital. As of right now, I don’t know when I’m going home. I haven’t seen the doctor today or yesterday. I thought Iย would haveย aย doctor that would ย be on call for the doctor I had during the week. I suppose I was wrong. I had to change rooms yesterday.ย I have a bigger room, which I’m loving I must admit. I had some more old nurses.ย I find out this morning, little lady doesn’t want to talk to me she wants to come and see me. I hope that explains why she hasn’t been taking my calls. Oh yea I was regretting moving to the room I have because of the person next door. I believe she is older woman. She keeps crying out help her help her. I didn’t know what was going on with her. I do have some nice nurses, so thats good. I do hope to receive some good news tomorrow when I do see my doctor. I hope my blood count be still on point since the last time it got check was two days ago. This time around I haven’t really have the strength to post or comment. I know once I’mย out the hospital I have a lot of reading to catch up on. Well just saw the doctor, will be getting some blood work done to see how my blood looking. I hope to share some good news on the next post with you all. For some odd reason, my blood pressure isn’t looking good for me. It has been very low . I’m still having some pain, so still have to ask for pain medicine so I can get some sleep. If you wondering how long I been working on this post, let me tell you all freaking day! lol!ย I just got some sad news ๐ฆ my count his drop some and I hope it doesn’t drop any tonight. It hasn’t drop enough to get enough unit but its not 9 anymore. I don’t know how I feel about all this. I believe I’ll get me some rest, since I’m not feeling my best. I do hope each and everyone of you is having a Bless Sunday! God Bless ๐
P.S Thank you all for your prayers and kind words, truly means a lot to me! God Bless ๐