Posted in 2013, God, Lord, poem, Poetry, Spiritual, Thankful

I’m Free

I’m Breaking Away

my chains are finally release

Thank You Lord

for touching me

You knew I needed to be free

My soul cried out

and you was all I needed

Thank you Lord

for touching me

IM FREE

my chains are remove

MY GOD

has set me FREE

All I needed was his touch

My chains….

are BROKEN AWAY

IM FREE

7/21/13

~PJ~

Do enjoy and let me know what you all think, I believe I need to do some more work on it. I like for my work to be perfect, so I’m always criticizing myself. God Bless 🙂

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Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

734370_583160355031113_2099077309_nWhen God has your Back; it just doesn’t matter who don’t. Find yourself in Him. #NobodyGreater

 

Im thankful I can count on him, no matter the situation. Truly nobody is greater then my GOD! I pray these message touch someone soul. Many Blessings 🙂

 

Good Morning, I pray everyone is having a Bless & Glorious Hump Day! God Is Truly Good!

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Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

thumbnailSCDHello Everyone,  I’m finally home, been home for a few days now, spending time with my love one’s. Getting much rest as possible. I must admit I’m so glad to be home, so can’t wait to be feeling my best. I usually would have this post up already, but still not 100 percent. I’m hoping sometime this week to know if my blood count has went up some more. Before I left it was still in the 5’s and we all know that’s not good. I must be honest with you all. Only Lauren knows whats going on with me. Right now I’m not doing good. I was supposed to have surgery on my birthday to have hip replacement, due to my illness. But that’s when I find out I had warm antibodies in me, because I done had so many transfusions, that’s why I can’t have anymore right now. I have been on the meds for over a month,and there not doing anything for me. I’m getting a lil discouraged, I must admit that to you all. I have been at my lowest last week and wanted to throw in the towel. I don’t know if it’s because I was just tired because of my health, and everything just wasn’t going my way or just cause the devil was just trying to get the bet of me. I believe it was a little of both. I’m not thinking that anymore. I know God isn’t finish with me yet, I’m here for a reason, so I need to continue to hold on and continue to fight to he calls me home to be with him. I’m so touch and feel so much love by all of your comments and prayers, it truly meant so much to me. I got to many visits from family and love one’s and calls from my best friend and TN, y’all thank you for praying for her mom her who had a stroke, she is doing so good. She has been there for me and so has her brother. They  have been keeping me laughing and if I couldn’t sleep staying up with me, and just praying for me. I couldn’t ask for two great group of lovely souls than them two. God knew what he was doing, he knew I couldn’t have that surgery for a reason on 5.21.13, I had to overcome this obstacle last week, and I can’t wait to im fully over it. I can’t wait to I can share more with you all. I need my rest and to stay on top of my studies, you all know how much I hate to be behind on my studies. God is truly good. I want to say thank you again. Thank you for joining my JOURNEY, and been part of my blogging family. I pray all is well with each and every one of you. God Bless. Sending love and hugs to each and every one of you. God Bless 🙂

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Living With Sickle Cell Anemia(Update)

I don’t plan on making this long post, since I’m still not feeling my best. I know while I was in hospital I left off at Day 4. Lets just say things weren’t looking good for a while, but I was BLESS with a good doctor while I was int here. I know I had left off with telling you all I had bronchitis, but he was worry about  me getting acute chest syndrome, which I got back in 06 and lets just say it wasn’t looking good for me back then. It’s safe to say I didn’t get it. 🙂 My blood count went up to to 10 but it actually was 9.6 since for some odd reason I was dehydrated so it gave a false reading the first time. I can honestly say it still is 9.5. I actually got 2 units of blood my hospital stay.

 

 

 

Oh yea, they actually did fax my paperwork over to sickle-cell clinic finally but only prove me for 3 visits. Hmm, what can they find out in only 3 visits? So I’m just waiting for call from the sickle-cell clinic so we can get that rolling. Wow, took long enough right? I actually have change my primary doctor since I been home as well. I need one that can actually come see me when I’m actually in the hospital. Once again I’m so thankful, touch, for the prayers you all been sending my way. Your kind comments kept my spirits uplifted. I Pray All Is Well! God Bless 🙂

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Thankful

Day 4,Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Hello, and welcome to day 4. I’m still in the hospital, yesterday was actually a long day. I ended up gettng my tranfusion lastnight and didnt get finish to about two somethng this morning. As of right now my blood count is looking good, but its showing I’m dehydrated still so thats probably why  I’m still hurting some. Had to get some x-rays this morning, seem I have touch of bronchitis, I don’t know how I got it.  The doctor believe its the reason why I’m in the hospital because of it. I don’t know why its so hard for people to cover up there mouth when they cough. I’m so thankful for all the prayers, kind words you all have left me. God has truly BLESS me with some kind nurses and doctors. I’m not much with words tonight. I shall keep you all updated and make the next post longer. Till next time.. God Bless 🙂

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Beautiful Blog Award

I like to thank my for favorite twins from http://autumnsunshineandgabrielleangel.wordpress.com, I’m so honor and touch you two lovely ladies would nominated me for this lovely Award! If you haven’t check there blog out make sure to do so.

Instruction for the award:

1. Thank the person who gave you the award

2. Paste the award on your blog

3. Link the person who nominated you for the award

4. Nominate 7 bloggers or less

5. Post links to the 7 blogs you nominated

I like to nominated the folowing bloggers for this award:

1. http://byhisgrace211.wordpress.com/

2.http://www.bloggingwhilenursing.com/

3.http://positiveboomer.wordpress.com/

4.http://theway2fullconsciousness.com/

5.http://nightshade130.wordpress.com/

6.

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bare with me, I’ll have the others I plan on passing the award to.

Posted in family, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Thankful

Thankful

 

The month to be thankful

I’m thankful all the same

I’m thankful of so many wonderful

Peoples who took the time to join

My journey and pray for me

~THANKFUL~

There encouraging words that

Lift my spirit to keep me

Moving

I’m so…

~THANKFUL~

I never would have thought of

Blogging about my illness

If it wasn’t for a nurse some months

Ago…

I’m so…

~THANKFUL~

 He encourage me

Without him putting the ideal into

My head…

I wouldn’t have met so many great peoples

Who believe in praying for a stranger?

Who truly needed it?

Ya’ll gave me the courage

To push on

It has been rough

I been dealing with my illness

For over twenty years.

It doesn’t get easy.

But it does help when I have so many

Good peoples on my team praying

For me…

~THANKFUL~

 Ya’ll have been a blessing

To me

11/12/11

PoeticJourney

It’s the day before THANKSGIVING, and wanted to share the poem. I actually wrote it the day I got out the hospital but I’m also behind on some of my post always getting inspired so I leave one and move to the next. I’m so THANKFUL I never imagine I would touch so many people’s on my JOURNEY. It’s like having another family. I HOPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU HAVE A GOOD THANKSGIVING. I KNOW SOME MAY NOT CELEBRATE IT SO I’M STILL SENDING LOVE YOUR WAY. AND FOR THE ONE’S IN CANADA THAT HAD THERES ALREADY. LIKE NIGHTSHADE130 SAID IT SHOULDN’T BE JUST ON ONE DAY AND SHE IS SO RIGHT. WE SHOULD BE THANKFUL EVERYDAY OF OUR LIFE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE LAST DAY ON EARTH. LET YOUR LOVE ONE’S KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I’M ALWAYS SAYING THANK YOU LORD EVEN WHEN THINGS OR GOING BAD/GOOD.

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I’m Thankful

There is always, always, always something to be thankful for.
— Author Unknown

Oh Lord

My GOD

I want to say

I’m Thankful

You allowed me

To see another day

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

For your many

BLESSINGS

You heal my body

You allowed me to

Touch someone life

On my JOURNEY

As well as open my EYES

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

I could a been dead & gone

You allowed me another day/month/.year

To be with the one’s I love

To open my eyes and come to you.

Oh GOD,

I’m SO THANKFUL

I ask myself why you do the things

You do for me, but I know deep

Down, you in control, you do things for a reason

To show us. Even when we at our weakest, we or never alone

I’m THANKFUL

OH LORD

11/22/11

PoeticJourney

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Posted in God, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Thankful

No Limits

NO LIMITS

To what God can do

For me

Why Am I

Freaking out & and letting

The devil win

NO LIMITS

THANK GOD

For NO LIMITS

No matter what I’m going

Thru, I can always

Give it to him

NO LIMITS

To what he can do

I let myself break down

I been thru so much

And he hasn’t left me

THANK GOD

NO LIMITS

11/18/11

PoeticJourney

I had a weak moment yesterday, but have been working on this title for a while but I went through ordeal yesterday had got snap back in reality. Thank y’all for your encouraging words and prayers. Truly Blessing. God Bless 🙂

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Do YOU

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
SENSE ME..

DO YOU..
FEEL ME..

AS I FLOAT THRU
UR VEINS?

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
TAKE ME HIGHER?

IM GOING THRU YOU

I KNOW YOU FEEL ME..

SO..

REACH OUT AND GRAB
HOLD AND NEVER LET GO..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

FEAR MY MASTER

DOWN ON MY KNESS..
PRAYN..

MY HEART..
BEATN..

DO YOU..
FEEL IT..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

DO YOU…

NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU

I NEED YOU LIKE ITS MY LAST
DAY ON EARTH..

SO..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
SEE WAT IM GOING THRU..

MY BATTLES ARE ALMOST DONE..

MY HEART CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE..

MY SOUL..
ON FIRE..
MY MIND..
IS GONE..

DO YOU..

FEEL MY PAIN…
DONT TORTUE ME..
ANYMORE..

YOU HAVE WON..
SO TAKE IT AND
WALK AWAY..

WHISPERS..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

GIVE A CARE THAT..
IM DYIN..

TAKE MY HAND
HEART..
AND LEAD THE WAY..
AND LET ME GO..
YOU CAN’T LIVE..

TAKE MY EYES AND SEE…

TAKE MY JOURNY

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

UNDERSTAND?

Before you continue: let me apologize, it’s long, I got carry away sorry 🙂

At first it was a poem, but I decided to make it song. I have or had two guys making me beats for it. Let me first say how Thankful I am for Everyone that go out and donate blood. I’m so Thankful for Everyone that have it on their license to be donor. Ya’ll or a Blessing for so many people’s. I recently had a tranfusion and only could get one unit. I can’t even tell you the last time I really got one of them. Okay maybe I can it was a few months ago before I got into blogging. My hemoglobin wanted to be on the safe side, I guess he saw something that I was feeling but wasn’t feeling it was that necessary. Anyways its getting real hard for them to find my blood type. I have never being worry about going to the hospital and not coming back home. In my about me im working on getting a closer relationship with GOD, I’m not perfect, I’m not giving up either. One day I may go in and they may not find my blood, it going to take GOD his self to heal me. It actually happy back in May. I’m a GEMINI baby and little lady if you havent read ADDICTION Or MY EYE”S OPEN is TAURUS. Our birthday is a week a part. I was sick and when I say sick I mean sick. I made appointment to my doctor. My hemoglobin doctor. I have to say his the best. I love a man that loves GOD. don’t get me wrong, you don’t hear to many doctors talking about GOD. I went in because I had a fever, if you touch me I wasn’t normal, then what’s normal about GEMINI right? 🙂 but serious. I was burning up. I was hot and everything. So the doctor did what I hate, get his nurses to take my blood.. 😦 I’m a hard person to stick . So i left the doctor and went to meet my little lady great grandmother I was hosting her birthday party that was in a few days. We was doing last minute birthday shopping.  Thats when my mom get the call on her cell that I need to rush to hospital 😦 Umm if you wondering do I have one of them lovely talky things. Yep! I just write small and they couldnt read my handwritting, thats why I ask people’s can you read that so if they can’t and I’m not hurting to bad enough I will repeat it to them. Anyways  she hands me the phone and I listen to what the nurse tells me. Let me tellyou I wasn;’t happy and I wasn’t going to the hospital. Yes I’m Very Stubborn Person. I had plans for my little lady and I wasn’t going let nothing get in the way. So I walk into WALMART with my mother and I was telling her I can’t get sick, I got to do this for little lady and she was like if I hace to stand in to host I will. Yea she wasn’t helping the matter at hand to be honest. Later that evening I had to go to E.R.  My tempterature was 103.something and it wouldnt go down for a hour. I got there lucky me it still wasnt going down and it was 103. something. They ran test and let me tell you. I’m so getting tired of typing. lol.. The doctor on call came in and was like Ms. P everything looks okay your blood count looks fine. I was so happy. THE BEST NEWS EVER! GOD KNOW HOW TO MAKE A WAY FOR HIS PEOPLE’S!:) I got carry away once again, I’m really trying to work on that, but the point I’m truly making. Oh yea I almost forgot, I never thought about the fact I may never come back home leaving the hospital. I always went in believing in GOD will bring me out. Don’t get me wrong I know we all have to leave the EARTH one day, but we just don’t know when exactly. So lying in hospital bed I was thinking, and then look back over the poem/song I was ready to share with word press.  I have actually read/sing it to a few people and let’s just say it broke they heart because well no one wants to talk about living the world. My goal is to touch someone life while I’m alive and when I’m not here anymore to do the same.  The poem/song is not just from my perspective it’s from anyone perspective that go through the ordeal I go through or anyone else. It’s for the coma patients that can’t talk to us, but want to talk, scream, and yell. It’s for the little ones that don’t know what’s going on because they too young to tell us. It’s for someone that’s leaving us and wishes they had the chance to say it. Okay away from that.  I do have another post after this one.

P.S I’m thankful for anyone who go out donate blood for me and anyone else in my shoe. I told Wandering Mind he was Blessing when I came across a post he did about donating blood or Blood Drive. I have a friend who daughter needed some blood a month ago, so I know she is thankful and they still trying to figure out what’s wrong with her.

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