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Am I Wrong

for feeling  the way I do

My heart in one place

 & my head thinking of

someone else

Am I wrong?

I don’t like who I am

once it all done

I’m cheating myself

and losing who I used

to stand for.

How could something

be so much pleasurable

be so wrong.

It’s wrong because

My heart  not in it

My head just going through

the motions.

The other day I thought of

you.

Miss the hell out of you

but went another way

Since I can’t have you

I’m replacing you

with someone whose

close to my needs & body

I rather have you that’s

close to my heart

Am I wrong?

for feeling these way?

I miss you

haven’t heard from you.

I thought I was done with you

Months ago

But you ran across my heart

and I have the urge to pick up

the phone & reach out

to you

Instead I call boyfriend #2

I’m trying to move on but

my head saying otherwise

Am I wrong

for feeling lonely when I don’t

have to be by myself?

I’m missing you deeply

I know you not thinking

of me

I want you, but I choose him

Who am I hurting?

Answer is

I’m wrong for doing what I’m

doing

I’m losing myself

my standard are being tested

My heart trouble

Man #1

Where are you?

Do you feel me?

can you since me?

I’m in trouble

Am I wrong

for feeling these way?

7/24/11

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So many time’s we ask the  question Are we wrong or like the poem says Am I wrong. This is inspired by true events in my life and many others in my life. I get inspired to share not only one story but many others. Sometimes we tend to lose who with are when getting involve with someone. So before you jump in head first make sure you not losing who you are. Do enjoy poem. God Bless & Good Night

I dedicate this poem to my Love Journey, if you new at my blog or My Love Journey make sure to check the post and the questions out. Love Journey or My Love Journey! I will return to My Love Journey once I’m finish with the semester.

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Child Of God

Down on my knees crying out

Lord knows I felt like

it was the end of the

WORLD

with broken heart

He told me to get up

and wipe my tears

away

My love isn’t worthy

I’m not ready for Love

Please don’t cry

Baby

I never thought it would

get this far

Im not worthy of you

You have a heart of GOLD

and you deserve so much

more.

Everytime I look into your

eye’s.

I see the Worth of you

and I regret all the lies

I told you

Baby

Don’t cry

I’m not worth your tears

please dry your face and take heed

to the words coming from my

mouth

I’m sorry but you deserve

so much more than me

I came into this relationship

base on lies, only looking

for one thing

But I saw the real you,

and I knew you were protected

Stop right there

don’t cry

Dry your tears and listen

You don’t deserve to be

treated like your nothing

Your more than I can give you

Your A Child Of God

1/23/12

PoeticJourney

 Thank Gabby & Everyone for helping me choose the title I have above! truly meant to a lot to me that so many have  help! God Bless 🙂

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My Love Journey P.11

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Before I begin you might feel like this question is connected with P.11 to extent. I actually have a few songs to go with the post. I truly did get inspired by them. Lets see how should I start the question today. If you dating/marry a person and God forbid they get some bad news about their health. Would your love for them change? What if they have accident & is paralyze ? Would you stay or would you run? Some people marry/date for wrong reasons: money,looks, sex, etc. So my question today/night Would Your Love Overcome All Obstacles? Each of the videos I choose to share tonight, says a lot when it comes to different things that go on in different people life. But most important thing, GOD never leave us.  I feel like I forgot something, if you wondering how I come up with my question for My Love Journey, I do come up with them off the type of my head.

Couldn’t help myself I had to share another one. Do enjoy them all or just one, all up to you. I love to hear ya’ll opinions & thoughts on the question. Even if you have video and you want to share with me please do post it in your comment. God Bless 🙂

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My Love Journey P.10

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Today my question is well you might laugh how I got inspired to ask this question, but hey don’t judge me. I was watching the movie LegallyBlonde, must admit it was one of my favorite movies. 🙂  Have you ever change to be with someone? If you seen the movie you know what exactly I’m talking about. So many time’s, different one’s made me feel like I had to change, but deep down I knew I was comfortable been who I was and not who they wanted me to be. Before I came to WordPress, I use to be on xanga. I read a few blogs with different one’s talking about how they had to change. Some change their looks, felt like they had to lose weight to be with someone, had to lose there V just so they could keep the person they wanted and believe that felt the way as they did. I believe the only person we need to change for is ourself and God and nobody else. I can understand you change when you finally see what they was saying but you just couldn’t grip the reality of it.

I love to hear from my fellow followers, so do share your opinion/thoughts on this situation. I surely can’t wait to hear from ya’ll. If I have forgotten something, I make sure to comment to your question.

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My Love Journey P.9

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Well today my question is have your every felt like you just didn’t believe in love anymore for whatever reason? At one time when I was younger, I had completely gave up on love. Yes, I change that thinking real quick. The good LORD love me and he choose to send his son to die for me. Who am I to think I don’t believe in love. No matter what anyone does to you, don’t ever let them make you not believe in love. I know we go through so much in relationship or just dating and we feel ourself turn ice cold and just don’t believe that love is out there for us anymore. So have you ever felt that way before and if so what made you change that thinking? Sometimes its good to take a break from dating and just focus on yourself at time. First you got to love yourself before you can truly love anyone.

I even leave the link to the poem I wrote years ago call Don’t Believe: http://poeticjourney251.com/2011/10/29/dont-believe/

I know its been awhile since I did my love journey question, and I still have a few stories to share with you all. I love to hear from my followers. I so love to know your thoughts and opinions on anything I post. If you new at this post, do go to my categories and choose MY LOVE JOURNEY and read through. Something tells me I forgot something but if you bring it to my attention I make sure to answer in a comment!

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My Love Journey P.8

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

The question today is…. Do you believe in love at first sight! A old song comes to mind by Salvage Garden  I knew I love you before i met you! Im inspired with the question for more then one reason! My dad knew he wanted to marry my mom the first date. They met in church. Something my mom said a few days ago when we was out. A woman had told her she was moving in with a guy she just met! Hmmmm….. Love to hear what you all think about the question. I can say so much, but meds calln me! I love to hear yall opinions,thoughts,stories. Will share another story once im home!

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My Love Journey P.8

Even though it have been a long day for me, I do have a question to share with you all.I don’t feel right saying you all and not ya’ll! 😦 Yes, you may have seen this title before and guess what you’ll see it again but you’ll see it with numbers at the end. YAY! If you new to my blog make sure to check out the other post, and let me know what you think.

 

The question today is…. The quest for love? In other words have you ever went out just looking for it? I know many of us have and probably wont admit to it. But I was talking with my cousin and told her about my book ideal and she gave me this ideal. The Quest for love or My Quest for Love. Not sure which way to go with it.Okay back to the question at hand Have you ever went looking for love? it seems like when we go looking for it we tend to find something that’s a waste of our time.  Or to say it nicely something that wasnt meant for love. I know the ladies or not the only one’s to look for love. I have met a lot of guys who look for love the Mrs. Right! Seem like that Mr. Mrs. is nowhere out there. Not true, GOD will put that person in your life when he know you ready for them, and not before then. Who know that Mr/Mrs, may be in your life already and you havent open your eyes up, but you got to remember if he/she for you, he/she will be back.

 

I do love to hear from you all! All opinions or truly welcome 🙂  Hope Everyone Is Having A Bless Night! I hope I haven’t left anything out but if you bring it to my attention, I’ll make sure to respond in comment! 🙂

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My Love Journey P.7

Even though I’m late with the post because I’m not feeling my best. If you knew to the post, You’ll see this post more than once, but with number at the end of it. 🙂 If you havent read the other post with the same title, please do check them out.

So the question today is WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU KNEW THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR BESTFRIEND BETTER HALF? Would you keep it to yourself? I ask this question because I have been in this predicament a few times.  I lost a friend in the process because of the truth. I have had other friends tell me they would want to know whats what.  I never though I would lose a friendship over this, but sad to say I lost one and it’s not the same. Sad thing about it, we are related. I kept the truth to myself because she was so happy, but then it started eating me up and I finally decided to open my mouth. Guess I should’ve kept my mouth close huh?

I love to hear what you all think!

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Lastnight

Wasn’t suppose to happen.. I was suppose to walk away and leave it as that…
I’m glad I know now to b honest… but it doesn’t change anything..
I’m still walking away… and you still with her..
Lastnight
bought to many memories back… When we first met, the day we took it further as friends.. and the day you ask me to be your wife..
Even the day you broke my heart..
To the times I hurt you and you left the room… You know  going our separate ways is for the best…
I hurt you.. You hurt me… You stay hurting me…
What A Night.. I’m mad to know I still love you But give me time.. Its going to be gone. . My soul is broken My heart is rip..
I can’t breathe I’m slowly dying. You said you don’t want to hurt anyone..
But hurt me every time I know where your heart really at and it’s not me..
Lastnight..
was suppose to happen.. slap some sense into me, and help me walk away.. with no regrets..
That night did something to me.. showed me my heart sill beats to you..
show me closing love out, hell its always there…
You push me away.. I haunt you, to you ready to accept and believe..
Lastnight…
U came to realize, can’t no other man touch me like you do, thats freaking crazy to me..
You work your way in my life left a mark on my heart

6/20,23/09

PoeticJourney

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Another old poem and wanted to share with ya’ll. Truly give you something to think about! I don’t know why the poem came out like this. Guess the way the other blog was set up!  Do enjoy

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My Love Journey P.6

Before I get all into my homework and go to doctor.  Do I truly need to repeat myself with this post every time. You’ll see the title more than once, but with a number after it. 🙂

My question for today is HOW CAN WE MAKE A RELATIONSHIP WORK THATS LONG DISTANCE?  Many reasons to have one, could be cause of your job or school or you could be fighting overseas. Lets not forget internet dating as well. Since my last two post had something to do with online dating. If you havent check them out, make sure to make your way to p.5 and Love Story Journey.

Every since I was younger.. cough 🙂 I have heard this so many times from a simple-minded person of course.  Thats it’s not right or possible to have long distance relationship.  In some cases it may be true, because some can’t stay faithful to save they life. No trust in relationship, no point in having one. I have heard many stories of people breaking up because their spouse/girl friend/boyfriend or away from them. I have seen & heard so many staying true to their relationship. When we away from the one’s we love we tend to miss out on a lot of things. If we have little one’s we don’t get to see them grow up, or be there for them when they come into the world.

So do tell me what you think on the topic at hand today. I love to hear what you all think 🙂 Something tells me I forgot something, but if someone bring it to my attention I’ll just answer it in comment or whatnot. God Bless 🙂

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