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Lastnight

Wasn’t suppose to happen.. I was suppose to walk away and leave it as that…
I’m glad I know now to b honest… but it doesn’t change anything..
I’m still walking away… and you still with her..
Lastnight
bought to many memories back… When we first met, the day we took it further as friends.. and the day you ask me to be your wife..
Even the day you broke my heart..
To the times I hurt you and you left the room… You know  going our separate ways is for the best…
I hurt you.. You hurt me… You stay hurting me…
What A Night.. I’m mad to know I still love you But give me time.. Its going to be gone. . My soul is broken My heart is rip..
I can’t breathe I’m slowly dying. You said you don’t want to hurt anyone..
But hurt me every time I know where your heart really at and it’s not me..
Lastnight..
was suppose to happen.. slap some sense into me, and help me walk away.. with no regrets..
That night did something to me.. showed me my heart sill beats to you..
show me closing love out, hell its always there…
You push me away.. I haunt you, to you ready to accept and believe..
Lastnight…
U came to realize, can’t no other man touch me like you do, thats freaking crazy to me..
You work your way in my life left a mark on my heart

6/20,23/09

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Another old poem and wanted to share with ya’ll. Truly give you something to think about! I don’t know why the poem came out like this. Guess the way the other blog was set up!  Do enjoy

Posted in poem, Poetry, Woman

Strong Woman

She carry the weight of

the world on her shoulders

Have you ever came across

A Strong Woman?

She never complains

always doing what she got

to do, to take care of home

Going to Work

Getting an Education

to show their little ones

MOMMY may be doing it

alone

but to never give up

when seem like the

WORLD

is talking about you being

alone

I may be a single mother

but I’m doing what I

need to do to get by

Can you say the same?

A Strong Woman

1/8/12

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This poem got inspired by a few ladies I know and some I had a chance to get to know when I was so addicted to playing the games on Facebook. It was longer poem, but I’m thinking about breaking it down! Do Enjoy it and let me know what you think! I must say feel like I left something out.

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Untitle

They call me Poet Afterthought

I’m liable to leave you hanging

to my after thoughts!

Join my JOURNEY,

I promise to leave a Poetic

thought to set you free!

They call me Gem because

I’m precious to the mind

and heart!

Read my life you’ll see

why, I’m call Poet!

1/6/12

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I would say its finish but I lost the last little bit when working on it from my phone, little sad about it. The first time I have nothing to call a poem, 😦

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So Gone

WITHOUT U.. WHAT CAN I SAY.. WAT KIND OF LIFE WOULD I HAVE.. I CANT EVEN SAY… U MY INSPIRATION.. NOT HAVING U HERE IS KILLING ME SLOWLY.. IF I COULD REWIND THE TIME BACK LORD KNOWS I WOULD.. IF IT WOULD MAKE EVERYTHING AITE WITH US.. NOT BN ABLE TO HEAR UR VOICE WHEN U GET EXCITED OR ANNOYED.. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HEAR IT NOW. I CANT  WALK  AWAY WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH.. DAMN ITS LIKE PART OF ME IS GONE.. IM MISSING U.. BUT ITS OBVIOUS U NOT MISSING ME LIKE IM MISSING U.. MY INSPIRATION HAS LEFT ME DOWN N OUT.. MY SOUL IS DYING SLOWLY.. MY HEART HELL IDK WHERE IT WENT.. ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.. ITS LIKE IM BREATHING BUT NOT REALLY HERE… IM LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR EVERY CHANCE I GET AND I DONT SEE THE WOMAN I ONCE WAS.. IM ICE COLD.. SITTING OUTSIDE.. TRYING TO GET WARM.. WALKING AROUND LOST WITH NO PLACE TO GO… I CANT SLEEP.. SHOO I CANT EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT MY MORNING COFFEE… CRAZY RI? MISS HAVING U RI NEXT TO ME.. IM HALF A WOMAN.. I NEED TO FEEL U TO B THE WOMAN I USE TO BE…

11/3/09

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Another poem from my past that’s dedicated to my Love Journey. Do Enjoy! Its amaze how love can have you thinking you need that one person to get through one day at a time.

Posted in Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Look into my Eyes

They tell a story of what

 I been through

shows my pain,frustration

They hide so many things,

but not the intensity of

my pain, that sends me away

from my love ones

Look Into My Eye’s

What do you see?

Do you see inside my soul?

Do you see my heart crying out?

Make sure you don’t stare,

just be honest and let me

know when they change.

Look Into My Eye’s

They betrays me at times

So many time’s

I had to cover up and push on

Look Into My Eye’s

Tell me what you see?

1/3-4/12

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The poem is inspired by my illness.  With Sickle Cell Anemia, my eye’s or normally yellow, but when I’m feeling bad there turns a little more yellow.  That is when I have to worry, and drink my liquid. Let me tell you feels like I’m drinking too much water. lol

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Where were you

You promise me

You’ll never leave me

When I was in need

You betrayed my trust

I lost my way

My heart couldn’t forgive

You.

My love went downhill

Where were you

You promise me

You’ll stay by my side

Whenever I needed you

You betrayed me

Now you’ll missing me

& wanting me back

I kept my word

I was there

But you didn’t stay

True to me

Where were you

I’m glad you showed me

Your true colors

It gave me time to

Hear God speaking to me

So I’m thanking

You for betraying me

GOD

Kept his word

He never left my side

Where were you?

You was where you

 was supposed to be

You betrayed me

He heal me

I was lost

He found me

You broke me

He fix me

You knock me down

He lifted me up

My GOD

Is good

he never lets me down

12/1/11

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When everyone lets you down, GOD is always there for you even when you think you alone. Sometimes we go through different things in our life, so we can hear him speak to us.

Posted in 2012, God, poem, Poetry

Lay Your Worries Down

Lay your worries down

down

down

Yes,

Just

Lay them on down

Put your worries in

GOD hands

he will never let you down

So things not going your

way.

Listen

Listen

Listen

 there no reason to

Stress

no reason to

Cry

Just put them in

GOD hands

Who can you trust better

then him?

NOBODY

No…

Body…

Just lay your worries on

down.

Get on your knees & pray

Give it to him

Lay your worries

on down

7/20/11

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I usually stress and worry about situation that I’m going through in my life. I plan on stop stressing and just take it to GOD.  I always knew he could be the only person I could count on but I get in my panic mood and forget to take it to him. So this poem/song. I believe it would be more of a song than anything once I’m done with it. I plan on telling my story through my words. Such as songs/poetry and of course THE WORD OF GOD…. Do enjoy and let me know what you think of it, no not the finally copy just yet.I can see I have a lot of work to do on this one. lol!

God Bless and please Remember no matter what you going through take it to GOD, he have the whole World in his hands.

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry

Push Play

I’m constantly

thinking always influence

to write

 dream more,

This is my story

some is already

recorded

 so I’m just

rewinding it & pushing play

Majority of it is Whats

happening now, the present

Some I pause or rewind

I have to admit it,

I  have

fast forward some parts

I’m constantly

over thinking

stressing

When I should be relaxing

11/16/11

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Something I wrote when I had a lot on my mind and was struggling with school and my illness.  I havent really finish it, that’s all I could come up with at the time and not sure if I’ll add more to it. Not sure if I stick with that title, but thats what I came up with at the time. God Bless 🙂

Posted in Lord, poem, Poetry

Rude Awaken

Sleep was so good

I truly thought I was going

To be in the bed to late morning

Phone going off

Sleep so good

Thank GOD

The ringer is off

But the vibration driving me

Crazy

I roll over, it’s my mom

Sleep so good

Thought about sending her to

Voicemail 🙂

I answer, guess what I get

YOU UP?

A joke right?

Sleep so good

Rude Awaken

Finally back comfy & sleep

It’s so good

I feel someone tapping me

Guess Who?

My little lady

Sleep so good

I ask what she wants?

She looking for her Nana

I roll over some, so she could

Join me to la la land.

Rude Awaken

Sleep was so good

I Thank the LORD

For allowing me to see

Another day.

Rise & Shine

I so hate to let go of my bed

1/2/12

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Have you ever had Rude Awaken? Not good feeling right?

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Defeat

I can’t sit here and wonda…
I can’t act like its cool when its not…
I can’t even focus….
I was going bak and forth…
Things right now looking real simple….
Who AM I..
To Question Defeat?
I done lost the battle with myself…
I done gave in… I done fought the last
fight..
So Who Am I…
To Question anything..
But all Im saying.. Is I can’t…
Only can be real…
Can you handle it?
Can you take wat I have to say…..
Move on…
I can’t sit here and not think…
Dang did he get away… ?
Did my Conflict hold me bak?
Dang…
You Is Who U R…
Im Who I Am…
Dang that…
Hell…
Did you notice how cold it got?
I can’t tell u…
U wrong.. cause your right…
But dont tell me…
Im wrong…
I Can’t walk without putting it out there…
But I can Do these..
Let you know..
Defeat is my name…
Defeat is the Game..
1.. 2..
Defeat…

11/21/09

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Another old one from my past, and wanted to share with you tonight. I’m actually have been working on a few things and still trying to tweak some of my post. I hate when I don’t think my work is good enough, so I have to truly debate with myself before sharing my work. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂