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Ice Cold

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Left me standing in the rain alone…

Told me I love you, but not enough
to walk away from the pass

You got me so Ice Cold…..
I been trying to warm myself
next to a warm body….

All I seem to do is freeze
’em, because I’m so Ice cold…

I had let you in….
You came to hurt me…
You succeeded..

Why you had to leave me
in the rain….

Why you couldn’t accept
me for me…

I was so cold, and you warm
me up….

Now I’m so Ice Cold…
Shivering….

When I see you,
my soul, heart, body, mind
turns Ice Cold

Might as well be dying
because I’m alive but feel
so helpless

I’m so Ice Cold
please call 911…
I’m not going to make it…

Breathe…
up and down…
in and out…
up and down…
in and out…

Move slowly now…
up…..
down….
in….
out…

I’m gone….
SO Ice Cold!

7/13/09

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Another poem from my past I wanted to share…  Part of my Love Journey and lets just say I have learned a lot while on my JOURNEY.

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Day 6, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Good Mornin, today I got the news I can go home which Im happy about. I receive two unit of blood and brought my count upto 10.something! I wasnt feeling my best yesterday. Was in a lot of pain after receiving the blood, I have to say im feeling much better this mornin. Hope and pray it stay this way.Like to thank each and everyone of you for your prayers and kind words! God Bless You All:)

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Scars

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My scars
Tell a story
Some may think
Im addict
Im not Feenin
For drugs
Im Feenin
For nomore pain
My scars
Tells a story
Of me fighting
Sickle Cell Disease
My life
Is not yours
God gave me
This life
To share it and hopefully
Educate the World
On my illness
My scars
Tells a story
12/13/11

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Day 5, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Good Afternoon! I had such rough night, couldnt sleep! 😦 my iv thing kept beeping like crazy! I got my unit of blood early dis mornin! Yay! I was going home this mornin, but need another unit of blood. The doctor who is assign to lets just say his heartless. No patience. Im happy about going home today, so please keep me in your prayers. Im so thankful. God Bless Each And Everyone of You:) God Is So Good To Me!

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Day 4, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Im still in hospital, waiting to get tranfusion. The doctor I needed to see so I can get it came early,but the main doctor came late and had my file. Let me tell you im not happy with him. Smh! I must say he came early today, now im waiting on the blood doctor to sho,his self. Still not feeling my best. Im enjoying sleeping, hate im missing school. Dont know when im going home! ;( im so thankful for ya’ll caring words and prayers! I havent bn in hospital so much before. Once or maybe twice a yr. Or no visit whatsoever. God Bless

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Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

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I must say I haven’t been doing good for a while, but I have been pushing it to the side and praying that it pass. Guess stress really do know how to get to me and my weary body. If you didn’t know the cold doesn’t do my body justices whatsoever. I couldn’t imagine living in a state that’s colder than Alabama. You probably thinking it don’t get cold here, maybe you right. But since I’m not fond of cold I can’t agree with you. I actually wrote a poem, that I will share.

Pain you have return

I’m praying you leave me

I’m hoping GOD hears my

prayer.

I done stress myself

before classes started

I done lost a love one

and mourn to my

chest tighting up

Pain you need to go

I’m praying for pain

free month

Headaches please vanish

You making it hard to

concentrate with my studies

Back pain…

Not today. tomorrow

or this month

Tears

please go away

I have cried enough

I choke back tears

GOD

Thank You

sometimes that’s all I can say

Pain leave my body

today.

12/4/11

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As you can see this hasn’t been good month for me yet, But I’m Bless to be alive even if I’m in pain. God Is Good. God Bless 🙂 HOpe Everyone Is Having A Pain Free Day!

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My Song

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I lay in bed with purpose

Beating in my heart.

I knew then and there

The love of my life

Was in the room with me

Holding me in his arms

You knew I would need you

Before you created me

My struggles or nothing

I’m giving them to you

I’m standing here with my arms

Lifted to you

God Almighty

I need you now

I can look back over

The years and see when

You carry me when I gave up

And died

You breathe life back in me

That’s when I realize I had a purpose

12/1/11

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If you wondering about the title, you’ll see the title more then once. Its actually song titles that spoke to me, and I use them to write my heart. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

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Thankful

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The month to be thankful

I’m thankful all the same

I’m thankful of so many wonderful

Peoples who took the time to join

My journey and pray for me

~THANKFUL~

There encouraging words that

Lift my spirit to keep me

Moving

I’m so…

~THANKFUL~

I never would have thought of

Blogging about my illness

If it wasn’t for a nurse some months

Ago…

I’m so…

~THANKFUL~

 He encourage me

Without him putting the ideal into

My head…

I wouldn’t have met so many great peoples

Who believe in praying for a stranger?

Who truly needed it?

Ya’ll gave me the courage

To push on

It has been rough

I been dealing with my illness

For over twenty years.

It doesn’t get easy.

But it does help when I have so many

Good peoples on my team praying

For me…

~THANKFUL~

 Ya’ll have been a blessing

To me

11/12/11

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It’s the day before THANKSGIVING, and wanted to share the poem. I actually wrote it the day I got out the hospital but I’m also behind on some of my post always getting inspired so I leave one and move to the next. I’m so THANKFUL I never imagine I would touch so many people’s on my JOURNEY. It’s like having another family. I HOPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU HAVE A GOOD THANKSGIVING. I KNOW SOME MAY NOT CELEBRATE IT SO I’M STILL SENDING LOVE YOUR WAY. AND FOR THE ONE’S IN CANADA THAT HAD THERES ALREADY. LIKE NIGHTSHADE130 SAID IT SHOULDN’T BE JUST ON ONE DAY AND SHE IS SO RIGHT. WE SHOULD BE THANKFUL EVERYDAY OF OUR LIFE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE LAST DAY ON EARTH. LET YOUR LOVE ONE’S KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I’M ALWAYS SAYING THANK YOU LORD EVEN WHEN THINGS OR GOING BAD/GOOD.

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I’m Thankful

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There is always, always, always something to be thankful for.
— Author Unknown

Oh Lord

My GOD

I want to say

I’m Thankful

You allowed me

To see another day

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

For your many

BLESSINGS

You heal my body

You allowed me to

Touch someone life

On my JOURNEY

As well as open my EYES

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

I could a been dead & gone

You allowed me another day/month/.year

To be with the one’s I love

To open my eyes and come to you.

Oh GOD,

I’m SO THANKFUL

I ask myself why you do the things

You do for me, but I know deep

Down, you in control, you do things for a reason

To show us. Even when we at our weakest, we or never alone

I’m THANKFUL

OH LORD

11/22/11

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God Is Good

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I decided to break down and call the doctor office! Heads up around this time last year I had experience losing two love one’s and recovering from my oh so favorite place! Anyways the nurse call me back with good news! All I could say is THANK GOD! If you wondering what my blood count was, it was 7.9! Good Enough for me! I have bn praying and my family the same! Im still worry about what my doctor said, but wont know anything to appointment set up and I go in and you know the rest!  Everyone keep reminding me GOD IS IN CONTROL! I actually came to terms with that after having good talk with GOD! Im still scared but I know it’s all in his hands! My God Is Good!

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