Category: My Journey

Posted in God, Goodbye, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

12/14/14

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Year almost over and got me thinking

of different conversation we had, and

ones that were never said for whatever reason.

Maybe we should’ve just left things the way it was from get go.

Maybe not, who knows?

Only GOD!

It’s been a minute since I heard your

voice, I was scrolling thru phone for

song to sleep to, and you waltz in my

thoughts, and what the different songs

mean to me.

I do miss you, but must of all I pray you

well, happy.

Time to let things go for good and I see

that more now then ever.

I hope dis reach you in good spirit,

cause I’m not sure what it doing to me.
Happy Holidays and for last time, I love

you and goodbye…

PJ
12/14/14

So many memories, it’s always good to let the past go and work on the future. Haven’t came up with a name just yet. Do enjoy n let me know what you think. GOD Bless

Posted in AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello and welcome to my World! I have been in and out of hospital for past few weeks. Back in school so That’s taking up my time, but I’m praying to get back on top of blogging and visiting with you all. The first time in hospital was short stay, blood pressure kept dropping while I was sleeping. Second time was last week of October, seem I have warm antibodies again, and I haven’t had transfusion in awhile. Idk what’s going on, but I’m happy they not putting me on steroids for now. It would do more danger them anything. I have to have surgery in right arm down road. Blood count was dropping.  But no to to transfusion.  I had good nurses… got favorite male nurse, name Denny, such a sweetie. GOD truly bless me with lovely and caring nurses. Had good female nurses as well. My favorite was Nikki:) good doctor as well. I have miss reading y’all blogs and hearing from you all. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hey and welcome to my world, I have had a rough weekend. I don’t even know where to start. I’m so ready to throw in towel, seem some doctors don’t take us meaning people with sickle cell serious. Everything seem come back fine with my sc. Soon as I got home guess who couldn’t walk, hurt breathe. When I move I cried, yep if you said me you so darn smart. God Bless You! I even tried go back to er, let me tell you I didn’t want go. I just wanted to well we ain’t going go there.  By end of night I was worse then night before. Went to another hospital,  the first test they did was flu test,  since fever was 101.3. Came back positive for h1n1. I was shock as he’ll to be honest. Nope don’t get shot, haven’t had it since I was teen got shot n was bless with flu. When I’m out,  I carry Sanitizer n other stuff to help not catch nasty germs. That hospital said they didn’t keep flu patients, I was throwed by that. I had be tough n get shots,  so wasn’t please.  I was bless with port for a reason. I been in bed all weekend,  at doctor office. I start classes again, last year. When will it end, must say not happy See my doctor since didn’t catch it. Sighs. I hope to come back with another update soon, pain taking over,  hope I made sense. I pray you all is well n Ty for joining my journey. God Bless

Today mark my surgery anniversary. GOD IS TRULY GOOD. 😄

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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I have some good news to share, where should I start. Yesterday I got okay come home or stay another night cause of xray of my arm. Must say blood test came back false, no steroids.  I’m so excited! God is truly good:) maybe later on u have to have another xray to make sure I don’t need surgery. I must admit hip surgery is more for me then shoulder!  It won’t be long post. I did enjoy seen my lil lady,  not happy on
cold weather.  I’m praying I don’t have set back. Hope all is well with each and everyone of you all 🙂

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 4-6, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hey and welcome to my world. I must say I’m not home yet, which I had got my hopes up on going home. I’m praying for tomorrow.  Still in some  pain, but not as bad as when I got admitted. So thankful for all the comments and prayers, truly touch my heart:) blood count came back up on its own, and guess what dropping slowly but surely. I have to be put back on steroids,  and nope not happy about it. If I don’t take them it could do more harm then anything,  but honestly I believe it make me sick at same time. I hope I can get some rest in a few.  I believe I shall wrap it up and try get comfortable.  I  have had some good nurses dis time around,  which is a plus. I hope all is well with each and everyone of you all.  God Bless

Posted in AWARENESS, Children, Health, Heartbreaking Story, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 1-3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hey Welcome to my World!  I Had to make a trip to hospital. Monday I came and got fluids and meds,  find out I was dehydrated.  I take it Tuesday must got the best out of me. Rain isn’t good for me. I woke up Wednesday morning in pain from head to toe. You can only imagine how I was feeling at the time. I hate coming to E.R you always got to wait forever and a day. Doesn’t matter how early you come in. I had bad experience Monday when I came in. The guy half did his job, and four people that got here after I did. I’m wondering wdh going on.

My count is dropping slowly.I’m still in pain, but not as bad as it was when I came in Wednesday. Be a lovely thing if I had no pain whatsoever.  What dis cruel world coming to. 8 year ole find dead in ditch with nothing on. So many people trying come to terms with such heartbreaking news.  Praying for the family. Well believe I cut it short, pain and sleep. I pray all is well with you all. God Bless

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Feelings

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I’m missing your touch…
I’m missing your love..
I loved the way you made..
Me feel…
My heart
Was at peace…
Trip down memory lane..
Got me yearning for you…
I’m missing the past…
Our present situation. .
Is heartbreaking. .
It’s like
Why did we stop caring. 
My heart use to be near..
Yours..
I use to sense your pain…
Missing you..
Loving you..
Gone so wrong..
Honey baby
Where have you been?
My heart..
Missing love. ..
I miss feeling what we..
Had..
Missing the feelings,
Not you…
9/6/14

Dedicated to Love Journey, not sure on title. Do let me know what you think, enjoy

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Stupid

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Now I truly get why some

give up on love…

But I’m not giving up

just done with you…

I hate to say I’m done..

with you..

No Compassion..

I’m stupid..

for even letting my heart..

go there..

Even when seen a stop sign…

I still go for it anyways….

I jump in feeling stupid…

My heart was stupid..

for you..

Now I’m free..

Why love you?

Why be there

for you?

When you don’t give a damn

about me…

Stupid..

person coming to her senses…

Smarter today then yesterday…

 

9/4/14

~PJ

 

Truly dedicated to Love Journey, do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless 🙂

Posted in AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Update

Update

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thumbnailSCDHey World,

 

Its been awhile since I been able to post and just enjoy blogging.  So since September come in, I have been loving the fact its my month to bring awareness about sickle cell. I’m on Facebook a lot and in many groups dealing with my illness. Seems so many our the warriors have died. I had got to the point of why am I fighting when we get treated so poorly when we go to er. That be another post for another time. I hope to share some stuff through the month about some of the things  and so many other go through.  My doctor appoint on Tuesday went very well, my blood count is highest it ever been. I haven’t been transfuse since early June. Don’t even get me started on that hospital stay and how many times it took before they took me serious about my pain. Even though counts r good, can’t say the same about my headaches, they have got worse. Lets just say I’m taking more meds to get them in check. I’m trying to stay on top of them and not get ct scan. It could mean many things. Another post later down the road. I had eye appoint  last month, it went so so. they have to stay on top of them. I’m on eye drops  and have to wear glasses. I’m nearsighted big time Sorry to make the post so long, but its been awhile since I posted and wanted to do mini update.

 

 

I’m hoping to visit many blogs over the weekend.