No, I’m not in the hospital, I use numbers and count the days when I’m in hospital. Since I have been out, I haven’t been feeling my best. I’m trying not to stress because hey we all know what stress can truly do to our bodies. It ain’t pretty sight! I’m more worry about my blood count then anything right now. Its been long time since I haven’t had to get transfusion, my count wasn’t all that high. I’m use to leaving hospital with either high 8 or 9 and last month it was 10. It kept going up to even when I visit my primary doctor. When I did visit the hospital the first time it was sort of high 8, but it drop to low 7 since I was in so much pain and it was going up to it reach 7.8 then a little bit more. So you think I should be, NEGATIVE. So since I’m not feeling my best, I was told to make a doctor appointment with my Primary Doctor. I already knew that wasnt going to happen, since I can get to his office on time and still be in there for almost four hours if not exactly four hours. If you wonder what the heck he be doing, you truly not alone. So I made the appointment with my hemoglobin doctor. If I have to get transfusion, I plan on going for the port ASAP, I can’t take no more sticking and poking.
I started my JOURNEY with sharing my illness with ya’ll because I wanted to spread more AWARENESS on my illness. I must say I haven’t done a good job at all. Seems either I’m sick or school or you know we had the lovely holidays last year. I know I still have to do a post to explain what exactly it does and you know all that good stuff. I know everyone doesn’t know what it is exactly. I believe before I continue sharing my illness, I should share a post about it, and do trust me its coming very soon. I’m still struggling with catching up with my studies and staying on top of it. I hate when I’m behind and it takes forever to catch up, seems like that all I’m doing to be honest and its showing in my grades. So not happy when I’m so close to been done with my associate degree. I plan on getting my bachelor once I graduate. Off the topic, but wanted to share that little bit info with you all. I do hope everyone is having a BLESS Day/Night! God Bless
Poets Afterthought 
I am worried about your blood count and how it’s making you feel not very well PJ. Of course, the prayers for you are still rolling and they won’t stop! I have read a great deal about your illness, but it’s best to hear it from you. You are the one dealing and living with it! Please just rest and take care of youself my sweet friend, everyone will just be patient. You shouldn’t be stressing and all about when you are posting. Sending along Love & Hugs to you, too PJ! 🙂
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Hey Gabby,
Thank You for your kind comment. Awww you have read on my illness, I’m so touch I must say. 🙂 Yea I know I don’t need to stress, but seem like I have been doing it little to much lately. So not good. I got to work on LETTING GO AND LETTING GOD HANDLE IT! Trying to get much rest as possible, it would help if my classes wasnt kicking my behind. But I have made up my mind, not to quit and to keep going. Sending love & hugs right back to you my good friend. God Bless 🙂
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Take your time sister. You’ve gotta take care of you and not feel so pressurized to to what you can in good timing. You will complete your mission to inform, but take your time so that you don’t feel stressed out. We are with you always and are always amazed by your strength during this journey that seems to have many things on the battle field. God is in your situation hun. Always prayin’ for you to have better days. Stay blessed hun *hugs*
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Thank you sister for your kind words and praying for me. My JOURNEY is turning to be truly a JOURNEY for me. You uplifted my spirits! God Bless 🙂
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Hang in there P.J. Give Jesus your burden. Stay strong, stay positive. God bless
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Thank You Noel, you right I need to give it to him. thank you for the encouragment. God Bless 🙂
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I am sending A fairy your way
with love ,hugs and wishes to bless your nights and days
get well soon PJ 🙂
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Soma,
Thank you for your lovely comment! Really brought a smile to myy face. Hope all is well on your end! God Bless 🙂
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I am with you in prayers. Taking the bold step of travelling with us on your journey through life would not have been an easy one. I pray God strengthens and restores you and bring you to his shining light. Amen!
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Thank you Nita for praying for me! God Bless 🙂
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Praying for a minimum of a blood count of “10” for you RIGHT NOW because you are definitely a “10+” in my book, journey. Wish I was near you to tutor you and fetch and tote and type, etc. to help you achieve your associate’s degree! Yes, getting that port sounds like it would relieve a great deal of the subconscious stress you carry inside you in constant dread of being stuck so much. GO FOR IT!
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Granbee,
you always uplift my spirit with your lovely comment. You truly touch my heart. Yea I plan on going for it, just little nerves but I know its for the best. I need it to be anything but what it is right now. God Bless 🙂
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I’m glad to read that you are doing well… Finally catching up on many of the blogs I love and read; yours included. Where does the time fly to?
Blessings!
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Now thats truly a question to think about. Life have us so busy and time just flys. Thank you for checking up on me. I know I have a few of your post to catch up on. Hope all is well on your end. God Bless 🙂
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