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Depression(Doc.Update)

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Depression

I’m losing my mind

And maybe the battle

To FIGHT

I never felt like I couldn’t

Just keep going

I’m Down

Crying

Voices in my head

Questioning me,

They know I’m better then this

Riding in the care on the

Ride home

I cried

Only GOD know my pain

And saw my tears.

I plan on balling up in

Bed and sleeping the day

Away.

THANK GOD

For creating paper & pen

Ima need it more now

I’m losing it

I’m scared

I should wait for confirmation

Depression has move in and

I believe coldness has return to

Replace my joyful soul.

Depression

Lives here now

11/18/11

PoeticJourney

More update to my doctor visit, didn’t go so well. Yes I had to get stuck, so I’m waiting on my blood count that’s not why I wrote the poem. I’m really trying not to go into depression. Me and GOD have/is/will be talking. Its always good to talk with him. My doctor wants to know why I have so many different antibiotics and want to check to see if I have any of disease like lupus or whatever. I sort of went deaf ear when he was naming them. I was crush. I’m trying to stay strong. I being through a lot so I can know I can overcome this right?  Also talk about getting a port, still up for debate since I so didn’t know it was surgery. But he said I would be sleep, Okay so I ask him would I be sleep. Lol

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17 thoughts on “Depression(Doc.Update)”

  1. no need to be afraid. Fear helps nothing. You’ve been worse than this and come thru. I don’t believe He brought you this far to leave u. So just keep ur faith and work on ur patience to find out ur results. Everything will b fine. I’m quite sure of that

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  2. My heart goes out to you as you are suffering such an emotional battle right now. My prayers are truly with you and I mean it. STAND on God’s promises and SPEAK healing and freedom in and over yourself. Do not give the enemy a platform to speak lies into your life. You have been prospering and being of joy lately in the Lord. You KNOW He’s brought you a mighty long way so you ought to know that he WILL do it again. Just because the storm is rocking your boat, doesn’t mean you need to turn it over yourself by your WORDS. SPEAK to that storm and tell it to move! TRUST in the Lord at ALL TIMES. Good and bad. Especially the bad. Girl, my prayers are going forth wherever you are and I rebuke any negative seeds trying to take root. I bind it up in the name of Jesus. Hold on and don’t give up. Remember……. God has the final say. He is the Healer and Physician. Tell him all about it and let him provide you with the prescription that no one call fill but Him.

    God bless you dear. Much love from afar in Christ Jesus……….

    Terra

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  3. Believe in the Report of the Lord over your life. Doctors can say what they want to say but you must stay strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. You can overcome by the Blood of the Lamb and the Word of His testimony, Everyone Overcomes! I know it’s hard to remain positive when bad news is constantly flooding your mind but don’t give up and think of ways of living life to the fullest instead. It’s better than drowning in a sea of sadness believe me. I totally understand what you are feeling cuz I’ve been there. Allow yourself to cry because it’s ok to feel sad but don’t stay there for too long.After you’ve done that you must rise up again. Take a walk in the park or read a book or spend time with your family as long as you are not alone. Do the things you love the most and all of these things will inspire you out of depression. You are loved, You are strong, you can Overcome! *hugs*

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  9. Who feels it knows it

    Keep strong, never give in, never give up.

    I send positive thoughts from the other side of the water

    i see by your blog that others do the same thing 🙂
    Imagine the energy of all those thinking of you. That is a great force.

    perfect love

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