Posted in Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Thankful, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia(Update)

I don’t plan on making this long post, since I’m still not feeling my best. I know while I was in hospital I left off at Day 4. Lets just say things weren’t looking good for a while, but I was BLESS with a good doctor while I was int here. I know I had left off with telling you all I had bronchitis, but he was worry about  me getting acute chest syndrome, which I got back in 06 and lets just say it wasn’t looking good for me back then. It’s safe to say I didn’t get it. 🙂 My blood count went up to to 10 but it actually was 9.6 since for some odd reason I was dehydrated so it gave a false reading the first time. I can honestly say it still is 9.5. I actually got 2 units of blood my hospital stay.

 

 

 

Oh yea, they actually did fax my paperwork over to sickle-cell clinic finally but only prove me for 3 visits. Hmm, what can they find out in only 3 visits? So I’m just waiting for call from the sickle-cell clinic so we can get that rolling. Wow, took long enough right? I actually have change my primary doctor since I been home as well. I need one that can actually come see me when I’m actually in the hospital. Once again I’m so thankful, touch, for the prayers you all been sending my way. Your kind comments kept my spirits uplifted. I Pray All Is Well! God Bless 🙂

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

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I know I mention I receive good news yesterday 🙂 The good news was I went home, so I spent the rest of the day with my family. I was so glad to see my little lady , her little face lit up. She was so upset about leaving school that she was crying, she stop when she saw me. It truly made my day coming home, I must admit. I told the doctor I was ready to go home either way if I was hurting or not. Let me tell I meant it. A week in the hospital was long enough for me. I must admit I did have cute doctor, the man I saw the first night I was put in. I was excited to hear my blood count went up a little bit more. Thank God. It didn’t get check the night before, and I was off the fluid the day before for four hours, so who knows it might have made a difference. I must admit I did have a good Valentine, going home and being with the one’s I love. Nothing is better than that. In my book that the perfect Valentine. 🙂 For the first time since I have been in hospital I haven’t really been in the mood to post or comment through my ordeal. I must admit it has been one of my not so good experience in a long time. That truly says a lot. I’m not going to bore you with long story, I know you all getting tired of reading about my experience in the hospital. SO I leave it as that. Thank you all for your encouraging words and prayers, truly meant/means a lot to me. Kept me going! God Bless 🙂

Posted in Child Love, God, Inspiration, Love, Music/Video

Just Trust: Team Starla

This strong little lady has touch so many hearts, I’m just now hearing about her story. If you wondering I don’t really watch the news!  Even thought she was the one going through the ordeal. The amazing three-year old told her parents JUST TRUST! Here is the video, I actually read her updates on Facebook, she is talking a little bit. Just imagine a little child having this much TRUST in GOD and we grown people crumble. JUST TRUST, no matter what you going through in your life. God Bless. This story is so close to home, she is truly a FIGHTER!

DO KEEP THE FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS, AS THEY OVERCOME ALL ODDS WITH CANCER. YOU ALL HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS IN NEED OF MY ILLNESS, JUST BE THERE FOR THE FAMILY AS THEY GO THROUGH THIS. THANK N GOD BLESS TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU

Posted in My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Doctor Appointment

Good Afternoon,

and welcome to my JOURNEY, I know I mention in my Word to the Wise, that had doctor appointment. I’m here to let you know how it went. It went sort of good! YAY! I mention to him, that I’m ready to go for port, because hey your girl is getting tired of getting stick when it comes to things like that. So they or checking into information before I go in for it. I’m little nervous but it’s good I won’t feel it when the time comes, and  its a lot easy on my body. I have so many scars on my arms when it comes to sticking me. I actually have a poem call Scars,that talks about it. http://poeticjourney251.com/2011/12/14/scars/ Make sure you click the link to read it. The doctor ask me do I believe I need transfusion, since it was still low. Tell me how come my doctor thinks its low when its 8,but the fools at the E.R don’t. That be another story  for another time. Well been home for a while actually waking up from a much needed nap. I got a call saying I need transfusion, its starting to drop once again.  I must say I’m hoping that since  I’m getting transfusion now, that I wont have to see inside hospital month coming up. I have to pray about it and wouldn’t mind if you all prayed as well. 🙂 So I have to go in later today so they can stick me once again. Sighs, I do pray and hope they have good luck finding a vein.  Since I was in the hospital a few weeks ago, someone stuck me in not so good place and have knot to show for it. If you new to joining my JOURNEY, I have Sickle Cell Anemia. They want to me to get the transfusion tomorrow, but I know for a fact that I’m not going to enjoy this.  I have to go through a lot before I can actually get the transfusion, that my only main problem right now. Sighs, moving on time to throw all my worries in my school work. I’ll shall keep you all posted on what happen when it happen. 🙂

 

 

I’m so thankful for all the prayers from each and every one of you! Truly means a lot to me. 🙂 I do hope each and every one of you having a Bless Day

Posted in My Journey, Update

Update(Doctor Appointment)

I receive some good news, so I don’t have lupus and that’s real good to know. I’m not happy about how long t took my primary doctor to fax some information over that I needed to see the doctor. Last time I saw him was before Christmas I was back there and now have made it back to  the waiting room, while waiting for them to get with it. Lets just say I wasn’t happy about how everything was going. Have you ever wonder why doctor office are always cold? Well I have, I would think it be warm since its hella cold outside. Sound like they trying to send me back to E.R, but hey that’s just me over thinking the situations. What do ya’ll think? I finally left, so hopefully I wont get a bill talking about my insurance wont cover it and I have to pay whatever crazy amount. I know for a fact I have to act a fool. Another plus side of the situation is that the doctor was nice looking man. 🙂 I had to share that little info! He gave me pamphlet about Lupus, I’m just glad I don’t have it. THANK GOD FOR AMAZING GOD WE SERVE.  GOD IS TRULY GOOD ALL THE TIME. THANK EVERYONE WHO HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR ME! I never imagine my JOURNEY taking me through this, but I must say I’m so glad to have ya’ll  as a support system. I don’t know what I would do without ya’ll!

OAN: I’m feeling much better today, then yesterday. Thank God! Please do give me time to catch up on approving comments, and visiting blogs.  God Bless 🙂

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry, Update

Depression(Doc.Update)

Depression

I’m losing my mind

And maybe the battle

To FIGHT

I never felt like I couldn’t

Just keep going

I’m Down

Crying

Voices in my head

Questioning me,

They know I’m better then this

Riding in the care on the

Ride home

I cried

Only GOD know my pain

And saw my tears.

I plan on balling up in

Bed and sleeping the day

Away.

THANK GOD

For creating paper & pen

Ima need it more now

I’m losing it

I’m scared

I should wait for confirmation

Depression has move in and

I believe coldness has return to

Replace my joyful soul.

Depression

Lives here now

11/18/11

PoeticJourney

More update to my doctor visit, didn’t go so well. Yes I had to get stuck, so I’m waiting on my blood count that’s not why I wrote the poem. I’m really trying not to go into depression. Me and GOD have/is/will be talking. Its always good to talk with him. My doctor wants to know why I have so many different antibiotics and want to check to see if I have any of disease like lupus or whatever. I sort of went deaf ear when he was naming them. I was crush. I’m trying to stay strong. I being through a lot so I can know I can overcome this right?  Also talk about getting a port, still up for debate since I so didn’t know it was surgery. But he said I would be sleep, Okay so I ask him would I be sleep. Lol

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Posted in School, Update

Update

I’m home, and doing much better than I was. I have little pain every now and then not as bad as it was before I went into the hospital. I’m so glad to be home.   Since I’m home as you can see I want mention days etc as if I was still in the hospital. I don’t want ya’ll thinking I want pity or whatnot. I suppose to be enjoying my weeks off from school, but I have two tests to make up and my final of my Research Paper Due. I do not like the D’s in my English and Psychology class. That’s what zeros’ get you.  So I have to make a doctor appointment with my hemoglobin doctor, I will be making a post about that very shortly so I want go into much detail about it right now. But back in September after I got out the hospital and went to see him I was happy to get good news about not having to see him to the New Year. As we  all know the New Year isn’t here quite yet, so little o’ me have to see him. I see him Friday, so I will have post letting you all know how it go. I hope it goes well, I’m praying it does. I’m asking for prayers, if ya’ll don’t mind praying for me some more. If not I do understand. Oh yea if ya’ll haven’t figure out from my post I hate doctors and hospitals as well as needles and anything to do with it. I only go see my doctor or even the hospital meaning E.R if I’m feeling bad. Yea I know that’s not good in my case. Let me tell ya’ll a secret I don’t like getting stuck, I hate needles. I hate when people don’t know what they doing. I have memories of turning blue, black because they hurt me so bad because they were so careless. I remember crying so bad because I was in so much pain I had young guy come in the room who was also in the hospital and try to calm me down, Let me tell you something it didn’t work. I don’t trust peoples who have needles in their hands. I ask tons of questions. I have only a few nurses I will let touch me and not mess my face up. I’m supposed to be updating ya’ll on how I’m doing and I’m telling ya’ll my experience I see what my adopted daughter means I need to learn to stay on subject. Loll! Well I felt like it was the only chance I would want to tell the story so I had to share it with ya’ll. As I was saying at the beginning of my post doing much better just have the headaches which could be the death of me no joke. They or in painful and the medication they have me on doesn’t do anything for me.  I enjoy the good days or hours while I can

Posted in School, Update

Update

As of now, im on a break to next week! Studying for final and finishing my research paper. Will do my Word Of Wisdom, but thats it. Now if I get inspire thats another story. Will read post and comments as they come in or when I get time. Remember Daylight Saving time, so dont forget the clock. Im still under the weather but Im still pressing on! I Hope All Is Well With Everyone! God Bless!

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