prepared – Poets Afterthought

What a week I had! I was surposed to be having surgery the upcoming Monday, but unfortunately it got push back without my acknowledge. I actually had minor surgery Thursday! I had to have exchange to bring my blood count up so I’ve good to go pretty much! I believe 7.7 was good enough for me! A person who hasn’t had transfusion since April, but last two times I was hospitalized and got low as 5, couldn’t have transfusion no matter what do to having to many! Oh yea I was disappointed I couldn’t use my port to have the exchange! You all know how much I love and thankful to have it! Had take a class to prepare me for the outcome on the 14! I’m hoping to get my term done this week and much needed rest. If I’m quiet you all know why! So do bare with me, and hope all is well with each and everyone of you! God Bless

Oh yea I got 5 units of blood, which brought my count 10! Hmm that special IV in my groin just bring my count upto 10! Yes, I’m feeling a little sarcastic about the matter! I did.have a good surgeon! So yeah

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I did a post earlier for my Love Journey and shared a song about How can we Mend Broken Heart. Funny thing, I may change sides along my journey because I’m learning new things about myself every day. And hey I’m psychology major, so give me a break. Lol.

Can we truly mend a broken heart? I mean really mend it? Will it always be whole or do we actually have to work at it long as we discover who they truly or. I have many poems that will make you wonder and many quotes and question that will be like ummm maybe she got a point or you might be just as confuse as I am. Hell, I don’t know.

One of my favorite statements came from my cousin a few months ago .How true could it possible be. It takes a strong woman to love a torn man, but a stronger man to love a scorned woman; two strong minded people can’t be together, because they will always be bumping heads. When you find the person who is weak in the areas where you are strong, strong in the area where you are weak, then that’s compatibility! This makes it a stronger relationship.

This lovely status caught my attention. Makes me wonder how true it could be. I done met a few men in my life that was either torn or broken whatever you want to call it. Maybe I was meant to heal him for another woman to deserve him. Maybe I was meant to get as close as I did with the next one, but not really have him as mine. I wish I had known that before I fell in love with him. The last one I didn’t give a chance because my heart was trying to come to grip of losing the last one, that held my heart so tight, that made it so hard to walk away. So the next time one walks in my life I’m prepared, how about you?