You care if you only hear
for a season…
Dont tell me
You want to be here if you
only feel sorry
I dont need you
Just, Dont tell me
you love me,
when u dont mean it
Dont tell me
You care cause thats what
you think I want to hear
Dont tell me
You sorry,
cause we both know da truth
DOnt tell me
somethin you think
I want to hear…
PoeticJourney
to heartbreaking news.
Cuts me deep….
I return..
to some heartbreaking news…
I can’t even ask God Why?
Because I know Why..
It was your time…
I know your wife is having
a rough time..
I pray she stay strong..
and never forget just how
much a Blessing You truly
Was..
The Day I read the notice..
It broke my heart..
to find out you had..
tumor..
My God..
I…
Wonder where you in pain..
Did you get a chance..
to let all your love’s one
know you love them…
Did they get that chance…
to say Goodbye..
to beautiful soul like yourself…
I wish I had made it back in time..
to say Goodbye too a dear friend…
Coming Back..
And feeling like these…
when its…
little to late and you gone..
I pray you R.I.P
PoeticJourney
1 step forward…
3 steps back…
Trust…
I tried n Fail…
I take a step n think Im ready
Nxt thang I know…
I’m back in da same spot I started
You say I’m not trying…
I say I cant do it…
If you been thru wat I bn thru
maybe you would understand..
1 step forward…
3 steps back…
Trust…
Not comin easy here…
Either wait on it…
Or walk…
Make it happen…
1 step forward…
3 steps back…
2/19/08
PoeticJourney
AM I?
STRONG..
BLACK..
WOMAN..
A CHILD OF GOD..
WHO AM I?
YOU WONDER..
A POET..
STRONG..
FIGHTER..
LEADER..
BELIEVER..
MORE SO..
DAUGHTER..
SISTER..
AUNT..
GOD CHILD..
GRAND CHILD..
LOOK AT ME..
AND ASK WHO?
AM I?
I AM WHO I AM..
U CANT JUDGE ME..
NOR CAN YOU TAKE
AWAY MY DREAMS..
TO SIT THERE AND TRY
IS LIKE WATCHN UR LIFE PASS YOU BY..
TO PERSUCUTE ME..
IS TO HATE WHO GOD
MADE ME TO BE..
SO
WHO AM I?
IM EVERYTHING I SAID ABOVE..
AND SO MUCH MORE..
TAKE MY HAND..
AND LETS MAKE DIS JOURNRY TOGETHER…
TO DOWN TALK ME,IS..
TO HATE ME
IS A MISTAKE..
WHY HATE..
WHEN U CAN LOVE…
WHY LOOK AND WONDER..
WHEN U CAN ASK QUESTION..
WHY STAY IN THE GAME OF STUPID..
WHEN U CAN GROWN IN INTELLEGIENCE..
WHY?
HATE THE COLOR OF MY SKIN..
WHEN U CAN LOVE IT AND LEARN SO MUCH MORE..
SO..
I ASK..
WHO AM I?
SOMEONE YOU WISH TO BE..
TRY TO BE..
ADMIRE WITH PASSION..
I AM
WHO GOD MADE ME TO BE..
WHO?
PoeticJourney
TAKE BAK OUR LIVES FROM DA DEVIL….
WHEN WILL WE WAKE UP….
AND LIVE FOR GOD?
WHEN WILL WE SEE WHAT WE DOING?
WHEN WILL U LOOK UNTO UR LOVE
ONE’S THAT CARE N PRAY FOR YOU?
WHEN WILL U SEE WHAT DA DEVIL IS DOIN?
WHEN WILL WE?
PRAY?
AND MEAN IT?
WHEN WILL WE…
GIVE GOD THE GLORY?
WHEN WILL WE LET THE DEVIL KNOW…
HE IS NOT OUR MASTER?
WHEN WILL WE TAKE HIS LOVE SERIOUS?
WHEN WILL WE STOP FIGHTN OUR CREATOR?
WHEN WILL WE LEARN TO LOVE OURSELF..
THEN ONE ANOTHER..
WHEN WILL WE…..
RUN FROM HIM AND TO OUR LORD?
WHEN WILL WE TURN FROM THE DEVIL?
PLZ DO IT B4 ITS TO LATE…
U DONT WANT TO LOOK UR LOVE ONE’S
IN THE EYES AND REGRET.. I COULDA SAVE THEM…
WHEN WILL WE STOP BN TO BUSY…
TO MAKE TIME FOR OUR LOVE ONES
WHEN WILL WE SIT DOWN AND TALK WITH THEM?
WHEN WILL WE PRAY?
AND MEAN IT?
WHEN WILL WE SEE U AGAIN?
U ASK?
WHEN WILL I SAY I LOVE U?
PLZ SAY IT B4 THEY LEAVE US….
WHEN WILL WE GIVE GOD DA GLORY? PLZ TELL ME WHEN?
WHEN WILL WE….
PICK UP HIS WORD
AND LIVE BY IT?
PLZ TELL ME…
TELL ME NOW….
I NEED TO KNOW….
EVERYTIME WE TURN AROUND…
THEY SEEM TO B GONE …
WHEN WILL WE LOVE OUR MASTER…
AND HATE THE DEVIL?
WHEN WILL WE RUN TO OUR MASTER?
AND PERSUCUTE THE DEVIL?
WHEN WILL WE DO WATS RIGHT????
WHEN WILL WE TAKE BACK OUR
LIVES FROM THE DEVIL?
SO MANY THINGS GOING ON
AROUND THE WORLD..
WHEN WILL WE STEP BACK…
AND LOOK INSIDE TO SEE
THE TORMENT..
IN OUR LOVE ONES LIFE..
IM ASKN…
NO, IM SAYN…
WHEN WILL WE TAKE BACK OUR
LIVES FROM THE DEVIL…
SO WHEN WILL YOU TAKE BACK..
YOUR LIFE?
I PRAY YOU DO IT..
BEFORE IT’S TO LATE..
PoeticJourney
A ole poem… Someone I knew lost someone close to them and later on lost another person..
It’s being awhile since I made time to post…
Busy with school…
Being sick and doing a few visits at the hospital…
I have taken a few breaks from writing…
having so much on my mind…
And not wanting to get it out…
To I was ready to express myself…
Me n my heart…
Being having talks…
More like a battle with me…
I must say I’m Bless…
November has been rough month…
I lost two love one’s…
I mourn them…
And still mourning them…
Sometimes my heart don’t catch up with
My tears…
To its too late…
Sometimes I believe…
Been emotional dead…
Is the best thing for me…
I must say…
It hurts to know…
They gone and not here with me anymore…
I do pray they in better place…
Only God knows…
She was in so much pain…
Now she with him…
No more pain for her…
Bless her soul…
I hated the woman who hit him…
Took his life right there n then…
Some say she had heart attack…
I bet it was after she ran him over…
I can’t ask God
Why?
Cause I know the answer…
It was there time to go…
Even if we don’t believe that
My heart goes out to the love ones
Who in more pain than me…
All we have is memories…
They last a lifetime and some…
Lying in my hospital bed…
I thought of him
And I miss my grandma so much…
That was her last brother to leave
Us, now gone…
I wish…
I coulda had one more talk
With them…
Hear their voice…
One more time…
Look at them…
And let them know…
I love them…
Just One More Time…
12/19/10
PoeticJourney
My Eye’s OpenShe all on her on…
No call to see how she doin…
No call to say Happy B-Day!…
Left her alone cause she got
pregant by a Black Man…
Didn’t care that she was dating him..
soon as she knock up…
We Dont want you…
Trust…
MY EYE’S IS OPEN…
So Much Stupidity…
Well she 8 mons…
Almost Due time..
Sad part..
They wanted her to abort
the baby…
Take a woman…
Strong one to choose
Baby.. r Good life style..
Wow..
Guess wat they wdnt sign
so she can get marry…
She Just tied da note
on 9 of dis month…
on her B-day…
She now marry…
Still no call…
Wow…
Truely…
We see whats goin on…
If not.. I hope dis open ur eye’s
and ur heart…
Its a tru story..
She my sista n law…
God Bless…
Loving him
was going to be easy?
I wish I woulda known
what I know now.
Who said..
walking away was going…
to be easy?
Damn..
Why I had to fall..
fall to I can’t fall anymore..
Now I’m stuch down here..
brokenhearted and can’t
get a grip of reality.
You Know..
I tried to hate him..
My heart couldnt’ even go there.
I had talk with God..
I know I’m not surpose to hate
but do forgive me..
All I could do ..
was cry..
because hate couldnt even come.
I figure if I hate..
I wouldnt love him anymore..
Who said..
It would be easy?
I wish somebody woulda..
told me something.
I feel like..
I lost myself..
and now trying to rediscover
who I’m surpose to be.
Yeah yeah..
You lose some..
win some?
Right?
Plz..
I ain’t trying to hear that.
All I want to know..
Who Said It..
Would Be Easy?
PoeticJourney
All i have to say Is Im Done
I tried to heal your pain
you let me n and let me
walk out as quickly as
I came….
Yes, Im Done!!!!!!!!
I cant make you see there
are good in peeps…
One mistake from a woman got
your mind gone…
If you love like you say you
do…
You would fight to overcome the
pain and to hold on to real love…
I can only give lil of it,
because Im not walkn into a
trap of unforgivness over
my head…
You see me as the enemy…
When you goin to wake up and
see a Strong Woman?
PoeticJourney
Im Alone….
Trying to fight for my rights
Tell the demons to step off…
My World
Seem to close all around me
I can’t breath
My mind always thinkingg
My World
of creativity
Always thinkin, never restin
My pen in my hand…
notebook in the other
My dreams and imagination
on paper
My life for someone
to pick up and read one line at time,
page by page
My World
Im Alone
sitting at table, wondering whats going on
I woke up with peoples around me
Seem i got pull in cause Im alone
Breathing of dreams
imagination
My soul free
I been dying for along time
always had to put on a front
and shown no pain and mercy
My sould died when you left me
so young and innocent
I miss you and styll missn you
Cant go a yr, a day without you
My World
of me n you
Breathn free…
on cloud 9
I been alone for to long..
Nomore
My World..
close your eyes
do you sense it?
Freedom!
The demons done left
Frustration done bounce
love… wow
Its my World
alone ( no demons)
You pick up my world
Dont get pull in
Never easy to get bak
PoeticJourney
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