Good Morning and Welcome to My World!! I don’t know if I’ll return to blogging. My world has come crashing down on me. I know it’s best to write then let it all build up on me before I explode. I lost my ole man on 6, cancer took him from me. I’m actually doing stuff to not think of him not bn here. But it’s hard when he was my hero. I finally wrote last night and it broke my heart. I know he in a better place but I just want him here with me. I did get a chance to tell him I love him the night before. He didn’t say it back he was hurting so bad. Omg to see him suffering was heartbreaking. I wish I could rewind time back to when he was healthy and strong. I know we’re not suppose to question God, but I wasn’t ready to let him go. I knew deep down I was going loss him, but not so soon. I think I’m going end post here. It’s breaking my heart. I do pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
Tag: heartbroken
Losing A love one
As of yesterday, I lost a family member. I know last week I mention I most someone to sickle cell. As you may know for the ones that been following me for awhile, I don’t do funerals. So I didn’t and will not go when they put my cousin in ground to say goodbye one last time. I’m heartbroken and disappointed how he left this world. Right now I’m just asking for prayers for me and my family. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. God Bless
12/14/12
Baby
I’ll never see you grow up
into a beautiful young woman or handsome man
I’ll never hear
you tell me you love me again
or feel your loving touch.
My innocent Angel
I kiss you goodbye
and sunt you on your way
Now I’m here heartbroken
with only memories and pictures of you
around the house
My baby
is gone
What am I going to do?
I can’t breathe
I’m heartbroken
I’m devastated
I’m angry
I’m confuse
I’m mother/fatherless
Baby
did you call out for me?
I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you
My angel
I’ll never hear you running through
the house or sitting behind me
as I drive….
I’ll never feel you
laying next to me
My Baby,
12/14-16/12
~PJ~
P.S-obvious it’s not finish, and I don’t have the heart to finish it just yet. My heart goes out to all the families who was affected. I’ll never forget that day, as long as I live. God Bless
Sad News
Sad news around me
I heard you pass away
the way you left the world
is so heartbroken
God
Bless your soul
I wish you would’ve
thought and prayed to
God
before you took your life
Sad News
I’m sorry to hear
she lost the fight
I know it was her time
to go home to be
with her creator
I’m not going to say don’t
cry
I’ll be fool to tell you
not to mourn
Sad news
Can we all bow our heads
today and hold the one’s
in pain in our thoughts
Sad News
You left us
I pray you at peace
You left so many love one’s
behind.
Sad News
I lay in bed thinking
what could possess
him to choose the
cowards way out
Only God knows
The devil is busy
Sad News
she live a good & long
life.
I know she at peace
with our Dear Lord
2/2/2012
PoeticJourney
Yesterday I receive news someone had pass, I know if many reading the poem, you probably already know who I’m talking about. And not to long ago heard from a friend whose mother lost the fight. Do continue to keep them in your prayers. God Bless 🙂
Thank You All
Lastnight I heard from a friend
I have been praying for
I knew deep down in
my heart
her mother had lost
the fight
I was praying
she would have more time
when I finally got
a reply she told me
her mother had
pass away Friday!
My heart broke
God
Be with them,
through the
trying times
My heart cried
she touch my heart
when she said my(our) prayers
help a great deal
All I could do was cry
Thank You all for praying for my friend, please do continue for them. God Bless You All
1/30/12
PoeticJourney
I can’t add anymore,very emotional but wanted to let you all know I’m so thankfully for all of your prayers, but do continue to pray for her family and many of them in the same situation as my friend. Or maybe be in that same situation soon. I love when we pray, because I don’t have to put no names in it when all of you lovely people pray for so many that in need. God Bless
Poets Afterthought 