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family, God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Learning to Forgive

Posted on 28 Dec 201128 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I know I have written on Forgiving a few times, its part of my JOURNEY! This post is sorta like update on how I have come long way and what I have learned through it all.

I never knew how much it could

destroy me, holding so much

angry in my heart!

Learning to Forgive

hasn’t been easy

Now

I can honestly look at

the person I was so hurt with

without anger

in my heart.

You know I tried to understand his

pain, but the way he act destroyed

my compassion I once had for

my own flesh & blood

Maybe it was me been sick

and laying in the hospital

that truly got me thinking.

Or maybe it was me working

on a better relationship with

GOD

That showed me how

Learning to Forgive

could be healing process

for the soul

as well as for the body

It hasn’t been easy!

but so worth the JOURNEY

to overcome.

it truly does make you feel good

on the inside

Learning to Forgive

12/28/11

PoeticJourney

After taking a break from the post and coming back to it. Before Christmas I saw something in me, I had started to forgive my brother, and saw how much I needed to learn to forgive the other person I was mad with. I shouldnt’ have so much animosity in me, when I’m struggling with trying to make it day by day with my illness. having talk with my mother by somethings and I realize how my body felt when I talk about certain person. I let myself get the best of me and felt like I was choking. That was a sign to let it go and end the conversation. The post is about Learning to Forgive and how I’m a working process.

Love, poem, Poetry

What you scared of

Posted on 28 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Or you worry about

your old feelings returning

Or you scared he may

feel the same for you

You didn’t know

you hurt him back

in the day.

Years have past

And here is your chance

again

And you have found one

another all over again.

What you scared of?

Dont let your opportunity

pass you by.

These could be your second & only

chance.

What are you scared of?

Is your heart

betraying

you right now?

Do you want him?

Are you just that confuse

because your heart is

playing with you.

What you scared of?

he could be the one

and you letting your heart

get the best of you

What you scared of?

These may be your only chance

Open your heart,move

your lips to the beating of your

heart.

Tell me..

What are you scared of?

Tell him just how you feel

Tell him now, not later.

What you scared of?

It’s now or later.

Make the right choice & and

let it be known.

Shoo…

Just make the first move

Tell him what you been feeling

so tell me

What you scared of?

7/18/11

PoeticJourney

I know awhile back you read a poem I wrote that my friend http://colorfulperspectives.wordpress.com/(Risqué), inspired me to write about her situation, well I wrote this one first and since it was little too much to type up at the time. When me and her was in a chat I came up with the one I shared called https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/11/17/one-chance/.

God, poem, Poetry, song

Song In Me

Posted on 25 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I got a song in me

That needs to be heard

GOD

You are my

JOY

My Salvation

MASTER

You there when I

Need you

Yes, You Are

Thank You

The song in me

Is ready to explode

I’m ready to share HIS word

Are you READY?

for his return

Yes,he coming back

Are you READY?

The song in me

Won’t let me be quiet

Any longer

It’s beating to my heart

I have a message if you

In need

Just get on your Knees

And pray

You aren’t alone

The song in me

Is free indeed

Take his hands and

Follow him

Choose him today

12/25/11

PoeticJourney

I Hope Everyone Is Having A Bless Christmas, do enjoy and let me know what you think, actually might rewrite it to be honest, but for now I wanted to share what I have! God Bless 🙂

After reading it a few times I need some new ideas for title, I don’t know if the title fits the message. I do love feedback.

Christ, God, Jesus, Lord, poem, Poetry

Listen

Posted on 22 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Let me in

KNOCK KNOCK!

Open

Let me in

KNOCK KNOCK!

Open your heart & let me in

~ Listen~

To my words

I’m speaking to you.

Yes, you

You, you

When you going to let me in?

KNOCK KNOCK!

Quit looking around because

I’m talking to your heart!

WORD TO THE WISE

You know you not going

To live forever

How many love ones

You going to see leave the

World before you take his words

To heart.

So open your ears & and take heed

To the truth

His word will never change!

Next time you hear someone say your name

Say Yes Lord

I hear you

11/28/10

PoeticJourney

I can’t get the end to work just right! I love inputs so any ideas do leave me some feedback! God Bless 🙂

Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

My Sweet Melodies

Posted on 22 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I want to hear yah sing to me…..

I want to hear the sweet melodies…….

Baby…

Sing me a lullaby….

Baby… move your lips..

To my beating heart…

Let your lyrics pull me close….

Sing to me…..

I want to hear yah sing to me….

Let the melodies touch..

My soul..

Let me hold on to u everlasting..

ooooooo….

Sing your melodies

And I show u my heart…

Hold on its going to be a bumpy ride…

Sing me a melody…

I want to hear yah soul

reaching out, crying for me…

Let me be your music sheet….

and let my body be your instrument..

Sing me that sweet melody…

To my beating heart…

Let my moans…

release you in more ways than one…

My soul…

on fire..

Sing me a lullaby…

and move to my hips…

speak to my yearning body…

Sweet Melodies…

How sweet is the beat

of our sweating bodies..

To the sound our

own slow jam..

My Sweet Melodies….

9/15/09

PoeticJourney

Poem is dedicated to My Love Journey, after reading a few of my favorite bloggers pieces I finally decided to go head and share one of my pieces like this. I have part (2), don’t know if I will share it yet. I have a love for music, and as ya’ll know I love to write poetry. I write music and I sing as well. I have actually wrote a song for someone and maybe some more in the near future. Never know its all in GOD hands. I only write GOSPEL music if you wondering. Anyways this piece got inspired by the guy I was with at the time. I was in love with musician who I believe sing like Angel, yes I said Angel. so I just put two and two together and that’s what came up. Enjoy!

poem, Poetry

Lost Child

Posted on 17 Dec 201117 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

Mother
Mother
You have left
And I feel alone
I come to the grave
With regret and blame
In my heart
I coulda been a better
Daughter
Shoulda did right by
You
I know you gone
But here I feel so
Close to you
Mother
Mother
I wasnt ready for you
To leave

12/17/11
PoeticJourney

Working process!

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God, Wisdom

Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word of The Day)

Posted on 16 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

G.L.O.R.Y ( God Loves Our Real Yes)!!!!.. Will your heart and soul say yes? Tell God Yes…A Fresh/Real Yes!!! NO LIMITS!!!

T.G.I.F. GOOD MORNING, I HOPE EVERYEONE HAVE A BLESS AND LOVELY DAY. SO GLAD TO BE HOME AND ENJOYING MY OWN BED I MUST SAY WITH SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO CATCH UP ON BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS GET HERE.. GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

I CAN NEVER MENTION TO YOU HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU WHEN YOU THINK YOU OR ALONE. IF NOBODY EVERY SAY THEY LOVE YOU REMEMBER GOD LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE CAN LOVE YOU. NO LIMITS TO WHAT HE CAN DO FOR YOU. MANY BLESSINGS..

God, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetry

My Song

Posted on 3 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

I lay in bed with purpose

Beating in my heart.

I knew then and there

The love of my life

Was in the room with me

Holding me in his arms

You knew I would need you

Before you created me

My struggles or nothing

I’m giving them to you

I’m standing here with my arms

Lifted to you

God Almighty

I need you now

I can look back over

The years and see when

You carry me when I gave up

And died

You breathe life back in me

That’s when I realize I had a purpose

12/1/11

PoeticJourney

If you wondering about the title, you’ll see the title more then once. Its actually song titles that spoke to me, and I use them to write my heart. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

Death, family, poem, Poetry

Grandma

Posted on 3 Dec 20116 Dec 2011 by poeticjourney

It’s been over a year since

You left us.

I know you looking down

On us as we bury your

Mother.

I heard she ask about you

Before she was call home & they told

Her you we gone, they didn’t

Have the heart to say you had pass

Today was rough on the family

I didn’t have the heart to see

You one last time

The tears fell and your daughters wept

Your sons stood strong, they hurting on the

Inside.

To see them stand strong for you

Three daughters amaze me

Grandma I hope you understand

I couldn’t see you like that.

I don’t do death

But I pray you in better place

Free as a bird, and sitting in Heaven with

Granddaddy and your parents and

Two daughters, give my best friend (brother) a kiss

12/3/11

PoeticJourney

Today has being rough, I know we all have to leave one day and I’m not scared of dying I just don’t care to see you after you took your last breath. Hard to explain, I thought I could handle it today with no tears, but seem I played myself because they fell. I took a lot before I exit because it was too much. I’m so Thankful for each and every one of you who prayed for me and my family. My mom side of family is big she had 5 sisters and 6 boys. 3 girls and 6 boys left. As you read the poem my emotions was everywhere sorry about that.

Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Honestly Don’t Matter

Posted on 29 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

I’m gone…
U did it…
I walk…
U messed up…
It don’t matter….
I already said bye
u said whatever…
It don’t matter…
I’m a G…
N I know its killing you cause I don’t care…
I tried to care, but all I saw was you doing yo thing…
So I bounce & I’m good on my own…
I don’t care cause I never really love you…
I don’t care, I know you can tell now..
Everytime we talk it’s whatever n however..
And you like it wasnt even like that…
What we had wasnt anything serious
it was a journey & now its over…
I’m walking away…
Trust I’m never coming back…
I promise you these…
U had me once & now you lost me…
I died the night you screwed me over…
Did u see the blood in your hands…?
it was my soul…
Did you hear the screams in the back of you head?
It was me but you was so caught up you didn’t even give
a care…
I’m not mad… I’m just over it & I’m so gone…
It honestly don’t matter n
I honestly don’t care about you

3/10/10

PoeticJourney

As you can see this poem was writen a few years ago, and since I’m on a JOURNEY I wanted to share it. I may go back and forth and share poems from the past present and whatnot. I learn to deal with things a little differntly I can honestly say I’m glad I got a better understanding and relationship with GOD.