Depression
I’m losing my mind
And maybe the battle
To FIGHT
I never felt like I couldn’t
Just keep going
I’m Down
Crying
Voices in my head
Questioning me,
They know I’m better then this
Riding in the care on the
Ride home
I cried
Only GOD know my pain
And saw my tears.
I plan on balling up in
Bed and sleeping the day
Away.
THANK GOD
For creating paper & pen
Ima need it more now
I’m losing it
I’m scared
I should wait for confirmation
Depression has move in and
I believe coldness has return to
Replace my joyful soul.
Depression
Lives here now
11/18/11
PoeticJourney
More update to my doctor visit, didn’t go so well. Yes I had to get stuck, so I’m waiting on my blood count that’s not why I wrote the poem. I’m really trying not to go into depression. Me and GOD have/is/will be talking. Its always good to talk with him. My doctor wants to know why I have so many different antibiotics and want to check to see if I have any of disease like lupus or whatever. I sort of went deaf ear when he was naming them. I was crush. I’m trying to stay strong. I being through a lot so I can know I can overcome this right? Also talk about getting a port, still up for debate since I so didn’t know it was surgery. But he said I would be sleep, Okay so I ask him would I be sleep. Lol
