Posted in 2013, Christ, God, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Not looking back

Something tells me were not meant to be anymore..
I’m strong enough not to cry anymore…
Tears wont bring you back to me..
I tried to hold on to something that wasn’t meant to be…
Who am I kidding?
I know my worth?
I’m a CHILD OF GOD!
I should be treated so much better…
I shouldn’t have to wait …
To you make time for me…
Idk why I’m doing this to myself. ..
I may love you…
You may care..
Doesn’t mean we need to be a couple …
I need to be myself…
Find myself in CHRIST..
Right now I’m lost …
Blind by your misguided trust .
I have to do this on my own..
I know my FATHER wont abandon me..
I know my value…
I pray you know yours …
I’m not looking back…
Its time move on…
Closing the chapter of us..
And preparing myself
For someone worthy
When I’m ready…
11/22/13
PJ

I have had a lot on my mind lately. Wanted to share it with you all. Dedicated it to Love Journey, do enjoy it. Let me know what you all think. My friend (Red)http://glimpsesofred.wordpress.com/, gave me the title to my poem, she is on my blog roll if you would like to visit her blog.

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Posted in Faith, family, God, poem, Poetry

Confuse Heart


CONFUSE HEART
A CHILDS PAIN
MOTHER WALKING OUT
TO NEVER SEE THERE
CHILD AGAIN..
A SINGLE MOTHER
HOLDING IT DOWN…
WITH HATERS ON HER
BACK..
THE DEVIL TALKING
IN ONE EAR…
CONFUSE HEART
QUESTIONING HER,
IF SHE DOING THE
RI THING
A YOUNG MAN
IN PAIN..
SHOULDA, COULDA, WOULDA..
IN HIS EAR…
SOMEONE’S DYING
WITHOUT LOVE ONE’S
AROUND THEM TO
SAY I LOVE YOU
AND SEE YOU AGAIN…
CONFUSE HEART…
A BITTERLESS SCORN
WOMAN FIGHTING
A LOSING BATTLE
A YOUNG COUPLE
SAYING I DO,
FOR THE FIRST AND
LAST TIME..
AND DIES THE SAME NITE..
THEY SAYING THE LEFT
US TO SOON…
PARENTS FALLEN APART
CAUSE THERE BABY GONE
SOMEONE HAVING A CHILD IN THE NAME
OF LOVE
A MAN OF GOD
PREACHING THE WORD…
HIS SON RUNNING..
FROM THE COPS, CAUSE
HE WAS RIGHT AND THEY
WAS WRONG…
THE MAN OF GOD
CRYING OUT HIS COMING..
THE YOUNG MAN DOWN ON
THE GROUND WITH 4 BULLETS
IN HIM…
A BABY WATCHING THIS
DADDY NO!
MOM IS BREAKING DOWN”
IN TEARS..
SOMEONE RUNNING TO THERE SIDE…
THE MAN OF GOD
PRAYING…
TEARS OF PAIN..
HE KNOWS HE LOST
SOMEONE HE LOVE..
CONFUSE HEART…
SOMEONE IN THE STREET
RUNNING TO THE CHURCH…
TO LET HIM KNOW..
THE BITTER WOMAN DYING ON HER
DEATH BED ALONE..
PRAYING TO GOD..
THE MAN OF GOD
TAKING THE NEWS AND STAYING
STRONG FOR THE CHURCH
AND HIS FAMILY
THE WIFE BREAKING DOWN..
SCREAMING MY BABY
SO MUCH PAIN
THE YOUNG MAN DEAD FR TELLING
THEM HE WASNT THE MAN
THEY WAS LOOKING FOR..
DIED FOR ANOTHER MAN CRIME,
HE GET TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY..
HE WAS RUNNING CAUSE HIS BABY
IS DYING…
THE DRUG STORE CLOSE IN 5 MINS…
SO MUCH PAIN
DO YOU FEEL IT?
THE MAN OF GOD
GOING HOME TO PRAY…
FOR:
THE CHILD WHO JUST WATCH
THERE MOTHER WALK OUT,
THE MOTHER WHO DOING IT ALONE,
THE CONFUSE HEART,
THE YOUNG MAN IN PAIN
THEΒ  DYING BITTER WOMAN,
THE YOUNG COUPLES PARENTS…
CONFUSE HEART…
HIS PRAYING
FOR EVERYONE PAIN BUT HIS…
HIS FAITH IN GOD
LEADS HIM TO KNOW
SON IM HERE…
WHEN YOU SAW
ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS
I WAS CARRYING YOU..
CONFUSE HEART
LEARNING TO PUT THERE FAITH
AND TRUST IN GOD..

4/13/09

PoeticJourney

Wrote this poem a few years ago as you can see, but don’t believe I’ll keep the title I have down for it.Β  If something jump out at you for the title do let me know. Do enjoy and God Bless πŸ™‚

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