“When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile”
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My Pain
My pain,
you can’t see
Do they not
understand,
I hurt in
the same way?
Why must I suffer
because of stupidity
I know they thinking
nothing wrong, she
here for the meds.
The pain
I have, they should
walk a mile
in my shoes
Are we not the
same?
Look pass my outer
Laying here
tossing & turning
Praying
The pain
I have is driving me
crazy
Do they not understand
I hate this place
Don’t I tense up
every time a needle
is mention.
I know they got
to be tired of seen me
trust it goes both ways.
My pain
they don’t understand
nor believes.
Oh your blood count is good
and everything else is fine
Lets send her home.
I swear they love seen
me coming back
to this EVIL PLACE
I wish they could
understand and treat me
with RESPECT..
GOD
I know you in Control
and you know my pain
Praise God
for a doctor
who understands,
a friend
who always there
a nurse
who never forsake me
Praise GOD
he knows My Pain
1/19/12
PoeticJourney
I’m so thankful for everyone kind and encouraging words, and letting me know you still praying for me. Yesterday morning I woke up around 12 and my whole body was hurting, I couldn’t move. I got up and fell back down on my bed. Took me turning and tossing in my bed for like 4 hrs to get back right so I could sleep. I still wasnt feeling my best when I did my post yesterday. The poem is inspired about what happen and etc…
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. I Peter 2:9 NO LIMITS!!!!
Good Morning! Its T.G.I.F! Another Bless Friday! I Do Hope Each & Everyone Of You Have A Bless Day! Truly No Limits to what GOD can do!
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
My dear brothers/sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be Quick to LISTEN, SLOW to speak and SLOW to become angry. James 1:19(NIV)…NO LIMITS!!!
Good Morning,Another Bless Day & Its Almost The Weekend! Not feeling my best, had a rough night, so I hope each and everyone of you have a Bless Day! God Bless 🙂
Thought Of The Day!!!
“No one can arrive from being talented alone, work transforms talent into genius.”
-Anna Pavlova
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
No, I’m not in the hospital, I use numbers and count the days when I’m in hospital. Since I have been out, I haven’t been feeling my best. I’m trying not to stress because hey we all know what stress can truly do to our bodies. It ain’t pretty sight! I’m more worry about my blood count then anything right now. Its been long time since I haven’t had to get transfusion, my count wasn’t all that high. I’m use to leaving hospital with either high 8 or 9 and last month it was 10. It kept going up to even when I visit my primary doctor. When I did visit the hospital the first time it was sort of high 8, but it drop to low 7 since I was in so much pain and it was going up to it reach 7.8 then a little bit more. So you think I should be, NEGATIVE. So since I’m not feeling my best, I was told to make a doctor appointment with my Primary Doctor. I already knew that wasnt going to happen, since I can get to his office on time and still be in there for almost four hours if not exactly four hours. If you wonder what the heck he be doing, you truly not alone. So I made the appointment with my hemoglobin doctor. If I have to get transfusion, I plan on going for the port ASAP, I can’t take no more sticking and poking.
I started my JOURNEY with sharing my illness with ya’ll because I wanted to spread more AWARENESS on my illness. I must say I haven’t done a good job at all. Seems either I’m sick or school or you know we had the lovely holidays last year. I know I still have to do a post to explain what exactly it does and you know all that good stuff. I know everyone doesn’t know what it is exactly. I believe before I continue sharing my illness, I should share a post about it, and do trust me its coming very soon. I’m still struggling with catching up with my studies and staying on top of it. I hate when I’m behind and it takes forever to catch up, seems like that all I’m doing to be honest and its showing in my grades. So not happy when I’m so close to been done with my associate degree. I plan on getting my bachelor once I graduate. Off the topic, but wanted to share that little bit info with you all. I do hope everyone is having a BLESS Day/Night! God Bless
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
NO weapon that is FORMED against YOU shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against YOU in judgment thou shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness which is of me, saith the LORD. Isaiah 54:17…NO LIMITS
Good Morning, I Do Hope Everyone Have A Bless & Glorious Day/Night! God Is Good! God Bless 🙂
Laying In Bed
Laying In bed
tossing & turning
Trying to get right
Laying quietly in
my room
I heard babies crying,
while some are playing.
Poor littles one in pain
Pain so intense
I couldn’t sleep.
Praying just to get
some Zzzz’s
I.V in sore spot
driving me crazy
As my pain intense
so does the I.V
Laying in bed
Tossing & Turning
Thanking
GOD
for never leaving me!
Morning came
new nurses arrived
he showed me to never
lose FAITH
Laying in bed
oxygen on point
blood pressure
not looking so good
Tossing & Turning
praying to be able to
go home soon and
be pain-free
1/17/12
PoeticJourney
As you can see I had a lot on my mind. I know for a fact I will be adding more to it, if I don’t get to busy with homework.
Thought of the Day!!!
To follow, without halt, one aim: There’s the secret of success.
-Anna Pavlova
Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of The Day)
ALERT—Don’t DIE in your TRANSITION!!! I speak life/refreshing to your spirit..your soul…your body….your mind. ARISE!!!
Good Afternoon, Another Bless & Glorious Day! God Is So Good! I do hope ya’ll have a Bless Day! Thank for all the kind comments and prayers! I’m so touch by them. God Bless 🙂
Poets Afterthought 