I know I mention I receive good news yesterday 🙂 The good news was I went home, so I spent the rest of the day with my family. I was so glad to see my little lady , her little face lit up. She was so upset about leaving school that she was crying, she stop when she saw me. It truly made my day coming home, I must admit. I told the doctor I was ready to go home either way if I was hurting or not. Let me tell I meant it. A week in the hospital was long enough for me. I must admit I did have cute doctor, the man I saw the first night I was put in. I was excited to hear my blood count went up a little bit more. Thank God. It didn’t get check the night before, and I was off the fluid the day before for four hours, so who knows it might have made a difference. I must admit I did have a good Valentine, going home and being with the one’s I love. Nothing is better than that. In my book that the perfect Valentine. 🙂 For the first time since I have been in hospital I haven’t really been in the mood to post or comment through my ordeal. I must admit it has been one of my not so good experience in a long time. That truly says a lot. I’m not going to bore you with long story, I know you all getting tired of reading about my experience in the hospital. SO I leave it as that. Thank you all for your encouraging words and prayers, truly meant/means a lot to me. Kept me going! God Bless 🙂
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Day 3, Quick Update
I’m back to share how it all went down today. OMG im so sore where I got my port at so its hurts to really move and to type, so this will be short post. I haven’t had the chance to make it to my comments so do bare with me. I’m not ignoring you. I have a nice nurse tonight, his name is Alex. His a funny guy 🙂 I was so glad to have something to drink, I can’t even tell you what all I had to drink. Of course I was excited about eating as well. I finish my subway sandwich it was good. I’m so thankful for all your prayers and comments. They truly mean a lot to me. Oh yea a little good news is I find out a few hours ago my blood count is going back up! YAY! still low but not low as it was the other day. Something tells me I’m forgetting something, if that the case I make sure to mention it tomorrow lord will. Many Blessings 2 each and every one of you! 🙂 Oh yea I must admit I have been getting much sleep since I been back from surgery. I got to meet the doctor earlier today before it came down to have the surgery, such a nice man. And plenty of nice nurses as well. 🙂
Doctor Appointment
Good Afternoon,
and welcome to my JOURNEY, I know I mention in my Word to the Wise, that had doctor appointment. I’m here to let you know how it went. It went sort of good! YAY! I mention to him, that I’m ready to go for port, because hey your girl is getting tired of getting stick when it comes to things like that. So they or checking into information before I go in for it. I’m little nervous but it’s good I won’t feel it when the time comes, and its a lot easy on my body. I have so many scars on my arms when it comes to sticking me. I actually have a poem call Scars,that talks about it. http://poeticjourney251.com/2011/12/14/scars/ Make sure you click the link to read it. The doctor ask me do I believe I need transfusion, since it was still low. Tell me how come my doctor thinks its low when its 8,but the fools at the E.R don’t. That be another story for another time. Well been home for a while actually waking up from a much needed nap. I got a call saying I need transfusion, its starting to drop once again. I must say I’m hoping that since I’m getting transfusion now, that I wont have to see inside hospital month coming up. I have to pray about it and wouldn’t mind if you all prayed as well. 🙂 So I have to go in later today so they can stick me once again. Sighs, I do pray and hope they have good luck finding a vein. Since I was in the hospital a few weeks ago, someone stuck me in not so good place and have knot to show for it. If you new to joining my JOURNEY, I have Sickle Cell Anemia. They want to me to get the transfusion tomorrow, but I know for a fact that I’m not going to enjoy this. I have to go through a lot before I can actually get the transfusion, that my only main problem right now. Sighs, moving on time to throw all my worries in my school work. I’ll shall keep you all posted on what happen when it happen. 🙂
I’m so thankful for all the prayers from each and every one of you! Truly means a lot to me. 🙂 I do hope each and every one of you having a Bless Day
Home
I’m finally home and enjoying the comfort of my bed, have been here since I got home from the hospital. Been catching up on my assignments, since I really couldn’t do anything while been in the hospital. I have so many awards to respond to, and I’ll get around to them eventually. First thing first is to get caught up with my school work, I have a few more weeks with this semester and then I’m good to go for a few weeks. I should be done by this summer so I can graduate in the FALL. I finally fix my emails so once I’m done catching up with school I’ll get around to reading post and commenting and liking as well. I would say a week tops, but it could be more. I’m still not feeling my best, but I’m glad to be home, so I’m not going to complain. Must say it was real warm today when I left the hospital, the first day it have actually been warm. YAY! Extremely cold right now but I’m under the covers and my heater is on.
I have no thoughts for today or Love Journey post, well actually I do but haven’t really been motivated to actually get to typing and whatnot. But hopefully tomorrow I have it going again. I know I got to be leaving something out but I can’t think what it is right now, because I’m so sleepy and my bed is calling me. Like to thank each and every one of you who have prayed for me, left me message here,twitter,email. Really touch my heart and brought a smile to my face. HOPE EVERYONE HAVE A BLESS NIGHT! GOD BLESS 🙂
Update(Doctor Appointment)
I receive some good news, so I don’t have lupus and that’s real good to know. I’m not happy about how long t took my primary doctor to fax some information over that I needed to see the doctor. Last time I saw him was before Christmas I was back there and now have made it back to  the waiting room, while waiting for them to get with it. Lets just say I wasn’t happy about how everything was going. Have you ever wonder why doctor office are always cold? Well I have, I would think it be warm since its hella cold outside. Sound like they trying to send me back to E.R, but hey that’s just me over thinking the situations. What do ya’ll think? I finally left, so hopefully I wont get a bill talking about my insurance wont cover it and I have to pay whatever crazy amount. I know for a fact I have to act a fool. Another plus side of the situation is that the doctor was nice looking man. 🙂 I had to share that little info! He gave me pamphlet about Lupus, I’m just glad I don’t have it. THANK GOD FOR AMAZING GOD WE SERVE. GOD IS TRULY GOOD ALL THE TIME. THANK EVERYONE WHO HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR ME! I never imagine my JOURNEY taking me through this, but I must say I’m so glad to have ya’ll as a support system. I don’t know what I would do without ya’ll!
OAN: I’m feeling much better today, then yesterday. Thank God! Please do give me time to catch up on approving comments, and visiting blogs. God Bless 🙂
~Welcome to 2012~
I like to say Thank for joining my JOURNEY(2011), and for sticking with me and been my support system when I needed it. A Blessing to me, when I truly thought I couldn’t deal with alone, sometimes we need help, even when we think we can handle it.
“THE JOURNEY IS THE REWARD” Saw the quote today while I was out with my mom, but not sure whose it by and wanted to share it with ya’ll, honestly I don’t think I have come across the quote before.
Also like to thank you all for the prayers for me, my family and friends. I do pray for each and every one of you. I heard from one friend her mother is doing much better and also says thank you for the prayers. GOD IS GOOD. I hope & pray each and every one of you made it into 2012 safe & sound! Many Blessings 🙂
I been reading my messages as they came in today, but couldn’t respond to them since for some odd reason my data wasnt working like I would like it. I have a lot of reading and catching up on. I actually had a good day. I got to see my cousin who has been gone for a long time. It was good to hear from her and to see her. I can’t wait to see how 2012 go for all of us. A post without a poem. I so can’t believe it. lol
God Bless Each & Everyone Of You!
God Is Good
I decided to break down and call the doctor office! Heads up around this time last year I had experience losing two love one’s and recovering from my oh so favorite place! Anyways the nurse call me back with good news! All I could say is THANK GOD! If you wondering what my blood count was, it was 7.9! Good Enough for me! I have bn praying and my family the same! Im still worry about what my doctor said, but wont know anything to appointment set up and I go in and you know the rest! Everyone keep reminding me GOD IS IN CONTROL! I actually came to terms with that after having good talk with GOD! Im still scared but I know it’s all in his hands! My God Is Good!
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Depression(Doc.Update)
Depression
I’m losing my mind
And maybe the battle
To FIGHT
I never felt like I couldn’t
Just keep going
I’m Down
Crying
Voices in my head
Questioning me,
They know I’m better then this
Riding in the care on the
Ride home
I cried
Only GOD know my pain
And saw my tears.
I plan on balling up in
Bed and sleeping the day
Away.
THANK GOD
For creating paper & pen
Ima need it more now
I’m losing it
I’m scared
I should wait for confirmation
Depression has move in and
I believe coldness has return to
Replace my joyful soul.
Depression
Lives here now
11/18/11
PoeticJourney
More update to my doctor visit, didn’t go so well. Yes I had to get stuck, so I’m waiting on my blood count that’s not why I wrote the poem. I’m really trying not to go into depression. Me and GOD have/is/will be talking. Its always good to talk with him. My doctor wants to know why I have so many different antibiotics and want to check to see if I have any of disease like lupus or whatever. I sort of went deaf ear when he was naming them. I was crush. I’m trying to stay strong. I being through a lot so I can know I can overcome this right?  Also talk about getting a port, still up for debate since I so didn’t know it was surgery. But he said I would be sleep, Okay so I ask him would I be sleep. Lol
Update
I’m home, and doing much better than I was. I have little pain every now and then not as bad as it was before I went into the hospital. I’m so glad to be home.  Since I’m home as you can see I want mention days etc as if I was still in the hospital. I don’t want ya’ll thinking I want pity or whatnot. I suppose to be enjoying my weeks off from school, but I have two tests to make up and my final of my Research Paper Due. I do not like the D’s in my English and Psychology class. That’s what zeros’ get you. So I have to make a doctor appointment with my hemoglobin doctor, I will be making a post about that very shortly so I want go into much detail about it right now. But back in September after I got out the hospital and went to see him I was happy to get good news about not having to see him to the New Year. As we  all know the New Year isn’t here quite yet, so little o’ me have to see him. I see him Friday, so I will have post letting you all know how it go. I hope it goes well, I’m praying it does. I’m asking for prayers, if ya’ll don’t mind praying for me some more. If not I do understand. Oh yea if ya’ll haven’t figure out from my post I hate doctors and hospitals as well as needles and anything to do with it. I only go see my doctor or even the hospital meaning E.R if I’m feeling bad. Yea I know that’s not good in my case. Let me tell ya’ll a secret I don’t like getting stuck, I hate needles. I hate when people don’t know what they doing. I have memories of turning blue, black because they hurt me so bad because they were so careless. I remember crying so bad because I was in so much pain I had young guy come in the room who was also in the hospital and try to calm me down, Let me tell you something it didn’t work. I don’t trust peoples who have needles in their hands. I ask tons of questions. I have only a few nurses I will let touch me and not mess my face up. I’m supposed to be updating ya’ll on how I’m doing and I’m telling ya’ll my experience I see what my adopted daughter means I need to learn to stay on subject. Loll! Well I felt like it was the only chance I would want to tell the story so I had to share it with ya’ll. As I was saying at the beginning of my post doing much better just have the headaches which could be the death of me no joke. They or in painful and the medication they have me on doesn’t do anything for me. I enjoy the good days or hours while I can
Update
As of now, im on a break to next week! Studying for final and finishing my research paper. Will do my Word Of Wisdom, but thats it. Now if I get inspire thats another story. Will read post and comments as they come in or when I get time. Remember Daylight Saving time, so dont forget the clock. Im still under the weather but Im still pressing on! I Hope All Is Well With Everyone! God Bless!
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Poets Afterthought 