Poetry – Page 28 – Poets Afterthought

Love, poem, Poetry

Betrayal

Posted on 19 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

I tried to stand strong and not care

I quit thinking of you

I lost all sense of you

Had one second to reminisce

And I remember my heart

Long for you so long ago

Who do I bother?

I prefer you send me text

Don’t Call

I’m not longing for your voice

Only want to if you well & alive

My heart betrayed me

His sweet melodies spoke

To me

Oh how I miss him singing

~betrayal~

In the worse possible way

I don’t understand why he toys

With me

I’m the yo-yo & he have the string

Up & down we go even

Sometimes around

Year ago I thought I had

To fight for you

I was wrong

Months ago I knew you was

Against me

As I lay in hospital bed

On oxygen

Did I ever hear from you?

~Betrayal~

I’m ashamed I’m the only

One to blame.

11/16/11
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God, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Thankful

No Limits

Posted on 19 Nov 201119 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

NO LIMITS

To what God can do

For me

Why Am I

Freaking out & and letting

The devil win

NO LIMITS

THANK GOD

For NO LIMITS

No matter what I’m going

Thru, I can always

Give it to him

NO LIMITS

To what he can do

I let myself break down

I been thru so much

And he hasn’t left me

THANK GOD

NO LIMITS

11/18/11

PoeticJourney

I had a weak moment yesterday, but have been working on this title for a while but I went through ordeal yesterday had got snap back in reality. Thank y’all for your encouraging words and prayers. Truly Blessing. God Bless 🙂

My Journey, poem, Poetry, Update

Depression(Doc.Update)

Posted on 18 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

Depression

I’m losing my mind

And maybe the battle

To FIGHT

I never felt like I couldn’t

Just keep going

I’m Down

Crying

Voices in my head

Questioning me,

They know I’m better then this

Riding in the care on the

Ride home

I cried

Only GOD know my pain

And saw my tears.

I plan on balling up in

Bed and sleeping the day

Away.

THANK GOD

For creating paper & pen

Ima need it more now

I’m losing it

I’m scared

I should wait for confirmation

Depression has move in and

I believe coldness has return to

Replace my joyful soul.

Depression

Lives here now

11/18/11

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More update to my doctor visit, didn’t go so well. Yes I had to get stuck, so I’m waiting on my blood count that’s not why I wrote the poem. I’m really trying not to go into depression. Me and GOD have/is/will be talking. Its always good to talk with him. My doctor wants to know why I have so many different antibiotics and want to check to see if I have any of disease like lupus or whatever. I sort of went deaf ear when he was naming them. I was crush. I’m trying to stay strong. I being through a lot so I can know I can overcome this right? Also talk about getting a port, still up for debate since I so didn’t know it was surgery. But he said I would be sleep, Okay so I ask him would I be sleep. Lol

poem, Poetry, Quotes

One Chance

Posted on 17 Nov 201117 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

All I want is

Once Chance

Prove to me

You care

Show me

I’m the one

Let me know

No other person is

Here but me

Only one Chance

Love me

As I love you

Move me as I touch

You

Wake me as I shake

Something

All I want

Is that Chance

11/17/11

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Inspiration: http://colorfulperspectives.wordpress.com/(Risqué), she is my friend so you might want to check her out. She is new at blogging. We were having a chat about well as you read the poem you will know. Someone was having guy problems. 🙂

family, poem, Poetry

Falling Soldier

Posted on 16 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

I came across a friend’s facebook page

Which is dedicated to him?

My heart was broken as the tears

Roll down my face.

All I could remember was

The fun and good times we

Had in High School

Every time we saw each other

In the hallway he would hug me

Falling Soldier

He lost his leg fighting for us

They gave him a purple

Heart.

He returns home a different man

It’s been over a year since he left us.

I’m missing him every day

The day of the news crush me

I find out on facebook.

I had to make sure they was talking

About the same guy I grew

Up with.

~Crying Now~

I know God had to call him home

It was his time.

It just hurt so many people

And broke their hearts.

A mom still in mourning

A sister still longing for

A hug from big brother

A little brother

Lost without his brother

Anymore.

~Falling Soldier~

I miss you

Wish you was still here

On EARTH with us

You’ll always be in my heart.

I’m longing for one of your hugs

Wish I had said goodbye the

Correct way.

I wasn’t ready to say bye

~Falling Soldier ~

10/14/11

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I know recently Veteran Day pass and I was in the hospital so I’m dedicating the poem. Right now I’m speechless so I can’t really say much. Took a lot to write and actually took a lot out of me to share. I’m so THANKFUL for the men and women who FIGHT for us. Many Blessings 2 Them God Bless 🙂

My Journey, poem, Poetry

Dose of Reality

Posted on 16 Nov 201116 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

It dawn on me

No matter, how many times

I tell myself I don’t need this,

My body tells my other words.

Dose of Reality

2 Dose in morning

Sometimes 3 or 4

Depends on pain

Another Dose 2 hour later

Dose of Reality

Is starting to settle in

3 Doses before I call it a night

Sometimes 2 or 4

Dose of Reality

Isn’t looking good to me

11/16/11

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I was starting to get use to the face I was only taking one medication a day. Matter of fact I was loving it. A few months ago crush my little world of happiness. 😦 Oh yea do not think by any mean thats all I take, that the nice side of it all.

poem, Poetry

Not Promise

Posted on 14 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

I’m laying in bed

Catching up on facebook status

So many losing someone they love

Time is not promise to no one

I think of the song by

MJ: Gone to SOON

We ask ourselves

Why they leave us

I didn’t tell them I love them

One more time

If only I could just touch them

See they smiling faces

I know life isn’t promises to anyone

It breaks my heart to read about

How someone choose to

End another person life

One person waiting on

Confirmation on a

Love one

They know they not going to make it

All they have is memories, pictures

Death Is All Around Us

Make me think back

When I was in the hospital

The nurse told me she lost a patient

It hurts to lose someone

Another young lady just lost her

Grandfather, just told my friend

Sorry for her lost and she in my prayers

And that we love her

Death Is around Us

11/13/11

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My Journey, poem, Poetry

Headaches

Posted on 13 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

You come and go

so intense

that you make me run and hide

into the dark

Some call them migraines

and some sinus headaches

I call them pain in my butt

As I lay in the dark

The throbbing intensifies

bring tears to my eyes

headaches

pain

eruption

bomb

lava

explodes

The way you make me feel

11/12/11

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In case you wondering with the extra words at the end, umm thats how I feel when I have my headaches. I feel like my head is about to explode. NO JOKE!!!

God, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Struggles

Posted on 13 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

Im struggling to come to turns
On how to deal
With the issue
At hand
I have struggle
To fight
I have struggle
To forgive & forget
Im struggling
With the issue at hand
Im crying
Im screaming
Yelling
Im struggling
Please dont give up on me
I struggle
With his death, he was so young
I struggle
With trust,
Believing
All im asking
Is not to give up on me!
God
I need You
I want You
I love how you never gave up
On me
I struggle
With so much
But you never forsake me

11/10/11
Poeticjourney

I actually wrote this while in hospital. The medicine and pain had me thinking! I never though I would want to share so much of me through blogging. I deleted the poem so many times!

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poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Pain

Posted on 10 Nov 201110 Nov 2011 by poeticjourney

In my body
Here & there
From head & toe
One minute its
Gone & Hello
Its back
Tears of pain
Needles, doctors
Nurses
So much pain
Someone dying in the
Room next door
A young lady giving birth
On the second floor
Tears of joy
So much pain
Around me

11/10/11
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