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Missing You

I enjoy you over the pass few days

you brought a smile to my face

and joy to my heart

Oh how I miss you

Today I wish you was here

to embrace me with your

love.

I’m stuck daydreaming

of warm weather

to brighten up my

spirit

I’m Missing You

1/24/12

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You Got Me

How many time’s

can I fall in love

with you?

I keep telling

myself

I’m done & you

can’t me weak

But

Everytime I hear

you sing its like

you talking to my

heart.

You got me hypnotize

and under spell

Boy you got me

hook as your

lyrics pull me

in.

1/23/12

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This poem is dedicated to Love Journey, couldn’t make up which poem I wanted to share! It was time to share some new poems, didn’t want you all thinking I was just hurt all the time when it came to love. I should have the other part done sometime tomorrow.

Oh yea not sure If I keep the title of the poem, if you have ideal please do share! God Bless

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry

Shoulda,Coulda,Woulda

You my shoulda, coulda, woulda

hell.. you have become my

joy that I saw you for the real

person you…

To late to say…

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda..

When you had me you didn’t

appreciate me..

Now I done move on

I’m glad to be with someone….

to love and cherish me

You crying and saying she

wont love u like I did….

I pray she don’t love like you…

Your love poison my soul…

Your infidelity destroyed me

I’m glad I finally move on..

So to your Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

You shoulda

cherish me when you had me

I coulda bn the one to heal your

damage and sick soul..

I woulda bn your rock to the

day we died..

You made me..

Your hubby..

Your friend..

when you already gave that

to another man..

You told me it was over and

now you knock up with his baby…

Did you honestly think

I would be your man??

You lied…

broke me down..

I was a pimp and

half a man..

Now im a King and

have recovery the

rest of me..

Damn I see I really

didn’t know you…

The age of a woman…

A mind of a child…

Dats truly insult to the

ones who don’t act

the way you do…

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

Your obsession is an illness…

Cant you see I don’t give a damn for you…

It’s A shame you playing the fool that you

try so hard to replace me with…

You saying and Doing everything..

in your power to win me back…

Damn shame.. I don’t want you…

When will you get the picture and move

on…

Your stupidity is an Illness…

7/17/19/09
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Another poem dedicated to My Love Journey, its actually inspired by true events, but feel like I left something out, but could be wrong. You be judge and let me know.

Posted in God, poem, Poetry

Prayer

This prayer isn’t for me

it’s for anyone who is going

through hard times

Thinking that GOD

has abandon them

This prayer is a cry

to reach them and

bring them closer to

GOD

This prayers

is for change

So much is going on

around us.

Either get down on your knees

or just pray where you at

We have so many that’s in need

of prayer today & everyday

My friend mom is not looking

good right now, they waiting

for her to die.

Pray for anyone who is going

through a lost of a love one

Pray for someone who is crying

out for attention

This prayer is

for you, you,you

Today take a few minutes

out your day and pray for the

one’s who truly in need.

This prayer

is for lost son

who have lost his way

A prayer for a mother

in need.

Someone in need of a breakthrough

This Prayer is

YOU

God Bless

1/20/12

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I may not be feeling my best, but I know I’m not the only one in need of a prayer, so I’m praying for everyone around me. I hope you all do the same as well.

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

I hate the way you got me feeling

CANT EVEN GET U OFF MY MIND..

 THE NITE WE SAID BYE N YOU PISS ME OFF

 I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HATED U,

 FOR MAKING ME CARE FOR YOU SO DANG MUCH

 AND I CANT GET U OUT MY SYSTEM..

 I KNEW I COULD NEVER HAVE YOU, CAUSE

 U WAS SO FAR AWAY N I WOULD NEVER

 EASE UR PAIN OR HOLD YOU….

 I NEVER WANTED TO CARE FOR U….

 HELL I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO LOVE U…

 LOVE BRING NOTHING BUT PAIN N I HATE IT..

 WAT HAPPEN TO ME BEEN COLD HEARTED,

 U CHANGE ME IN SO MANY WAYS THEN ONE

 I THANK GOD FOR U…. N NOW IM THINKING

 WAT DA HELL WAS I THINKING WHEN I LET U IN..

 NOW U GOT ME LISTING TO GONE BY NSYNC…

I MISS U SINGING IT TO ME..

 IM TIRED OF CRYING…

I WANTED TO TELL U SO MANY THINGS

 N ITS TO LATE CAUSE I KNOW ITS OVER

 I DONT EVEN WANT TO TRY ANYMORE…

 2 PEEPS ALIKE CANT MAKE IT HAPPEN…

MY PROUD GOT ME…

SO I KNOW IM NOT STEPPING TO SAY I MISS U….

MY HEART GOT ME ALL MESS UP RI NOW…

RI NOW I WISH I NEVER MET U CAUSE I

WOULD BE STILL TOUGH AND SLEEPING EASY

AT NIGHT, NOT WORRYING BOUT NO MAN…

I KNOW IN DUE TIME IM GOING TO BE BACK THE SAME…

I PRAY FOR THAT DAY TO COME NOW…

 GOTTA GET U OUT MY SYSTEM….

 GOTTA TO GET MY GRIND BACK…

GOTTA GET MY I DONT GIVE A DAMN ATTITUDE BACK

 LOVE MAKES ME WEAK TO WATS NOT REAL…

 WATS LOVE?

 HELL IT AINT NOTHING…

 IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT… LOL..

 I THANK GOD I NEVER TOLD YOU I LOVE U.

 I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME FEEL IT AGAIN

 EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A MINUTE..

 HE WAS LETTING ME KNOW TO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE

 THANK GOD FOR SHOWING ME WAT I NEEDED TO SEE….

I THANK HIM FOR MELTING MY SOUL

 EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A SEASON…

U GOT MY HEART BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES…

 WOW…

 FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK TOGETHER THESE TIME.

 U WAS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A MAN…

 NOW I KNOW I DONT WANT IT…

IM GOOD BY MY DANGSELF….

DEUCE

3/10/08

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Another poem to add to my Love Journey, its like you get to learn a little bit more about my heart while growing up to who I am today. You get to see where my question comes from and how I came with the title My Love Journey!  Do enjoy! If you curious about the song I mention up above, this the same guy I say got voice of Angel. So don’t think nothing crazy because I choose that song. lol We actually have a lot of songs in common we like to sing to one another.

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Don’t Tell Me

You care if you only

here for a season…

 Dont tell me

 You want to be here

 if you only feel sorry

 I don’t need you Just,

Dont tell me

you love me,

 when u don’t mean it

 Dont tell me

 You care cause that’s what

 you think I want to hear

 Dont tell me

 You sorry,

 cause we both know da truth

 DOnt tell me

 something you think

I want to hear…

2/19/08

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Another ole poem dedicated to my Love Journey!

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Pain

My pain,

you can’t see

Do they not

understand,

I hurt in

the same way?

Why must I suffer

because of stupidity

I know they thinking

nothing wrong, she

here for the meds.

The pain

I have, they should

walk a mile

in my shoes

Are we not the

same?

Look pass my outer

Laying here

tossing & turning

Praying

The pain

I have is driving me

crazy

Do they not understand

I hate this place

Don’t I tense up

every time a needle

is mention.

I know they got

to be tired of seen me

trust it goes both ways.

My pain

they don’t understand

nor believes.

Oh your blood count is good

and everything else is fine

Lets send her home.

I swear they love seen

me coming back

to this EVIL PLACE

I wish they could

understand and treat me

with RESPECT..

GOD

I know you in Control

and you know my pain

Praise God

for a doctor

who understands,

a friend

who always there

a nurse

who never forsake me

Praise GOD

he knows My Pain

1/19/12

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I’m so thankful for everyone kind and encouraging words, and letting me know you still praying for me. Yesterday morning I woke up around 12 and my whole body was hurting, I couldn’t move. I got up and fell back down on my bed. Took me turning and tossing in my bed for like 4 hrs to get back right so I could sleep. I still wasnt feeling my best when I did my post yesterday. The poem is inspired about what happen and etc…

 

 

Posted in My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Laying In Bed

Laying In bed

tossing & turning

Trying to get right

Laying quietly in

my room

I heard babies crying,

while some are playing.

Poor littles one in pain

Pain so intense

I couldn’t sleep.

Praying just to get

some Zzzz’s

I.V in  sore spot

driving me crazy

As my pain intense

so does the I.V

Laying in bed

Tossing & Turning

Thanking

GOD

 for never leaving me!

Morning came

new nurses arrived

he showed me to never

lose FAITH

Laying in bed

oxygen on point

blood pressure

not looking so good

Tossing & Turning

praying to be able to

go home soon and

be pain-free

1/17/12

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As you can see I had a lot on my mind. I know for a fact I will be adding more to it, if I don’t get to busy with homework.

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Say Goodbye

Is one of da hardest things to do…
But here it goes….
Im done tryn to give u a chance…
It was fun while it lasted…
Ima do me n u da same…
Time will tell….
Give it time to move on…
Not goin to happen overnight
I know…
Saying Goodbye…
Hurts like hell…
We all have to go thru it once
In our life..
Your heart gets the best of u
My close heart helps me move
on… so Im saying Goodbye….
These hurt u more then me
I feel nutn inside…
Nutn but joy n pleasure…
A kiss on ur cheek …
A whisper in ur ear…
Goodbye….

2/21/08

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Another ole poem dedicated to  Love Journey

Posted in Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Forget the Pain

I’m trying to forget the pain…
Dyin inside slowly…
weepin, lawd knows I never cried
like this over a man before…

So lets Forget the Pain…
I done shed my last tears of you…
I done stop my heart from lovin you..

Done remove you and threw
you out my life..
I done erase my feelings…

Forget the Pain…

Is like forgetn a part
of me…

That part of me, I never want to
feel again..
You broke my heart…

Im so ICY

Last time I cried..
my tears froze cause of
my coldness..

Ya’ll say Forget the Pain..
I see myself moving on, but not
sensin the love around me..
I walk into his life the other
day..
He scared me cause I walk
ri out..

I dont want to love
My heart still jumpn to the frustration
of my anger…

Im forgetn the pain..
Just like I forgot the day
I said I LOVE YOU..

I remember the day I said
I Never LOVE YOU…

The hardest day of my life but
it was the truth…

Forget me…
Forget you..
Done Deal…

Move me…
HELL NO…

Touch me…
I feel nothin but
the air …

You sing do you think of me..
like I think of you..

BOY…
I done forgot you

Pain?

Wats that?
Tease me
You cant even touch me..

Forget the Pain
Damn Ri..

I shut that part
of my life out..

6/22/09

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Another ole poem dedicated to Love Journey!

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