WITHOUT U.. WHAT CAN I SAY.. WAT KIND OF LIFE WOULD I HAVE.. I CANT EVEN SAY… U MY INSPIRATION.. NOT HAVING U HERE IS KILLING ME SLOWLY.. IF I COULD REWIND THE TIME BACK LORD KNOWS I WOULD.. IF IT WOULD MAKE EVERYTHING AITE WITH US.. NOT BN ABLE TO HEAR UR VOICE WHEN U GET EXCITED OR ANNOYED.. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HEAR IT NOW. I CANT WALK AWAY WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH.. DAMN ITS LIKE PART OF ME IS GONE.. IM MISSING U.. BUT ITS OBVIOUS U NOT MISSING ME LIKE IM MISSING U.. MY INSPIRATION HAS LEFT ME DOWN N OUT.. MY SOUL IS DYING SLOWLY.. MY HEART HELL IDK WHERE IT WENT.. ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.. ITS LIKE IM BREATHING BUT NOT REALLY HERE… IM LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR EVERY CHANCE I GET AND I DONT SEE THE WOMAN I ONCE WAS.. IM ICE COLD.. SITTING OUTSIDE.. TRYING TO GET WARM.. WALKING AROUND LOST WITH NO PLACE TO GO… I CANT SLEEP.. SHOO I CANT EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT MY MORNING COFFEE… CRAZY RI? MISS HAVING U RI NEXT TO ME.. IM HALF A WOMAN.. I NEED TO FEEL U TO B THE WOMAN I USE TO BE…
11/3/09
PoeticJourney
Another poem from my past that’s dedicated to my Love Journey. Do Enjoy! Its amaze how love can have you thinking you need that one person to get through one day at a time.
Poets Afterthought 
Very good one PJ. 🙂 What a Love Journey it’s been so far I must say! How are you feeling, you know I have to ask! Hopefully better and just rest, stay warm and take care! 🙂
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Gabby,
Thank You for your comment and checking up on me. I’m still freezing but under the blanket staying warm. I shall keep you posted. Yea its been a crazy Love Journey for me, but its good to see how far I been and where I’m at right now. 🙂 I’m just glad to be able to share with each and everyone of you.
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I have felt this way b4…good expression my friend thank you for sharing. God bless.-watw
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WATW,
Thank you for your comment! 🙂 I believe we all have felt this way at one time in our life. Thank you for the Blessings!
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Totally undiluted honesty in this free verse post! You have such a giving heart!
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Awww thank you for your kind words! So touching to my heart! God Bless 🙂
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Ma, did you jump in my brain for a day?
You know I feel this way, from day to day.
Thinking of how they feel, knowing our love is real.
Want nothing but to be in love, said it b4, for me, that’s enough.
Do they feel how we do, never under estimating a love that’s true.
Haven’t been writing lately, sick of expressing love thru my poetry.
I wanna feel his hand in mine, not caring about the time.
Spend my life in his, do they know how what real love is?
Had to share this with you. Much love ma, this was beautiful. I can relate 100%.
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Lol! Sometimes you have to take a break from expressing your heart. I have done it with this guy so many times I’m talking about in the poem. Honestly I don’t believe in just how we feel for whatever reason is for some to understand just where we coming from. Thats a question you would have to ask the man who holds your heart. Now that would be good question to ask in twitter status or even facebook or even here. Thank You for your comment! God Bless 🙂
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This is true. May have to use your elbows to get certain folk out the way too. 🙂
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Hey Totsymae,
Thank you for your comment! Hope All is well on your end of town! God Bless 🙂
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Through your words, I believe you speak for all of us, at some time in our lives. It is amazing how we feel our life won’t go on without a certain someone, but then, you’re a prime example of moving forward no matter what! You’re an inspiration, PJ! xx
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Lauren,
Thank You for your kind words and your comment! God Bless 🙂
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