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Day 3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Another lovely day in hospital! Dont look like im going home today! Not sure about the tranfusion either! Doctors move slow. I must admit im enjoying all the sleep im getting. Havent got stuck much like last month. Should I knock on wood for saying that? Lol im feeling a little better each and everyday. So thank you all for prayers! God Bless Each And Everyone Of U!

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Day 2, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Another day and still in hospital. I maybe stuck in here for awhile! Blood count playn tricks on me, so might have to get tranfusion. Lucky me right!  They wasnt sure about keeping me lastnight cause it wasnt low enough and it done drop! Still in pain, believe ima go back to bed! Hope Everyone Have A Bless Day! God Bless

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Fighting to Live

Fighting to live

She holding on for her family

The doctors have gave up on her

She trying to live for her child

She done lost two already,

It was a toll on her

Living for her daughter

It’s time for her to grow up

Fighting to live

Staying strong for her children’s

Laying in hospital room

Wanting to go home and sleep

Away.

Return to the same place one more

Time

Losing blood

Fighting to live

Children stand strong for your mother

She needs to know

Ya’ll going to be okay

Don’t fight or argue

Come together as one

Fighting to live

A mother on her death bed

Is fighting to live for her daughter

Grandma

I saw you get hit hard with death of your

Two oldest daughters

I couldn’t bare see you when

I was down the hall from you while

Recovering from having crisis

I pray you can make it to the New Year

Fighting to live

11/27/11

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As some of you may know I lost my grandmother this morning, the poem was writing last night and it’s not finish.  I actually wrote two today and should have them up sometime today. Thank Everyone who have been leaving me comments of comfort during my time. God Bless Each And Every one Of You!

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Update

I’m home, and doing much better than I was. I have little pain every now and then not as bad as it was before I went into the hospital. I’m so glad to be home.   Since I’m home as you can see I want mention days etc as if I was still in the hospital. I don’t want ya’ll thinking I want pity or whatnot. I suppose to be enjoying my weeks off from school, but I have two tests to make up and my final of my Research Paper Due. I do not like the D’s in my English and Psychology class. That’s what zeros’ get you.  So I have to make a doctor appointment with my hemoglobin doctor, I will be making a post about that very shortly so I want go into much detail about it right now. But back in September after I got out the hospital and went to see him I was happy to get good news about not having to see him to the New Year. As we  all know the New Year isn’t here quite yet, so little o’ me have to see him. I see him Friday, so I will have post letting you all know how it go. I hope it goes well, I’m praying it does. I’m asking for prayers, if ya’ll don’t mind praying for me some more. If not I do understand. Oh yea if ya’ll haven’t figure out from my post I hate doctors and hospitals as well as needles and anything to do with it. I only go see my doctor or even the hospital meaning E.R if I’m feeling bad. Yea I know that’s not good in my case. Let me tell ya’ll a secret I don’t like getting stuck, I hate needles. I hate when people don’t know what they doing. I have memories of turning blue, black because they hurt me so bad because they were so careless. I remember crying so bad because I was in so much pain I had young guy come in the room who was also in the hospital and try to calm me down, Let me tell you something it didn’t work. I don’t trust peoples who have needles in their hands. I ask tons of questions. I have only a few nurses I will let touch me and not mess my face up. I’m supposed to be updating ya’ll on how I’m doing and I’m telling ya’ll my experience I see what my adopted daughter means I need to learn to stay on subject. Loll! Well I felt like it was the only chance I would want to tell the story so I had to share it with ya’ll. As I was saying at the beginning of my post doing much better just have the headaches which could be the death of me no joke. They or in painful and the medication they have me on doesn’t do anything for me.  I enjoy the good days or hours while I can

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Home

I have being home for some hours, trying to get comfy. You know I had to eat some real food! No place like home, that saying is so true. I have one of my major headaches I been trying to shake since I got home. Laying in dark dont work, or trying sleep it off. Had to take it up a notch with the big guns (medication). Im praying for days I dont have to take so much medication, and days of less pain. Some days I hate to move because hurts that much.

I cant thank ya’ll enough for the prayers. It was rough. So many wonderful peoples praying I didnt need 2 units of blood,no side effect from the blood I receive. I use to have 3 antibodies,now I have more,so its harder to find my blood! God Bless Each And Everyone Of You

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Day 1, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Last week of classes and Im sick and in hospital. I have to get two unit of blood!  Yay me! Not! I came in early this morning, woke up feeling bad. So im stuck in bed literally! Thats a first for me. Oh how I hate being down and weary in my body! Im praying I be home soon so I can enjoy my few weeks off from school! Thank you all that bn praying! God Bless

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Day 4, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Today I got the news I get to go home. I receive my last unit of blood early this morning. Can you say I’m happy about being ready to get out this place and to be home in my own bed and to be able to eat real food? I have being starving myself because I haven’t being hungry or just because hey the food is nasty.  I still have my headaches, but I believe I can deal with them. The doctor got me on some new medicine that supposes to help with the headaches, so I can’t wait to see how well they help. The headaches have being no picnic for me. Right now I’m writing from home, which I’m happy about so I can be able to do some serious spell check. I’m not feeling 100 percent better. But hey I’m home. I got work to work on but I believe I start all that tomorrow. I got to Friday to get it in, I hate to get to far behind on my school work. My goal is to stay on top of everything this semester. I have doctor appointment tomorrow. I’m praying for some good news.  My blood count is 8.7. Some may be wondering wow that kind of low, but in my case its better then 6.4. I’ll never have 11 or 13 like a person that don’t have my illness.  Felt good to see my niece and nephew today. I didn’t think I miss them as much as I thought, but they were so glad to see me. I got me some hugs and kisses.  Just to feel them in my arms and to know they love me was enough to let me know I’m glad to be home.

I may be home from hospital so my post will not be days anymore since I’m not in hospital, but will post about sickle cell once a week.    I hope to touch many lives and more ways than one. Any question doesn’t be afraid to ask me. I’m here to ask. My journey is here for everyone that’s willing to join it with me to learn more.

 

My Blessing 2 Each and Every One Of you. God Bless

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Day 3, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Still in hospital, laying in bed hooked up to iv getting blood. Finally receiving my blood, its a shame because I being waiting since Saturday. If you wondering if my blood count been the same or have it drop from them bn slow. Yes yes yes it drop. Im starting to feel a little bit better. Hoping to go home tonight if that possible. Believe a nap will do me justices while receiving my tranfusion. This disease isnt a picnic. Its a fight every day of your life to not give up and to keep going. I hope yall learn as much from my journey as Im willing to share. Have another unit of blood to receive. God be with me and whoever going through the same ordeal Im going through and anyone else.

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Day 2, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Still in hospital and waiting to get my blood tranfusion. Blood count seem to be low because of my crisis. Finally got my headaches under control, so Im happy about that and would even be more happy if I was home in my own bed. Now I have to wait to tomorrow morning for my tranfusion. Seem my blood pressure done drop a little. My mom and Auntie just left, I enjoyed they company. Little restless so finna lay it down to get some rest. Hope Everyone Having Bless Sunday! God Bless

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