Posted in God, poem, Poetry

Don’t Change

How many times have you heard

these exact words?

They didnt know what you was

worth,

Don’t Change

You a good person

Don’t Change

you going to make someone happy

one day!

Just Don’t Change

How many times you going to tell

me I’m good, but still walk away

Don’t Change

Your heart in the right place

but, you too good for me

Don’t Change

You a keeper

I’m just not ready for long

term.

Don’t change

I’m tired of these words

Don’t change

How about I’m moving on

I Done Change

I don’t fall for the same kind

How about don’t you dare

say them words

I’m throwing in the towel

I’ve been there ever since you

were broken

I healed you just to have you use me

And you got the nerve to open

your mouth and say

Don’t Change

Im changing from the fool

I been

to the wise woman

GOD

created.

I’m here to tell you I changed

I thought I had to heal everyone

but I was wrong

I’m only here to do what God

created me to do.

10/18/11

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Dont Believe

I mention I was going to share this poem last night, from when I was younger and I was questioning many things in my life. In case you havent checked out my  love journey(category) or read the poem Finally. You might want to check them both out before you jump in and be like how and huh?  Its part of my Journey. Where I being and where I’m at now and where I’m going. 

Don’t Believe

In love

Once when I was young I gave him my heart, but he walked all over it in return.

We talk the other day and he asked for another chance but I Don’t Believe in love for a lifetime, I believe it’s a Journey and a Joke.

Lastnight I laid in bed tossing and turning because I’m confused. I’m at the point to say bump it because I know he going to do it again.

So No, I Dont Believe

In Love

My heart aches from the last time I gave you my heart and you return it with no remorse.

He says he ready but I Dont Believe. I say I Love him, that’s because I really want to, but my heart is filled with ice and hurt. So what do I do?

No, I Dont Believe

I said ……

My heart is ice

I bleed Ice

I cry Ice

I feel nothing, because I’m giving up on love and us.

Hell

I gave him my heart, and I put everything on the line, and for what? I want him to hurt. I want him to feel my pain.

I said I Dont Believe

So why people giving me a hard time because I don’t care and I don’t want ’em in my life.

Why do they cry? When I walk away and never look back.

Why do they go their way and I do the same because I’m thru.

Ha!

I Dont Care

I’m like Mya if you die tonight I’m not going to cry, so do the same for me and bounce fool.

Why you holding me back, all I want is to be free.

Yes, my heart cold as Ice and so what?

Yes, I’m hard and I know what you thinking right now and guess what I don’t care.

So for the last time

I Dont Believe

So let it go and walk away. 

I’m already gone from your mind and heart!

2/2/07
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Finally

 

 

It took me a minute to get here…

 

Someone once ask me did I know

 

What I want…

 

The turn around and told

 

Me I didn’t know what I want…

 

Funny thing is they were right…

 

I never in my life

 

Wanted to fight for anything but

 

My rights

 

As a black woman

 

I find myself lately…

 

Thinking about

 

Fighting for love…

 

I thought love didn’t need

 

No fighting

 

If it was meant to be…

 

It would be…

 

I hate that saying…

 

Big time…

 

Then I find myself thinking…

 

Could any man have me wanting

 

To fight for love…

 

I’m still a little confused on it…

 

And been doing a debate in my head

 

For awhile now…

 

I don’t want to fight..

 

I want to give up!

 

I want to walk away…

 

Deep down…

 

All I want

 

Is you

 

Next to me…

 

Holding me down

 

Staying true to

 

What’s right…

 

I fell for you a long time ago

 

I thought I could

 

Fall out of love

 

With you with so many

 

Miles between us…

 

I thought no man

 

Could get me to change my

 

Ways when it came to that…

 

Boy was I wrong…

 

I thought I was solid as a rock…

 

I’m working on finding my way back

 

There!

 

It’s been rough!

 

I never been one

 

To stay still for one person…

 

I can’t even wait…

 

But I know I should…

 

That person is everything…

 

I need right now…

 

I don’t know about

 

Tomorrow!

 

Or next year

 

Or later on…

 

But right now

 

I know!

 

I’m not trying to think about the future without

 

You…

 

I’m not trying to picture my life

 

Without you…

 

I’m trying to dream it

 

Imagine it…

 

And while I’m at it

 

Pray about it!

 

I’m trying to make this right…

 

It’s hard when that person won’t acknowledge

 

You when they still in their own ways…

 

Something got to give…

 

It’s got me going both ways…

 

I always wanted to have someone that’s

 

Irreplaceable….

 

In more ways then one…

 

Always wanted someone that

 

Could complete me in more ways then one

 

If I throw it at them…

 

They are going to throw it back…

 

Stubborn as a mule…

 

Mean as a snake…

 

But gentle to the touch

 

And love in his ways…

 

Seems like I ask for a lot…

 

When a lot of peeps can’t even attempt

 

To stay true to themselves

 

I’m finally…

 

Admitting it to myself…

 

Took long enough

 

Going on 4 yrs in May…

 

Well it’s been a long time and a long

 

Journey!

 

Like to say Thank God for you!

Posted in family, Love, poem, Poetry

Addiction

Took her away from her
babies

They ate at her til she
came back full-time

His Anger
destroyed her

While his love
destroyed her will power

He use her
for his own purpose

Addiction

The drugs drove her away
from her family

How can you turn your back
on your babies

When she look just like you
when you had your looks.

The drugs change her

His frustration drove her
to walk out on him
and filled his heart
with rage and hate

Addiction

Destroyed him while
Their Addiction
saved their life

To give them a safe place
to live, and much love
to heal them

Addiction

destroyed a family.
A love healed the babies

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10/27/2011

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FIGHT

DONT EVER GIVE UP!

NO MATTER WAT GET THROWN ATCHA..

DONT EVER….

LOSE THE BATTLE OF FAITH…

TODAY…

IS A BLESSING…

TOMORROW U COULD B LAYIN ON UR DEATH BED..

I CAN HONESTLY SAY.

IM  TRUELY….

A BLESSING..

AND I CAN LOOK UP TO HEAVEN..

AND THANK GOD..

EVERY CHANCE I GET..

I’M SAYIN…

FIGHT…

FIGHT…

FIGHT…

FOR UR LAST BREATH..

MAKE SURE U READY..

WHEN HE COMES…

TO CALL U HOME…

DONT LET IT GET U DOWN…

DONT LET IT MAKE U…

U MAKE IT..

AND KEEEP ON MOVIN…

KEEP FIGHTN..

ITS UR LIFE..

MAKE IT COUNT…

ONE MORE TIME..

FIGHT..

FIGHT..

FIGHT..

LIKE ITS UR LAST TIME..

DON’T EVER GIVE UP…

FIGHT FOR YOUR

FAITH..

FIGHT TO

BELIEVE..

IN GOD…

JUST…

FIGHT….

DONT GIVE UP!…

JUST FIGHT!

1/15/2010

Poetic

With my illness,I being through so much,so no matter what you going through make sure to FIGHTt! God Bless!:)

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Strength(Inspiration)

I know the beginning of the week I mention my word of the Week would be STRENGTH!  My inspiration today is my niece. You may be wondering why I pick her to be my inspiration. Well when she was born she couldn’t see out her left eye, well she still can’t really see but you would never know by looking at her and has so much energy to spare. She had two surgeries before she was a yr. old. She has to wear glasses most of the time, but let’s go back to when she was smaller she could pick up the smallest thing on the floor, while not being able to use her right eye.

 

 

 

STRENGTH

This little girl amazes me,

So tough and strong.

She’s a CHARACTER

A FIGHTER

The STRENGTH she has

She doesn’t let anything get her down

She can run you up the wall

So much courage

In her little body.

Her stamina can be compared

To a generator, she just keeps going

Her love is just  as Strong

as her HEART

 

10/26/2011

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Yuh

Yuh my Love

Your words touch me
I step out my soul
to feel your love
Step back in to protect
myself

Baby, it felt so good
Yuh had me speechless
Hell yuh got me wondern
now.

I love the way we are
We mold together,
in more then one way

Yuh

Something about yuh
got me going and longing
for your love.
I imagine the things
we can accomplish together
We all on one accord

Yuh

The one for me…
I love yuh Baby boy
We were we need to be
right now..
Just not sure if we should
stay or start something
much more meanful…

Yuh

I made my mind up.
Yuh the love I
been waiting for…
I feel yuh
I sense ur love…
Just lil bit longer…
Dont Stop Now!…
We came dis far lets take
it farther

Yuh…

Is wat I need n want…
A beautiful friendship…
A wonderful man…
I love u now and 4eva…

Yuh..

The One For me…

Poetic

3/22/08

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