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Learning to Forgive

I know I have written on Forgiving a few times, its part of my JOURNEY!  This post is sorta like update on how I have come long way and what I have learned through it all.

I never knew how much it could

destroy me, holding so much

angry in my heart!

Learning to Forgive

hasn’t been easy

Now

I can honestly look at

the person I was so hurt with

 without anger

in my heart.

You know I tried to understand his

pain, but the way he act destroyed

my compassion I once had for

my own flesh & blood

Maybe it was me been sick

and laying in the hospital

that truly got me thinking.

Or maybe it was me working

on a better relationship with

GOD

That showed me how

Learning to Forgive

could be healing process

for the soul

as well  as for the body

 It hasn’t been easy!

but so worth the JOURNEY

to overcome.

it truly does make you feel good

on the inside

Learning to Forgive

12/28/11

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After taking a break from the post and coming back to it. Before Christmas I saw something in me, I had started to forgive my brother, and saw how much I needed to learn to forgive the other person I was mad with. I shouldnt’ have so much animosity in me, when I’m struggling with trying to make it day by day with my illness.  having talk with my mother by somethings and I realize how my body felt when I talk about certain person. I let myself get the best of me and felt like I was choking. That was a sign to let it go and end the conversation. The post is about Learning to Forgive and how  I’m a working process.

Posted in Child Love, family, poem, Poetry

Curls

~Mr.Man~

~Lil Lady~

I once knew a little boy

who had a head full

of curls

Mixture of black,

hint of red & brown

The thing he did

would pull his beautiful

curls.

Wouldn’t let you touch

them curls

with comb or brush

Mr. Man Man didn’t play

Born with no hair

to head full of beautiful

curls.

You could lay your face

on them soft curls.

12/24/11

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If you wondering if I have kids, no I don’t. I only have niece & nephew and they or like my own. I love to write about them when I do my post. They both have curls to tell you the truth, but this one is dedicated to my little guy! I will have pictures posted up a little later today, right now camera battery is low. I actually post two different pictures of him with hair and no hair. And I post a picture of his sister as well. I might have to wait to move to my old computer and load pictures that way. The point of the poem is we recently got his hair cut for the first time, so he totally look like a new little boy. I actually video tape the whole ordeal and was thinking about doing a poem on that once I got the inspiration. I must say he surprise us all no crying or nothing. He was actually a good little guy! Made us so proud of him. I know I promise awhile back when I wrote https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/11/26/babies-attack/ I would share pictures so I’m so late with them but here or a few. Will post more once I get to my other pc or load pictures on this pc.

Posted in Love, poem, Poetry

What you scared of

Or you worry about

your old feelings returning

Or you scared he may

feel the same for you

You didn’t know

you hurt him back

in the day.

Years have past

And here is your chance

again

And you have found one

another all over again.

What you scared of?

Dont let your opportunity

pass you by.

These could be your second & only

chance.

What are you scared of?

Is your heart

betraying

you right now?

Do you want him?

Are you just that confuse

because your heart is

playing with you.

What you scared of?

he could be the one

and you letting your heart

get the best of you

What you scared of?

These may be your only chance

Open your heart,move

your lips to the beating of your

heart.

Tell me..

What are you scared of?

Tell him just how you feel

Tell him now, not later.

What you scared of?

It’s now or later.

Make the right choice & and

let it be known.

Shoo…

Just make the first move

Tell him what you been feeling

so tell me

What you scared of?

7/18/11

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I know awhile back you read a poem I wrote that my friend http://colorfulperspectives.wordpress.com/(Risqué), inspired me to write about her situation, well I wrote this one first and since it was little too much to type up at the time. When me and her was in a chat I came up with the one I shared called https://poeticjourney251.wordpress.com/2011/11/17/one-chance/.

Posted in Faith, family, Jesus, Lord, Love, poem, Poetry

Jesus

I haven’t said

Thank You

enough this year

You been so good

to me

You heal me

so many times

when you didn’t have to

Thank You

LORD

You showed my Family

how to never give up

when things got

rough and

e everyone turning there

back on them when they needed

them the most.

Thank You

I’m Alive

because of you

I’m Breathing on me own

All because of your love

JESUS

I haven’t said

Thank You

enough or express

how grateful

 I am that you haven’t

gave up on me

Sometimes I take you

for granted and not realize

it!

You don’t have to do

the things you do

All I want to say is

Thank You

Lord

Without you, I’m nothing

My FAITH

may have been tested, but

it have been restored.

Thank You

for never letting go.

12/28/11

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Sometimes life get so busy and we tend to forget to say Thank You Lord for his mercy! I know I catch myself saying it more and more each and every day. for the good and the bad, because it could a been worser then what it is.God Bless

Posted in God, poem, Poetry, song

Song In Me

I got a song in me

That needs to be heard

GOD

You are my

JOY

My Salvation

MASTER

You there when I

Need you

Yes, You Are

Thank You

Thank You

Thank You

The song in me

Is ready to explode

I’m ready to share HIS word

Are you READY?

Are you READY?

for his return

Yes,he coming back

Are you READY?

The song in me

Won’t let me be quiet

Any longer

It’s beating to my heart

I have a message if you

In need

Just get on your Knees

And pray

You aren’t alone

The song in me

Is free indeed

Take his hands and

Follow him

Choose him today

12/25/11

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I Hope Everyone Is Having A Bless Christmas, do enjoy and let me know what you think, actually might rewrite it to be honest, but for now I wanted to share what I have! God Bless 🙂

After reading it a few times I need some new ideas for title, I don’t know if the title fits the message. I do love feedback.

Posted in God, Health, Jesus, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Let Go

Devil take your hand off of me

I want to be free

GOD

I know you see the different struggles

I been going through

I done seen my share of doctors and hospitals

And nurses

GOD

I feel like my body is losing the battle

I’m questioning my health

But I know you have the last say so

I done experience Depression for awhile

I done wanted to give up and walk away

Devil let go of me

I may be struggling but I’m not ready

To lose the fight

I have been fighting all my life

GOD

I know you have a plan for me

I’m a living testimony

Your son JESUS didn’t have it easy

So why would I?

I’m holding on but sometimes

It feels like I’m holding on

To my last string of HOPE

Devil takes your hand off of me

You can’t have me

12/24/11

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He doesn’t care what you going through, he know when you having a rough time and know when the right time to attack you when you at your lowest! 2011 is almost over and it hasn’t been easy for me or my family, but I;m speaking from my eyes right now. I been struggling with a lot and still have a long way to go to I accomplish what need to be done.  I Hope Everyone Have A Bless Christmas!

Posted in Love, poem, Poetry

Ole Love

You have return

to awaken something inside

of me!

Can my heart still beat

to yours after years of being

apart?

Ole Love

You tickle my inside when

you talk about I make you soft

You know me, I’m harder than the

next person.

Your kindness is breaking

my walls.

Ole Love

speaking to my soul

as I speak to my heart

Can this be happening?

Where have my hardness went?

maybe its the season that’s turning

me into forgiving and loving soul

Or

Maybe its his loving heart

touching me soul and breaking

my brick walls!

God I don’t know if I’m ready

to let another in

Ole Love

made mistake in the past

Can you honestly tell me

who hasn’t?

Ole Love

giving me time and time

is all I need!

Ole Love

12/23/11

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Posted in Christ, God, Jesus, Lord, poem, Poetry

Listen

Let me in

KNOCK KNOCK!

Open

Let me in

KNOCK KNOCK!

Open your heart & let me in

~ Listen~

To my words

I’m speaking to you.

Yes, you

You, you

When you going to let me in?

KNOCK KNOCK!

Quit looking around because

I’m talking to your heart!

WORD TO THE WISE

You know you not going

To live forever

How many love ones

You going to see leave the

World before you take his words

To heart.

So open your ears & and take heed

To the truth

His word will never change!

Next time you hear someone say your name

Say Yes Lord

I hear you

11/28/10

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I can’t get the end to work just right!  I love inputs so any ideas do leave me some feedback! God Bless 🙂

Posted in Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

My Sweet Melodies

I want to hear yah sing to me…..

I want to hear the sweet melodies…….

Baby…

Sing me a lullaby….

Baby… move your lips..

To my beating heart…

Let your lyrics pull me close….

Sing to me…..

I want to hear yah sing to me….

Let the melodies touch..

My soul..

Let me hold on to u everlasting..

ooooooo….

Sing your melodies

And I show u my heart…

Hold on its going to be a bumpy ride…

Sing me a melody…

I want to hear yah soul

reaching out, crying for me…

Let me be your music sheet….

and let my body be your instrument..

Sing me that sweet melody…

To my beating heart…

Let my moans…

release you in more ways than one…

My soul…

on fire..

Sing me a lullaby…

and move to my hips…

speak to my yearning body…

Sweet Melodies…

How sweet is the beat

of our sweating bodies..

To the sound our

own slow jam..

My Sweet Melodies….

9/15/09

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Poem is dedicated to My Love Journey, after reading a few of my favorite bloggers pieces I finally decided to go head and share one of my pieces like this. I have part (2), don’t know if I will share it yet. I have a love for music, and as ya’ll know I love to write poetry. I write music and I sing as well.  I have actually wrote a song for someone and maybe some more in the near future. Never know its all in GOD hands. I only write GOSPEL music if you wondering. Anyways this piece got inspired by the guy I was with at the time. I was in love with musician who I believe sing like Angel, yes I said Angel. so I just put two and two together and that’s what came up. Enjoy!

Posted in Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Fragile Heart

 

 I tried loving him

Showing him a different side

He was a fragile man

Every time he had one foot.

Out the door

The other one was still with

His ex.

Loving him was rough

When all she did was play with

His emotions & mind

~Fragile Heart~

The poor foolish man was torn

I didn’t fight because to fight

Would’ve been pointless

I’m known as cold less

So I know the way the heart works

I had to keep my mouth shut

I have been told

I kill with my tongue

Loving a Fragile soul

Has shown me many things

You can’t heal what don’t

Want to be complete

You can’t mend a broken heart

If they still stuck in the past

Loving that Fragile Man

Showed me things and mad me stronger

I didn’t let him break me or make me bitter

I THANK GOD for having me through it all

Without him I couldn’t make it

All I could do is pray for

That Fragile Heart

And many more like him

12/22/11

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Once I get the chance I will share my first copy of Fragile Heart and you can pick whichone you like the most. I try and have it up later tonight! God Bless