Category: God

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
SENSE ME..

DO YOU..
FEEL ME..

AS I FLOAT THRU
UR VEINS?

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
TAKE ME HIGHER?

IM GOING THRU YOU

I KNOW YOU FEEL ME..

SO..

REACH OUT AND GRAB
HOLD AND NEVER LET GO..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

FEAR MY MASTER

DOWN ON MY KNESS..
PRAYN..

MY HEART..
BEATN..

DO YOU..
FEEL IT..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

DO YOU…

NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU

I NEED YOU LIKE ITS MY LAST
DAY ON EARTH..

SO..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..
SEE WAT IM GOING THRU..

MY BATTLES ARE ALMOST DONE..

MY HEART CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE..

MY SOUL..
ON FIRE..
MY MIND..
IS GONE..

DO YOU..

FEEL MY PAIN…
DONT TORTUE ME..
ANYMORE..

YOU HAVE WON..
SO TAKE IT AND
WALK AWAY..

WHISPERS..

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

GIVE A CARE THAT..
IM DYIN..

TAKE MY HAND
HEART..
AND LEAD THE WAY..
AND LET ME GO..
YOU CAN’T LIVE..

TAKE MY EYES AND SEE…

TAKE MY JOURNY

DO YOU..
DO YOU..
DO YOU..

UNDERSTAND?

Before you continue: let me apologize, it’s long, I got carry away sorry 🙂

At first it was a poem, but I decided to make it song. I have or had two guys making me beats for it. Let me first say how Thankful I am for Everyone that go out and donate blood. I’m so Thankful for Everyone that have it on their license to be donor. Ya’ll or a Blessing for so many people’s. I recently had a tranfusion and only could get one unit. I can’t even tell you the last time I really got one of them. Okay maybe I can it was a few months ago before I got into blogging. My hemoglobin wanted to be on the safe side, I guess he saw something that I was feeling but wasn’t feeling it was that necessary. Anyways its getting real hard for them to find my blood type. I have never being worry about going to the hospital and not coming back home. In my about me im working on getting a closer relationship with GOD, I’m not perfect, I’m not giving up either. One day I may go in and they may not find my blood, it going to take GOD his self to heal me. It actually happy back in May. I’m a GEMINI baby and little lady if you havent read ADDICTION Or MY EYE”S OPEN is TAURUS. Our birthday is a week a part. I was sick and when I say sick I mean sick. I made appointment to my doctor. My hemoglobin doctor. I have to say his the best. I love a man that loves GOD. don’t get me wrong, you don’t hear to many doctors talking about GOD. I went in because I had a fever, if you touch me I wasn’t normal, then what’s normal about GEMINI right? 🙂 but serious. I was burning up. I was hot and everything. So the doctor did what I hate, get his nurses to take my blood.. 😦 I’m a hard person to stick . So i left the doctor and went to meet my little lady great grandmother I was hosting her birthday party that was in a few days. We was doing last minute birthday shopping.  Thats when my mom get the call on her cell that I need to rush to hospital 😦 Umm if you wondering do I have one of them lovely talky things. Yep! I just write small and they couldnt read my handwritting, thats why I ask people’s can you read that so if they can’t and I’m not hurting to bad enough I will repeat it to them. Anyways  she hands me the phone and I listen to what the nurse tells me. Let me tellyou I wasn;’t happy and I wasn’t going to the hospital. Yes I’m Very Stubborn Person. I had plans for my little lady and I wasn’t going let nothing get in the way. So I walk into WALMART with my mother and I was telling her I can’t get sick, I got to do this for little lady and she was like if I hace to stand in to host I will. Yea she wasn’t helping the matter at hand to be honest. Later that evening I had to go to E.R.  My tempterature was 103.something and it wouldnt go down for a hour. I got there lucky me it still wasnt going down and it was 103. something. They ran test and let me tell you. I’m so getting tired of typing. lol.. The doctor on call came in and was like Ms. P everything looks okay your blood count looks fine. I was so happy. THE BEST NEWS EVER! GOD KNOW HOW TO MAKE A WAY FOR HIS PEOPLE’S!:) I got carry away once again, I’m really trying to work on that, but the point I’m truly making. Oh yea I almost forgot, I never thought about the fact I may never come back home leaving the hospital. I always went in believing in GOD will bring me out. Don’t get me wrong I know we all have to leave the EARTH one day, but we just don’t know when exactly. So lying in hospital bed I was thinking, and then look back over the poem/song I was ready to share with word press.  I have actually read/sing it to a few people and let’s just say it broke they heart because well no one wants to talk about living the world. My goal is to touch someone life while I’m alive and when I’m not here anymore to do the same.  The poem/song is not just from my perspective it’s from anyone perspective that go through the ordeal I go through or anyone else. It’s for the coma patients that can’t talk to us, but want to talk, scream, and yell. It’s for the little ones that don’t know what’s going on because they too young to tell us. It’s for someone that’s leaving us and wishes they had the chance to say it. Okay away from that.  I do have another post after this one.

P.S I’m thankful for anyone who go out donate blood for me and anyone else in my shoe. I told Wandering Mind he was Blessing when I came across a post he did about donating blood or Blood Drive. I have a friend who daughter needed some blood a month ago, so I know she is thankful and they still trying to figure out what’s wrong with her.