I mention I was going to share this poem last night, from when I was younger and I was questioning many things in my life. In case you havent checked out my love journey(category) or read the poem Finally. You might want to check them both out before you jump in and be like how and huh? Its part of my Journey. Where I being and where I’m at now and where I’m going.
Don’t Believe
In love
Once when I was young I gave him my heart, but he walked all over it in return.
We talk the other day and he asked for another chance but I Don’t Believe in love for a lifetime, I believe it’s a Journey and a Joke.
Lastnight I laid in bed tossing and turning because I’m confused. I’m at the point to say bump it because I know he going to do it again.
So No, I Dont Believe
In Love
My heart aches from the last time I gave you my heart and you return it with no remorse.
He says he ready but I Dont Believe. I say I Love him, that’s because I really want to, but my heart is filled with ice and hurt. So what do I do?
No, I Dont Believe
I said ……
My heart is ice
I bleed Ice
I cry Ice
I feel nothing, because I’m giving up on love and us.
Hell
I gave him my heart, and I put everything on the line, and for what? I want him to hurt. I want him to feel my pain.
I said I Dont Believe
So why people giving me a hard time because I don’t care and I don’t want ’em in my life.
Why do they cry? When I walk away and never look back.
Why do they go their way and I do the same because I’m thru.
Ha!
I Dont Care
I’m like Mya if you die tonight I’m not going to cry, so do the same for me and bounce fool.
Why you holding me back, all I want is to be free.
Yes, my heart cold as Ice and so what?
Yes, I’m hard and I know what you thinking right now and guess what I don’t care.
So for the last time
I Dont Believe
So let it go and walk away.
I’m already gone from your mind and heart!
2/2/07
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