Today isn’t a good day. I’m so not enjoying the weather. Taking one day at a time, is easy said then done, when your body is screaming pain every which way. The E.R did call and check up on me yesterday, asking if I was feeling better then then day before, I told them no. I’m trying hold out to Tuesday, since I see my blood doctor. I don’t know if I can do that right now. My labs may have came back good, but my body is telling me another story, I don’t know what more to say. I was glad I didn’t have a long wait Friday, only thing I didn’t like is the medicine they gave me. Seems my headaches are getting worse, migraine medicine not working anymore and I don’t want to up my doses to 100. Me and hospital seem to be at Whits in st the time been. My whole left back is either sore. I can’t lay on it, or touch it. I have pain shooting up. And my left arm is doing the most. Sighs… IMA love it when I have a day or even a week with of no pain. I’m on break to Wednesday, so thankful for that Blessing….
Tag: body
Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of The Day)
ALERT—Don’t DIE in your TRANSITION!!! I speak life/refreshing to your spirit..your soul…your body….your mind. ARISE!!!
Good Afternoon, Another Bless & Glorious Day! God Is So Good! I do hope ya’ll have a Bless Day! Thank for all the kind comments and prayers! I’m so touch by them. God Bless 🙂
Learning to Forgive
I know I have written on Forgiving a few times, its part of my JOURNEY! This post is sorta like update on how I have come long way and what I have learned through it all.
I never knew how much it could
destroy me, holding so much
angry in my heart!
Learning to Forgive
hasn’t been easy
Now
I can honestly look at
the person I was so hurt with
without anger
in my heart.
You know I tried to understand his
pain, but the way he act destroyed
my compassion I once had for
my own flesh & blood
Maybe it was me been sick
and laying in the hospital
that truly got me thinking.
Or maybe it was me working
on a better relationship with
GOD
That showed me how
Learning to Forgive
could be healing process
for the soul
as well as for the body
It hasn’t been easy!
but so worth the JOURNEY
to overcome.
it truly does make you feel good
on the inside
Learning to Forgive
12/28/11
PoeticJourney
After taking a break from the post and coming back to it. Before Christmas I saw something in me, I had started to forgive my brother, and saw how much I needed to learn to forgive the other person I was mad with. I shouldnt’ have so much animosity in me, when I’m struggling with trying to make it day by day with my illness. having talk with my mother by somethings and I realize how my body felt when I talk about certain person. I let myself get the best of me and felt like I was choking. That was a sign to let it go and end the conversation. The post is about Learning to Forgive and how I’m a working process.
Weary
My body is Weary
But I’m still holding on
To his hand (GOD)
I know I’m not alone
Even when my body is
Battling itself
How can we be at
Ends with each other
When all I want is
To be free of pain
Though my body is
Weary
I’m praying for
Better days.
11/1/11
PoeticJourney
All I had time to do, more to come. Its working process…..
Poets Afterthought 