Good Mornin, today I got the news I can go home which Im happy about. I receive two unit of blood and brought my count upto 10.something! I wasnt feeling my best yesterday. Was in a lot of pain after receiving the blood, I have to say im feeling much better this mornin. Hope and pray it stay this way.Like to thank each and everyone of you for your prayers and kind words! God Bless You All:)
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My scars
Tell a story
Some may think
Im addict
Im not Feenin
For drugs
Im Feenin
For nomore pain
My scars
Tells a story
Of me fighting
Sickle Cell Disease
My life
Is not yours
God gave me
This life
To share it and hopefully
Educate the World
On my illness
My scars
Tells a story
12/13/11
Poeticjourney
Working process!
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Good Afternoon! I had such rough night, couldnt sleep! 😦 my iv thing kept beeping like crazy! I got my unit of blood early dis mornin! Yay! I was going home this mornin, but need another unit of blood. The doctor who is assign to lets just say his heartless. No patience. Im happy about going home today, so please keep me in your prayers. Im so thankful. God Bless Each And Everyone of You:) God Is So Good To Me!
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Im still in hospital, waiting to get tranfusion. The doctor I needed to see so I can get it came early,but the main doctor came late and had my file. Let me tell you im not happy with him. Smh! I must say he came early today, now im waiting on the blood doctor to sho,his self. Still not feeling my best. Im enjoying sleeping, hate im missing school. Dont know when im going home! ;( im so thankful for ya’ll caring words and prayers! I havent bn in hospital so much before. Once or maybe twice a yr. Or no visit whatsoever. God Bless
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Another lovely day in hospital! Dont look like im going home today! Not sure about the tranfusion either! Doctors move slow. I must admit im enjoying all the sleep im getting. Havent got stuck much like last month. Should I knock on wood for saying that? Lol im feeling a little better each and everyday. So thank you all for prayers! God Bless Each And Everyone Of U!
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Another day and still in hospital. I maybe stuck in here for awhile! Blood count playn tricks on me, so might have to get tranfusion. Lucky me right! They wasnt sure about keeping me lastnight cause it wasnt low enough and it done drop! Still in pain, believe ima go back to bed! Hope Everyone Have A Bless Day! God Bless
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I have been at the hospital all afternoon. Good to know I dont need blood,hope it stay that way. Since im hard to stick. Dont believe im up to getting poke anymore tonight. I came to ER wednesday and went back home. Gave me time to get worse 😦 Hoping not to be here long!
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I must say I haven’t been doing good for a while, but I have been pushing it to the side and praying that it pass. Guess stress really do know how to get to me and my weary body. If you didn’t know the cold doesn’t do my body justices whatsoever. I couldn’t imagine living in a state that’s colder than Alabama. You probably thinking it don’t get cold here, maybe you right. But since I’m not fond of cold I can’t agree with you. I actually wrote a poem, that I will share.
Pain you have return
I’m praying you leave me
I’m hoping GOD hears my
prayer.
I done stress myself
before classes started
I done lost a love one
and mourn to my
chest tighting up
Pain you need to go
I’m praying for pain
free month
Headaches please vanish
You making it hard to
concentrate with my studies
Back pain…
Not today. tomorrow
or this month
Tears
please go away
I have cried enough
I choke back tears
GOD
Thank You
sometimes that’s all I can say
Pain leave my body
today.
12/4/11
PoeticJourney
As you can see this hasn’t been good month for me yet, But I’m Bless to be alive even if I’m in pain. God Is Good. God Bless 🙂 HOpe Everyone Is Having A Pain Free Day!
No news is good news so I have been told growing up
I’m waiting on phone call from my doctor nurses about my blood count. Trying to stay positive, I done already had my weak moment & broke down. I’m feeling okay, can’t say I’m at my best. I’m hoping for good news, normally I would have heard back in same day, but never went in on Friday or when it was so busy. And it’s holidays around the corner, not helping the stress. I’m praying for good news. Long as it’s not 6 or low 7 I’m good. Okay you probably thinking that’s not good, normally it’s not but if you new on my journey I have Sickle Cell Disease. I just want some good news. No news is good news Right? I was always told that growing up but its doesn’t help me feel better.
Dear God
I need you
I know I been coming to you
A lot lately & have so many
Wonderful peoples praying for me.
I’m coming to you for myself.
I’m struggling
I’m scared & and letting it all get
The best of me
GOD
I truly need you
I know we seem to have this talk
A lot lately.
I’m struggling
So many times I though
You abandon me (us)
I thought I was a mistake (illness)
Sometimes I still wish you left him & took
Me.
I know you did the right thing,
GOD
I’m asking for a lot
I really want good news about my
Health
I’m struggling on my JOURNEY
If I have to crawl I will
My pride may let me ask for help
Be the last thing I do
I’m working on changing completely
I’m struggling with Forgiving,
It’s holding me down
GOD
I’m so sorry!
Why is it so hard to let go all the angry
It’s eating me up so unhealthy for me.
DEAR GOD
It’s me PJ
I’m standing here, ready
To fall down at your feet
Sometimes feels like the weight of the
World is on my shoulders.
Master,
I need you
I’m walking holding my arms out
To be closer to you.
I know with you everything going
To be alright.
You’re Loving Child,
PJ
Fighting to make it to the rightful place.
11/21/11
PoeticJourney
I still haven’t heard anything and I had talk with GOD, brought me at ease. So many people’s praying for me I knew it was my time to go come to him with everything. I know he knows my heart, but It feel so much better to have it off my chest. As I said so many times before, I’m not perfect. I’m having a battle, but not giving up. I have been through too much to give up now. That’s with my health and getting where I need to be with GOD!
Praying for good news,havent had breakfast. I dont eat what im nervous. I thought about rescheduling I actually pick up the phone to do so and the woman was like its a hospital follow up and he wont be in for several weeks! Light bulb I need to go today, cant afford to put it off! I hate going to my primary care doctor I literally be there for three or more hours! I get bored easily and dont mind walkn out! Goes back to PATIENCE im still working on! Thats a journey in itself to be honest! 🙂 Patiently waiting…. Still waiting must say I never seen so many peoples here! Yes, yes I know its a doctor off. A place for cancer patients as well. I love how its quiet here. I love quietness if ya’ll haven’t figure it out yet! Finally got call to the back! YAY! I know it wont be long now! Praying for no needles, blood, stuck or any unpleastaness. So im a big baby. I be that! Will tell more later. My aunt texting me encouragement and sends her love she touch me and im teary she has bn my rock! God Bless
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