Poetry – Page 31 – Poets Afterthought

God, Poetry

One More Time

Posted on 16 Oct 201116 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

It’s being awhile since I made time to post…

Busy with school…

Being sick and doing a few visits at the hospital…

I have taken a few breaks from writing…

having so much on my mind…

And not wanting to get it out…

To I was ready to express myself…

Me n my heart…

Being having talks…

More like a battle with me…

I must say I’m Bless…

November has been rough month…

I lost two love one’s…

I mourn them…

And still mourning them…

Sometimes my heart don’t catch up with

My tears…

To its too late…

Sometimes I believe…

Been emotional dead…

Is the best thing for me…

I must say…

It hurts to know…

They gone and not here with me anymore…

I do pray they in better place…

Only God knows…

She was in so much pain…

Now she with him…

No more pain for her…

Bless her soul…

I hated the woman who hit him…

Took his life right there n then…

Some say she had heart attack…

I bet it was after she ran him over…

I can’t ask God

Why?

Cause I know the answer…

It was there time to go…

Even if we don’t believe that

My heart goes out to the love ones

Who in more pain than me…

All we have is memories…

They last a lifetime and some…

Lying in my hospital bed…

I thought of him

And I miss my grandma so much…

That was her last brother to leave

Us, now gone…

I wish…

I coulda had one more talk

With them…

Hear their voice…

One more time…

Look at them…

And let them know…

I love them…

Just One More Time…

12/19/10

PoeticJourney

family, Poetry

My Eye’s Open

Posted on 14 Oct 201114 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

My Eye’s Open

I see whats goin on…
I turn to my left..
I see destruction…
I turn to my right..
I see famlies fallen apart..In particular I see a young woman
in pain…Pregant and alone
Parents done turn there back
on her…
Left her in da parkn lot of gas station
with all her belongings…When WE goin to stop seen Black/ White?
and see we all the same…My Eye’s OpenYoung lady on her on…
No place to go..Her man n his family take her in…
A place to lay her head…
Food in her belly…

She all on her on…

No call to see how she doin…
No call to say Happy B-Day!…

Left her alone cause she got
pregant by a Black Man…

Didn’t care that she was dating him..
soon as she knock up…
We Dont want you…

Trust…

MY EYE’S IS OPEN…

So Much Stupidity…

Well she 8 mons…
Almost Due time..

Sad part..
They wanted her to abort
the baby…

Take a woman…
Strong one to choose
Baby.. r Good life style..

Wow..

Guess wat they wdnt sign
so she can get marry…

She Just tied da note
on 9 of dis month…
on her B-day…

She now marry…

Still no call…

Wow…

Truely…

We see whats goin on…

If not.. I hope dis open ur eye’s
and ur heart…

Its a tru story..

She my sista n law…

God Bless…

PoeticJourney
4/15/08

God, Love, Poetry

Who Said

Posted on 13 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

Loving him

was going to be easy?

I wish I woulda known

what I know now.

Who said..

walking away was going…

to be easy?

Damn..

Why I had to fall..

fall to I can’t fall anymore..

Now I’m stuch down here..

brokenhearted and can’t

get a grip of reality.

You Know..

I tried to hate him..

My heart couldnt’ even go there.

I had talk with God..

I know I’m not surpose to hate

but do forgive me..

All I could do ..

was cry..

because hate couldnt even come.

I figure if I hate..

I wouldnt love him anymore..

Who said..

It would be easy?

I wish somebody woulda..

told me something.

I feel like..

I lost myself..

and now trying to rediscover

who I’m surpose to be.

Yeah yeah..

You lose some..

win some?

Right?

Plz..

I ain’t trying to hear that.

All I want to know..

Who Said It..

Would Be Easy?

PoeticJourney

Love Journey, Poetry

I’m Done

Posted on 12 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

You seem to keep goin bak and forth…
Not sure where you want to be…You see the pass and dont ever want
to get go…I cant Do It!You playn games and yourself….All I see now is a hurt
young man…stuck in the passThe future hold so much opportunity
you not willin to take it.

All i have to say Is Im Done

I tried to heal your pain
you let me n and let me
walk out as quickly as
I came….

Yes, Im Done!!!!!!!!

I cant make you see there
are good in peeps…

One mistake from a woman got
your mind gone…

If you love like you say you
do…
You would fight to overcome the
pain and to hold on to real love…

I can only give lil of it,
because Im not walkn into a
trap of unforgivness over
my head…

You see me as the enemy…

When you goin to wake up and
see a Strong Woman?

PoeticJourney

Poetry

My World

Posted on 11 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

Im Alone….

Trying to fight for my rights

Tell the demons to step off…

My World

Seem to close all around me

I can’t breath

My mind always thinkingg

My World

of creativity

Always thinkin, never restin

My pen in my hand…

notebook in the other

My dreams and imagination

on paper

My life for someone

to pick up and read one line at time,

page by page

My World

Im Alone

sitting at table, wondering whats going on

I woke up with peoples around me

Seem i got pull in cause Im alone

Breathing of dreams

imagination

My soul free

I been dying for along time

always had to put on a front

and shown no pain and mercy

My sould died when you left me

so young and innocent

I miss you and styll missn you

Cant go a yr, a day without you

My World

of me n you

Breathn free…

on cloud 9

I been alone for to long..

Nomore

My World..

close your eyes

do you sense it?

Freedom!

The demons done left

Frustration done bounce

love… wow

Its my World

alone ( no demons)

You pick up my world

Dont get pull in

Never easy to get bak

PoeticJourney

Poetry

Love

Posted on 10 Oct 201110 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

Is you taking that last mile to make me feel as ease
when my world come tumbling down..
Its when u say somethin out the way to get me
smiling n laughing…
Its the way you touch my soul….
Its the way you say my name, the way you sing
me to sleep when I had a long azz day…
Love is you…
Its in your eyes, your sweet lips… your heart…
I love the way you cater to me….
I never thought I would actually meet you, cause I
shut my heart to love…
But hey you taking that extra mile to get to know
me n to understand where Im coming from n why…
Take A Angel to get in a G heart…
Love…
Wow… U is love… Love is Me n U…

POETICJOURNEY

God, Poetry

Walking Away

Posted on 10 Oct 201110 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

Not looking back..

We have being down these road before..

Can you save me?

Losing my mind..

I fought for these and it wasn’t for me

God!

What have I done?

Everything that looks good, really isn’t good.

I’m so tired of picking up the pieces.

Can’t even let a ole love in my heart again,

because I’m Broken!

Call me Bitter..

Call me Whatever..

I’m still a child of God..

Walking Away..

Done…

Took your last call…

Read your last text..

Forgot how you use to make me feel..

Am I doing the right thing?

Can I let my guard down

again?

You was broken when I walk in your life…

Shoulda being a warning..

I heal you and you broke me in the worse way..

I’m done..

I have…

Thrown the keys in..

Dried the last tear from my eye’s

And…

Deleted your love and erase

my memories of you and me?

Oh so Bitter

Oh so tired of your lie’s.

Call me BITTER..

Call me Whatever.

I’m still a child of GOD…

I’m done..

Not looking back..

Shutting the door..

PoeticJourney

Random Poem.. feelings needed to be off my chest.. Hope You Enjoy it..

family, Poetry

Saying Goodbye

Posted on 8 Jul 201113 Oct 2011 by poeticjourney

Classes just started once again, I thought It would be different these time around, but losing a love one, is making it rough for me to enjoy it. I knew the day was coming, but we had got good news that she was doing better and the doctor wouldn’t pull the plug.

Time to say Goodbye.

once again

You Gone but never

forgotten.

I pray the family

can stand strong..

I can’t pray for

no more pain.

We have to go

thru some.

No Pain..

No Gain..

I’m glad I had

chance to see

you one last time…

You was doing good

and looking good.

I hate it went that

long..

without seen

you or hearing

your voice.

I’m staying ..

strong..

We knew it was coming,

but we got word you

was doing better.

So Your death came

as a shock in more

ways then once.

Saying Goodbye..

Auntie You’ll Be Miss…

PoeticJourney