Posted in AWARENESS, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Awareness

Am I wrong for wanting more Awareness for Sickle Cell Disease? I was recently talking to someone about my illness and she was like I didn’t know you had it and that she didn’t know much about it but wanted to know more about it. How can I spread the word about it and not get to emotional about not having much Awareness for my disease? I want to be Advocate, to be one that mean I would have to open up more about who I Am, and How I am living and dealing with it for over 20years? I didn’t know about we had a month of Awareness, to have a month but not really hear much about it bothers me. But someone had told me they heard about it and saw a few things as well.

To live everyday and to be in pain a majority of your life sometimes getting to the point and just being  unbearable. I smile on days I wanted to cry and just wish I wasn’t here anymore, but I knew it wasn’t my time to go yet. I know I haven’t blog much about my illness. I have been doing research on it for my English paper, so I have been learning new stuff each and every day. When I decide to spread more word on the issue I don’t want people  thinking I don’t know what I’m talking about. I know I haven’t made it back to explaining what it is yet.

You’ll see more on these topic of Awareness, it’s time for a change and I’m on my way of making it happen in due time. Right now days have been hard due to  my headaches getting the best of me at times.

GOD BLESS,

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POETIC 

Posted in Faith, God, My Journey, poem, Poetry

FIGHT

DONT EVER GIVE UP!

NO MATTER WAT GET THROWN ATCHA..

DONT EVER….

LOSE THE BATTLE OF FAITH…

TODAY…

IS A BLESSING…

TOMORROW U COULD B LAYIN ON UR DEATH BED..

I CAN HONESTLY SAY.

IM  TRUELY….

A BLESSING..

AND I CAN LOOK UP TO HEAVEN..

AND THANK GOD..

EVERY CHANCE I GET..

I’M SAYIN…

FIGHT…

FIGHT…

FIGHT…

FOR UR LAST BREATH..

MAKE SURE U READY..

WHEN HE COMES…

TO CALL U HOME…

DONT LET IT GET U DOWN…

DONT LET IT MAKE U…

U MAKE IT..

AND KEEEP ON MOVIN…

KEEP FIGHTN..

ITS UR LIFE..

MAKE IT COUNT…

ONE MORE TIME..

FIGHT..

FIGHT..

FIGHT..

LIKE ITS UR LAST TIME..

DON’T EVER GIVE UP…

FIGHT FOR YOUR

FAITH..

FIGHT TO

BELIEVE..

IN GOD…

JUST…

FIGHT….

DONT GIVE UP!…

JUST FIGHT!

1/15/2010

Poetic

With my illness,I being through so much,so no matter what you going through make sure to FIGHTt! God Bless!:)

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Posted in My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Journey

 

                 My JOURNEY tells a story so does my name. I’m a POET at heart. Fell in love with it when I almost died when I was in 6th grade. I knew I had a place to run to. On these JOURNEY I have learn a lot, I plan on bringing my poetry here that I have never shared with anyone. You will see where I come from and where I end. I may lose some on this JOURNEY, but as of right now. I don’t care. If you haven’t had the chance to read my ABOUT MEI do have SICKLE CELL ANEMIA, and these is my get away to express myself. I started my JOURNEY on love but it turns out to be more about ME! You will experience when I felt like I had to give up on love. How I came close to not believing in it anymore. Where would I be if GOD didn’t love me? HE died for us, so what if I ran into men that didn’t know what love was all about. I will share poems and question and stories through different times of my life.  I can’t go a day without THANKING GOD, or writing about him. My friend told me the other day my blog looking more like Christian Blog. I’m not really worry about that. I’m happy even if I can touch just one person with my story. It’s a story of my life how I have overcome to many obstacles. How I lost my brother at young age, it takes a toll over you when you day and year apart.  To the different time’s I almost died. God allowed me to love, he truly have a plan for me. I hope to fulfill it.

Posted in 2010, God, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Thru Your Eye’s

I see the man…

God created you to be…

Thru Your Words.

I feel your pain,

and emotions you had

to endure alone.

Let Me …

Heal You.

just these once.

Let Me.

Be Your

Shoulder..

for support.

Thru Your Eye’s

and Word’s

I see the change in you.

Thru Your Action.

I see so much in you.

Your Love…

Your Soul…

Your Heart…

When will you learn..

I’m here for you,

even when things get rough…

I can’t be there for you…

if you don’t open up to me…

Thru Your Eye’s.

you seem to be against the world

on your own…

You lose someone who

can’t take being shut out..

You lose a love..

that never can be replace..

I don’t think I can let

myself love you anymore..

Everytime..

I give you part of my heart..

You hurt me..

Thru Your Words..

I feel..

but don’t return the love..

Thru Your Eye’s..

I can’t see who

God wanted you to be.

You Lose Some..

You Win Some..

You Lost Me..

because you couldn’t

understand how a real woman

could love you

and be there for you..

Thru My Eye’s

You still hurt from the last one

Thru My Words..

I can’t even seem to care like

I use too..

I done change so much over the past

few weeks..

Your Love..

use to..

touch me in everyway..

Now It can’t even melt

the ice from my cold heart..

Thru My Soul..

I’m done with the

back and forth..

I pray you made it where God

Want you to be..

Let the next woman..

guide you thru your

hard times..

Let me hear about it..

And..

Not take it with you..

Thru My Words..

I’m done with you..

No lost love..

No Nothing..

Let My Actions..

Speak Louder Then Ever..

“Boom Boom”

Justice Bn Serve..

Poetic

12/26/2010

God Bless

A poem I wrote years ago and wanted to share it with you all.  I believe it’s good to see how far you come with writing. I can’t believe it been that long since I wrote this piece on here. The poem will be dedicated to love journey. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in God, My Journey

Word to the Wise( Spirtual Word Of The Day)

In order to make this journey–you have to make it without baggage. You can’t carry loads of bags with weight on you in order to be free and Jesus gives you an invitation to come unto him. Now you have to come to him–you will not get rest from anybody else. If you go to anybody else your going to find more work. ~T.D Jakes

These message spoke to me since Im on my personal journey. Hope it touch someone as much as it touch me.  Hope Everyone Having A Bless Saturday. God Bless 🙂

Posted in Faith, My Journey

Faith..How is your Faith?

you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will say to your
     mountain, “MOVE!” and it  WILL move… and NOTHING will be 
     impossible for YOU!

Matthew 17: 20

 

I did some serious thinking about my FAITH. Actually being thinking about it for a while. I thought I had lost my FAITH, but I can’t honestly see myself losing it completely. I being through too much to completely lose it.  I should be dead but GOD allowed me to live. And I want to say I lost FAITH. God Bless Each And Everyone Of You.

 

Don’t let the DEVIL take your FAITH. When we do that, we letting him win. Hold on to GOD WORD! God Bless

Posted in My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Today isnt a good day. Finally cold weather is setting in, and
feeling it in my body! I havent spoke much on my illness because I have being doing some serious research for my paper and learning more about it myself! A few more weeks of school and a little break. Headaches getting worse, so havent being able to focus on my assingment like I want. I know I still have the entry to explain it, sad say I lose a lot of my work on my pc. I want to be ADVOCATE for SCD. So much to do in so little time. Im battling with myself right now, because I want to do so much or should I say Im doing to much! God give me strength!

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Posted in My Journey, Poetry

Who(you ask)

AM I?

STRONG..
BLACK..
WOMAN..

A CHILD OF GOD..

WHO AM I?

YOU WONDER..

A POET..
STRONG..
FIGHTER..
LEADER..
BELIEVER..

MORE SO..

DAUGHTER..
SISTER..
AUNT..
GOD CHILD..
GRAND CHILD..

LOOK AT ME..

AND ASK WHO?
AM I?

I AM WHO I AM..

U CANT JUDGE ME..

NOR CAN YOU TAKE

AWAY MY DREAMS..

TO SIT THERE AND TRY

IS LIKE WATCHN UR LIFE PASS YOU BY..

TO PERSUCUTE ME..

IS TO HATE WHO GOD

MADE ME TO BE..

SO

WHO AM I?

IM EVERYTHING I SAID ABOVE..
AND SO MUCH MORE..

TAKE MY HAND..

AND LETS MAKE DIS JOURNRY TOGETHER…

TO DOWN TALK ME,IS..
TO HATE ME

IS A MISTAKE..

WHY HATE..
WHEN U CAN LOVE…

WHY LOOK AND WONDER..
WHEN U CAN ASK QUESTION..

WHY STAY IN THE GAME OF STUPID..
WHEN U CAN GROWN IN INTELLEGIENCE..

WHY?

HATE THE COLOR OF MY SKIN..

WHEN U CAN LOVE IT AND LEARN SO MUCH MORE..

SO..

I ASK..

WHO AM I?

SOMEONE YOU WISH TO BE..
TRY TO BE..
ADMIRE WITH PASSION..

I AM
WHO GOD MADE ME TO BE..

WHO?

PoeticJourney

 

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