Good Mornin World, I just receive some good news. I get to go home, I may not feel my best, but glad to be going home. I want to THANK EVERYONE THAT PRAYED FOR/WITH ME, ENCOURAGE ME! Right now waiting to get discharge. I got good news about my blood count going back up, so im excited. I so cant wait to have REAL FOOD! Lol! God Bless 🙂
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Like to thank everyone for praying for me and encouraging words during my unpleasant ordeal.
I get to go home tomorrow so im excited. My blood count drop lastnight so they keeping me another night! 😦 I have to get a new iv since the old one went bad. Hands swoll so badly couldnt hardly talk when my nurse came in the room. God has bn so good to me! A month to be thankful and hey im truly thankful. Hope Everyone Have A Bless Friday! God Bless 🙂
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Another Day, still in hospital. Finally got blood yesterday evening. Taked four hours to drip and what not. But it took forever to get in touch with the doctor who approve.sighs! Not sure if im going home today! Feeln a little better then I was monday. Thank for all the prayers you have bn sending my way. Im praying for good news and that I dont need another Unit of blood! God Bless 🙂
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IV has become
My friend
Right along with
Fluids, pain medication
While
Getting stuck every
So often!
The
Beeping from I.V
Wakes me from
Deep sleep!
Nurses coming and going
I.V
Stuck to me like Chuck
Where I go, it follows
11/10/11
Poeticjourney
Workn progress!
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Today the day I get my tranfusion. My blood drop 6.2. Not sure what it is right now or if I want to know. Im only getting a unit of blood since they having hard time finding my blood because of the antibodies. Ready to be home to finish my paper and take Final. Im putting it all in God hands. So thankful for each and everyone of you praying for me and the encouragement. I thank God for yall, praying he Bless each and everyone of you. Hope Each And Everyone Of You Have A Bless Day!
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Laying here
In pain
Praying for
Better days
Lord Lord
I need You
Lifting my arms
To you
Crying Out for better days
PoeticJourney
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Another day of bed rest! I must say I enjoy the sleep I have miss out on. Dont enjoy being stuck, since I need tranfusion. I cant get any ole blood. They have to go out town for my type. Im so thankful for the ones who donate blood for me and others who or in need! Thank for the prayers and encouragement each and everyone of you giving me. Headaches getting the best of me so time for a nap!
God Bless
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I’m on a journey to learn to forgive and forget. It’s a battle within myself. I know if I forgive it would be so much better right now. Sometimes when someone takes you through so much, it makes you go cold all over. If I can’t forgive I’m not doing right by GOD.
Forgive
I’m trying to forgive you
I’m trying to let go and
Move on.
So much animosity
In my hear towards you
Is not settling right
How can I forgive?
And accept you in
My heart once again
Forgiving and letting
The past be the past
I guess you haven’t forgave
Yourself, since you still
Stuck in your selfish ways
Learning to Forgive
So I can be right
With myself and God
Forgiving and Forgetting
Is a journey in itself?
I have struggle a few times
And overcome it as well
I’m taking the anger out my
Heart and replacing it
With love of forgiveness
11/6/11
PoeticJourney
In the book of Matthew 18:21-22
Then came Peter to him and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee. Until seven times; but, Until seventy times seven.
No matter how many times they let you down we got to forgive them. reading this I see I have a lot to work on. I know with God help I will learn to forgive. God Bless 🙂
Inspired by Nightshade130: http://nightshade130.wordpress.com/2011/11/06/forgive-and-forget/
Today isn’t good day. I have pretty much being in bed all day. The weather has finally got to me and I’m battling with myself. I’m praying it shall pass because I’m already stressing with school and it’s over week after next. Telling myself I can’t get sick, just to keep myself going. Right now I’m love my bed but hating at the same time since I have so much to do and going on right now in my life. I have to tell myself I can’t get sick or just wait to I’m done with my classes. I wish it work that way. I had good weekend we took the little ones to the park, probably shouldn’t stayed out in the windy weather. It was so beautiful Saturday and to see my love’s enjoying they self. I shall post pictures up later or once I’m feeling better. I must say they wanted to play instead of taking pictures for auntie. I just spoil them about hour ago with some candy since we don’t really celebrate Halloween. Just to see they little face lights up makes me feel good. I can honestly say I missing the days with no pain right now. I stay in bed longer then usually. I have to give myself pep talk before I can start my day. I actually wrote a poem and once I’m feeling well. I shall post it. Believe I’m going to call it a night or either lay down since I finally took something to ease my pain. I hope everyone is having a Bless Night! God Bless
p.s Thank You Nightshade130 for your encouragment, you truly A Blessing. More to come. God Bless You
It took me a minute to get here…
Someone once ask me did I know
What I want…
The turn around and told
Me I didn’t know what I want…
Funny thing is they were right…
I never in my life
Wanted to fight for anything but
My rights
As a black woman
I find myself lately…
Thinking about
Fighting for love…
I thought love didn’t need
No fighting
If it was meant to be…
It would be…
I hate that saying…
Big time…
Then I find myself thinking…
Could any man have me wanting
To fight for love…
I’m still a little confused on it…
And been doing a debate in my head
For awhile now…
I don’t want to fight..
I want to give up!
I want to walk away…
Deep down…
All I want
Is you
Next to me…
Holding me down
Staying true to
What’s right…
I fell for you a long time ago
I thought I could
Fall out of love
With you with so many
Miles between us…
I thought no man
Could get me to change my
Ways when it came to that…
Boy was I wrong…
I thought I was solid as a rock…
I’m working on finding my way back
There!
It’s been rough!
I never been one
To stay still for one person…
I can’t even wait…
But I know I should…
That person is everything…
I need right now…
I don’t know about
Tomorrow!
Or next year
Or later on…
But right now
I know!
I’m not trying to think about the future without
You…
I’m not trying to picture my life
Without you…
I’m trying to dream it
Imagine it…
And while I’m at it
Pray about it!
I’m trying to make this right…
It’s hard when that person won’t acknowledge
You when they still in their own ways…
Something got to give…
It’s got me going both ways…
I always wanted to have someone that’s
Irreplaceable….
In more ways then one…
Always wanted someone that
Could complete me in more ways then one
If I throw it at them…
They are going to throw it back…
Stubborn as a mule…
Mean as a snake…
But gentle to the touch
And love in his ways…
Seems like I ask for a lot…
When a lot of peeps can’t even attempt
To stay true to themselves
I’m finally…
Admitting it to myself…
Took long enough
Going on 4 yrs in May…
Well it’s been a long time and a long
Journey!
Like to say Thank God for you!
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