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Struggles

Im struggling to come to turns
On how to deal
With the issue
At hand
I have struggle
To fight
I have struggle
To forgive & forget
Im struggling
With the issue at hand
Im crying
Im screaming
Yelling
Im struggling
Please dont give up on me
I struggle
With his death, he was so young
I struggle
With trust,
Believing
All im asking
Is not to give up on me!
God
I need You
I want You
I love how you never gave up
On me
I struggle
With so much
But you never forsake me

11/10/11
Poeticjourney

I actually wrote this while in hospital. The medicine and pain had me thinking! I never though I would want to share so much of me through blogging. I deleted the poem so many times!

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Posted in God, Jesus, Wisdom

Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Singing: Say the name of Jesus say the name so precious there’s no other name I know that can calm my fears and dry my tears…take away my pain…when you can’t find the words to pray and you can find the words to say..Say the name of Jesus…His name is a strong tower the righteous run into His name and they are safe….NO LIMITS!!!

 

I Hope Everyone Have A Bless Sunday! NO LIMITS TO WHAT GOD CAN DO FOR YOU! GOD BLESS 🙂

Posted in AWARENESS, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Home

I have being home for some hours, trying to get comfy. You know I had to eat some real food! No place like home, that saying is so true. I have one of my major headaches I been trying to shake since I got home. Laying in dark dont work, or trying sleep it off. Had to take it up a notch with the big guns (medication). Im praying for days I dont have to take so much medication, and days of less pain. Some days I hate to move because hurts that much.

I cant thank ya’ll enough for the prayers. It was rough. So many wonderful peoples praying I didnt need 2 units of blood,no side effect from the blood I receive. I use to have 3 antibodies,now I have more,so its harder to find my blood! God Bless Each And Everyone Of You

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Day 6, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Good Mornin World, I just receive some good news. I get to go home, I may not feel my best, but glad to be going home. I want to THANK EVERYONE THAT PRAYED FOR/WITH ME, ENCOURAGE ME!  Right now waiting to get discharge. I got good news about my blood count going back up, so im excited. I so cant wait to have REAL FOOD! Lol! God Bless 🙂

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Day 5, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

Like to thank everyone for praying for me and encouraging words during my unpleasant ordeal.

I get to go home tomorrow so im excited. My blood count drop lastnight so they keeping me another night! 😦 I have to get a new iv since the old one went bad. Hands swoll so badly couldnt hardly talk when my nurse came in the room. God has bn so good to me! A month to be thankful and hey im truly thankful. Hope Everyone Have A Bless Friday! God Bless 🙂

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Pain

In my body
Here & there
From head & toe
One minute its
Gone & Hello
Its back
Tears of pain
Needles, doctors
Nurses
So much pain
Someone dying in the
Room next door
A young lady giving birth
On the second floor
Tears of joy
So much pain
Around me

11/10/11
Poeticjourney

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Day 4, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Another Day, still in hospital. Finally got blood yesterday evening. Taked four hours to drip and what not. But it took forever to get in touch with the doctor who approve.sighs! Not sure if im going home today! Feeln a little better then  I was monday. Thank for all the prayers you have bn sending my way. Im praying for good news and that I dont need another Unit of blood! God Bless 🙂

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I.V

IV has become
My friend
Right along with
Fluids, pain medication
While
Getting stuck every
So often!
The
Beeping from I.V
Wakes me from
Deep sleep!
Nurses coming and going
I.V
Stuck to me like Chuck
Where I go, it follows

11/10/11
Poeticjourney
Workn progress!

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